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Chapter 22 - Chapter 20: A New Story, A New Decision

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Dawn came anyway.

That was the thing about dawn — it didn't check the state of things before arriving. Didn't ask whether the city was ready, whether the people in it had slept, whether what it was about to illuminate was worth illuminating.

It just came.

Ash-gold.

Heavy.

The light finding the ruins of Paras City and doing what light did — landing on whatever was there.

What was there was not the city.

What was there was the record of what the city had been — the shapes of it, the skeletons of the skyscrapers standing jagged against the sky, the roads cracked open, the subways that had been underground and were now simply open holes in the ground where underground used to be.

Smoke rising.

From what had been homes and shops and the festival area that had been rebuilt twice and the playground where Astra had investigated things and the restaurant where noodles had landed on a wolf girl's face during a fight that had seemed enormous at the time.

All of it carrying the smell of the night.

Scorched metal.

Dust.

The specific sweetness of things that had been present long enough to become ordinary before they burned.

One streetlight.

Flickering.

Stubborn.

Long shadows across everything below it.

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At the jungle's edge.

The canopy that had whispered secrets to the wind — torn. The trees that had been here before the city, that had watched the city go up and had opinions about it, that had been the home of everything Wano had spent centuries protecting — half of them down. The rivers running black with what had settled into them. The animals that remained gathered in small groups at the edges of what remained, silent in the way animals were silent when they were waiting to understand if things were going to be okay.

Not all of them had waited.

Not all of them had made it through the shockwave.

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Wano stood in it.

Human form.

Her green hair matted with dirt and soot, the red flower behind her ear wilted and bent. Her purple eyes — the ancient ones, the ones that had seen the jungle through every season for more seasons than the city had existed — staring at the devastation.

Wide.

Glassy.

The tears coming slowly, the way they came from things that had been holding a very long time.

She covered her face with both hands.

Her shoulders shook.

Wano: "We lost."

Her voice came out small.

Smaller than it should have from something her size, from something as old as she was.

Wano: "We actually lost the jungle."

She shook her head.

Wano: "Why does this ever happen."

Not a question that wanted an answer.

The kind of question you ask because it's the only thing left to say when the thing you've spent your existence protecting is broken in front of you.

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Aoi stood beside her.

Gray hair tangled, streaked with soot. Ears drooping — the first time they'd fully drooped without recovering, the specific drop of something that had given up holding itself upright for the moment.

Her tail was still.

Completely still.

This was new. Her tail was never completely still.

Her golden eyes were wet — the tears there, at the edge, not falling. The specific held quality of someone who hasn't decided yet whether they're going to cry.

She was holding Sai's hand.

She had been holding it through the blast.

She hadn't let go.

She looked at what was left of the jungle.

At the trees she'd claimed.

At the territory she'd arrived and fought for and told everyone was hers.

Aoi: "The jungle I wanted to rule..."

Her voice.

Raw.

Aoi: "It's gone."

The tears came.

She hadn't decided to cry.

Her face decided for her.

Aoi: "All of it. Why."

She wasn't asking anyone.

She was asking the jungle.

She was asking it why it had been here when she arrived and was not here now and what the difference was between the two states and why the difference had been allowed to happen.

The jungle didn't answer.

It had its own grief tonight.

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Sai looked at his hand.

Her claws had been in his skin for the last hour.

Small marks.

She hadn't noticed.

He hadn't said anything.

He stood in the ruins and held her hand and looked at what was left of everything.

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Astra had found Yuki's leg.

Both arms around it.

Face pressed into her side.

His silver eyes open — looking at the ruined world around them with the expression of someone who understands more than their age should allow and is trying to hold all of it.

He was shaking slightly.

Not crying.

Just — shaking.

The way you shake when fear has been in your body for too long and hasn't finished leaving.

Yuki's hand found the top of his head.

She patted it.

Gently.

Again.

He pressed into her leg harder.

She let him.

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Blu stood apart.

Arms folded.

Cape torn at the edges. Soot across the gi. The specific damage of someone who had been using their body as a shield and the shield had been used.

He lowered his head.

His fist clenched.

The knuckles of it.

Cracking.

He stood in the ruins of his city — his hundred-year project, his life's work, the thing he had come to this planet to build and had been building since before anyone here was born — and he was very quiet.

Blu: "How can this happen."

He said it to the ground.

To the streetlight still flickering.

To the sky that had turned back to something survivable.

Blu: "While I am the president of Paras City itself."

