NIA
I was driving to Ironcrest pack and absolutely spiraling in my own head about how my gut had been screaming at me for fucking weeks that Cole was back to fucking that bitch Lila, but I kept being in complete denial like the stupid pathetic idiot I was.
This was exactly the same goddamn way he used to act when he was secretly seeing her three years ago behind my back like I was some joke. Always sneaking off at night like some fucking thief. Disappearing during the full moon with bullshit excuses and being all shady and secretive when I asked simple questions about where he was going.
Why the actual fuck do I even love Cole?
Seriously, someone needs to explain this to me because I genuinely don't understand my own brain.