The weight in those words.

Not anger.

Not denial.

The specific accounting of someone who has accepted responsibility for something and is looking at what that responsibility means in its full scope.

His eyes lifted.

Through the atmosphere.

Through the distance.

The planets.

The moon — cratered in new places, the geography of it changed by the night.

Mars — the plains of it, what remained.

Venus — molten where it hadn't been.

Jupiter — storms frozen in configurations they had not been in before tonight.

Uranus — pieces of it.

He looked at all of it.

He exhaled.

Long.

Slow.

The breath of someone who has finished calculating and arrived at the number.

Blu: "To fix the planets — my energy, three full years."

He said it to no one.

To everyone.

Blu: "Paras City — one to two years."

He looked at the jungle edge.

At Wano's shaking shoulders.

His voice softened.

Just slightly.

Blu: "The jungle. Six months."

He looked at the survivors around him.

At each of them.

At what tonight had cost each of them.

At what it had cost everything.

The thing that came into his eyes was not the President's expression.

It was something underneath that.

The thing that had been doing this for a hundred years and had no intention of stopping.

Blu: "If we had been stronger—"

He stopped.

Started again.

Blu: "If chaos like this comes again and we are not ready — we cannot rely on someone else arriving to sacrifice themselves."

He looked at the direction of Andromeda.

At the galaxy.

At where something had gone tonight so that everything else could continue.

Blu: "We must be stronger than this. All of us. For whatever comes next."

He was quiet for a moment.

Then he raised his head.

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Blu: "Everyone."

His voice carried.

Even now. Even torn and soot-stained and without the cape properly and without the pride of the speech on the stage.

It carried.

They all looked at him.

Yuki. Sai. Aoi. Astra. Wano.

One face, then another.

Finding him.

Blu: "I will be leaving for space. Three years. To fix what the fight broke."

He said it plainly.

Blu: "While I am gone — Paras City will be in good hands."

A soft blue flash.

Brief.

And she was there.

Short green hair. Blue skin — the same blue but warmer in some way, softer. Eyes that were calm and capable and immediately taking in everything that needed to be taken in.

Fella.

She stood beside him.

She nodded — one clear movement.

Fella: "Yes. I'll take care of everything."

She said it without ceremony.

The voice of someone who had been ready for this and was ready now.

Fella: "You can go freely."

Blu looked at her.

Something in his expression.

Small.

Real.

He looked at the group.

Blu: "She's a good leader."

A pause.

Blu: "Like me."

Sai, quietly: "That's a high bar."

Blu: "Yes it is."

He looked at Sai.

Blu: "Also—"

His voice going serious.

Blu: "Since we made a deal with Wano. The jungle is under our protection now. That holds while I'm gone."

Fella: "As you wish."

Wano's tears had not stopped.

But something in her expression had.

The shaking was less.

The eyes less glassy.

Wano: "Thank you."

She said it simply.

To both of them.

Wano: "Both of you."

Blu looked at the three of them — Sai. Yuki. Aoi.

Blu: "You three must train. All of you."

He said it without softness and without harshness.

Just as a fact that needed to be said.

Blu: "Whatever comes next — it will not be smaller than this. It will be larger. That is how these things work." He looked at each of them. "Be ready for it."

He looked at the sky one more time.

At Andromeda.

At the direction.

He said nothing more.

Blue light.

Gone.

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Fella watched the space where he'd been.

Then she turned to what remained.

The city.

The people inside the shelters at the edges, waiting.

The jungle at the boundary.

The work.

Fella: "Alright."

She said it to herself.

To the city.

Fella: "Let's bring everyone home."

She moved.

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Sai looked at Aoi.

She was still looking at the jungle.

The tail — still.

The ears — down.

He was quiet for a moment.

Then:

Sai: "Aoi."

She looked at him.

The wet eyes.

The exhaustion in them.

The grief that hadn't finished with her yet and was going to take time.

Sai: "You'll train with me."

She blinked.

Aoi: "You're... going to train me."

Sai: "Yes."

Aoi: "Why."

He looked at her.

At the claws still lightly in his skin from the blast.

At the wolf ears that hadn't come back up yet.

Sai: "Because you have a lot to learn."

He said it without cruelty.

As a true thing.

Sai: "And because you stayed."

She looked at him.

He looked at the dojo.

At what remained of it — still standing, the east wall patched and repatched, the string lights somehow still there, some of them still lit.

Sai: "Let's go."

Aoi looked at the jungle.

At the broken canopy.

At the trees that were down.

She looked at it for a long time.

Then she looked at Sai's hand.

At the marks her claws had left.

She started walking.

He walked beside her.

Two figures through the ruins.

Toward what remained of the dojo.

Toward whatever came next.

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Yuki and Sai had a moment before he left.

He stopped.

Turned to her.

Sai: "Yuki."

She looked at him.

All of it in his face — the exhaustion, the loss, the specific grief of a teacher looking at a student and seeing what they need when what they need is harder to give than any technique.

Sai: "Your training is different."

Yuki: "I know."

Sai: "Not physical strength. Not right now." He held her eyes. "Soul training. Meditation. Control."

She was listening.

Sai: "The reason Honokage can't stay with you—"

Her expression shifted.

Just slightly.

The thing that moved when his name was said.

Sai: "—is not the blindfold. Not the curse. Not the power." He paused. "It's the distance between you and yourself. The parts you haven't made peace with yet."

She absorbed this.

Sai: "Close that distance. If you can do that—" He stopped. "He can stay longer."

She looked at him.

At her sensei.

At the man who had taken care of her since she was small enough that the blindfold covered half her face. Who had shown her the knot. Who had watched her grow into everything she was and had never once said the thing he was saying now.

Her throat moved.

Yuki: "Yes, Sensei."

She said it the way she said it when she meant it completely.

Sai nodded.

He walked.

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Yuki stood in the ruins.

Just her and Astra now.

Him at her leg, looking at the broken city around them with those ancient silver eyes.

She looked at him.

At the shaking that had mostly stopped.

At the face that was still scared but was starting to become something else — something that hadn't been there this morning.

She crouched.

Eye level.

His eyes found hers.

Yuki: "You okay?"

He thought about it.

Genuinely.

Astra: "I was scared."

Yuki: "I know."

Astra: "Is it okay to be scared."

She looked at him.

At the question sitting honestly in his face.

Yuki: "Yes."

He considered this.

Astra: "You were scared too."

Yuki: "Yes."

Astra: "But you stayed."

Yuki: "Yes."

He nodded.

Like something had been confirmed.

Like he'd needed to hear that and had heard it.

He looked at the broken city.

At the flickering streetlight.

At the morning coming in over the ruins.

Astra: "When do I train."

Yuki smiled.

The tired kind.

The real kind.

Yuki: "When you're bigger."

Astra: "How much bigger."

Yuki: "A little bit more than now."

He looked at himself.

At his hands.

At the place where his tail wasn't.

Astra: "Okay."

He said it with the specific ease of someone who has decided to trust the timeline and is at peace with that.

He took her hand.

She stood.

They started walking.

Through the ruins.

Through the ash and the broken glass and the dust of everything that had been.

Through the flickering light of the one streetlight that had held.

Toward their house.

Toward what remained of it.

Toward tomorrow.

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The sun continued its work.

The ash-gold of early morning giving way to something warmer.

Something more like the color of things that intended to continue.

The ruins caught it and did what ruins did — held it, scattered it, sent it in directions that intact buildings would have directed differently.

It reached every broken corner.

Every jagged edge.

Every place that had been something and was now evidence of what it had been.

The jungle at the edge caught it too.

Through the torn canopy.

Down to the animals gathered in their quiet groups.

Down to the rivers running black and beginning, slowly, to decide what they were going to be now.

Down to the earth that had been here before the jungle and would be here when the jungle came back.

It always came back.

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There was a great deal left to do.

There were planets with new scars.

There were streets to repair.

There was a jungle to grow back.

There was a boy who would be bigger eventually.

There was a girl who needed to find the distance between herself and herself and close it.

There was a wolf who had come looking for territory and found something she hadn't planned on finding.

There was a man who was going to be in space for three years fixing things while trying not to think about roads and taxes.

There was a dojo with a repeatedly repaired east wall.

There were people coming back to a city that had survived something it probably shouldn't have.

There was a lot.

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Yuki and Astra walked.

Her hand.

His hand.

The ruins around them.

The morning finding them.

She looked at the city.

At what it was and what it would be.

She looked at Astra.

At whatever he was going to become.

She looked forward.

Yuki: "It's enough for today."

She said it to the morning.

To the broken streets.

To whatever was listening.

Yuki: "A new day."

She walked.

He walked beside her.

The one streetlight flickered behind them.

Held.

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End of Volume 1.

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