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Chapter 72 - Chapter 72— The truth finally broke her

The alarms wouldn't stop.

Red lights flashed across the walls in violent pulses, turning the shattered room into something out of a nightmare.

CONTAINMENT FAILURE DETECTED

CONTAINMENT FAILURE DETECTED

Rachel's heartbeat matched the rhythm of the warning.

Fast.

Unsteady.

Wrong.

Nobody moved immediately after the announcement.

Because everybody in that room understood something Rachel didn't.

And judging by the expressions around her

Whatever they understood was bad.

Very bad.

Rachel looked between them slowly.

"…why do you all look like someone just announced the apocalypse?"

Nobody answered.

At this point she was seconds away from physically fighting somebody for information.

Cassian ran a hand over his face roughly before looking toward Raziel.

"You hid this from all of us?"

Raziel's attention stayed fixed entirely on Rachel.

Not the alarms.

Not the armed men closing in downstairs.

Her.

Always her.

"I was trying to prevent it."

"That worked out beautifully."

The sarcasm in Cassian's voice could've cut steel.

Rachel stepped away from Raziel carefully this time.

Testing something.

The second she moved farther from him

The pressure inside her stomach twisted violently again.

Sharp enough to steal her breath.

Rachel grabbed the edge of the broken table beside her immediately.

"…okay, no, I hate that."

Raziel moved toward her instinctively.

And the moment his hand touched her waist

Relief spread through her body instantly.

Warm.

Steady.

Dangerously comforting.

The room fell silent again.

Not dramatic silence.

Terrified silence.

Rachel looked up at him slowly.

And this time

Even she couldn't deny it anymore.

Something was happening between them.

Something beyond attraction.

Beyond obsession.

Something biological.

Almost primal.

Cassian looked sick watching it.

Lucien looked deeply unsettled.

Adrian looked like he wanted to argue with reality itself.

Meanwhile Raziel just looked tired.

Not surprised.

Tired.

Like he'd been dreading this exact moment.

Rachel swallowed slowly.

"…you knew."

Raziel didn't answer immediately.

That was answer enough.

"Oh my God."

Rachel laughed softly in disbelief, pulling away from him again.

Immediately regretting it when the pressure returned sharper this time.

"Stop doing that," Raziel said instantly.

She looked at him sharply.

"Doing WHAT? Existing?"

"You're destabilizing it."

Rachel stared at him.

"…you keep saying words that sound illegal."

Shockingly

That almost made Adrian laugh.

Almost.

Another explosion shook the building hard enough to crack more glass across the ceiling.

The reality of their situation slammed back into the room immediately.

Gunfire echoed somewhere below them again.

Closer.

Much closer.

Lucien checked the weapon in his hand quickly.

"They breached the eastern level."

Cassian cursed under his breath.

"We need to move now."

Rachel pointed at herself dramatically.

"Would LOVE to. Still mentally collapsing though."

Raziel stepped closer again.

Not touching her this time.

Trying not to.

Rachel noticed the restraint immediately.

Interesting.

"We'll explain everything once we're out," he said quietly.

"No."

The firmness in her own voice surprised even her.

Everybody looked at her.

Rachel folded her arms tightly despite the shaking in her hands.

"No more half-truths. No more vague emotional trauma speeches. Somebody explains what the hell I am right now."

Nobody answered.

Rachel's eye twitched slightly.

Cassian finally spoke first.

"You were part of a compatibility project."

Rachel blinked once.

"…a WHAT?"

Adrian muttered a curse immediately.

Raziel looked murderous.

Too late now though.

Rachel had heard it.

Cassian held her gaze.

"They were trying to create something stable."

The room went colder somehow.

Rachel looked between them carefully.

"And by 'something' you mean…?"

Nobody liked answering her questions.

That was becoming deeply irritating.

Lucien finally exhaled sharply.

"A bonded pair."

Rachel stared at him.

Silence.

Then

"…I'm sorry, what kind of dystopian romance novel are you people living in?"

No one laughed.

Again.

Terrible audience.

Raziel rubbed a hand over his face briefly.

"You weren't supposed to remember like this."

Rachel turned toward him immediately.

"And you weren't supposed to hide my entire life from me, but here we are."

That hit.

She saw it land instantly.

Good.

Cassian crossed his arms slowly.

"They spent years trying to force compatibility artificially."

Rachel frowned.

"I still don't know what that means."

"It means," Adrian said quietly, "most pairings failed."

The way he said failed made Rachel's stomach tighten.

"…failed how?"

Nobody answered immediately.

Again.

God.

Cassian looked away first.

"That depends on the pair."

Rachel suddenly didn't want to know anymore.

Unfortunately

She needed to know.

"Tell me."

Lucien's jaw tightened.

"Most subjects became unstable after synchronization."

Rachel stared at him.

"…unstable."

Cassian laughed once without humor.

"Some went violent."

Rachel's pulse sped up slightly.

Adrian spoke next.

"Some lost cognitive control completely."

Okay.

Absolutely not comforting.

Rachel looked toward Raziel slowly now.

"And us?"

That question changed the room.

Every expression shifted slightly.

Nobody wanted to answer.

Which meant the answer was horrifying.

Finally

Cassian looked directly at her.

"You two survived."

A pause.

Then

"That was the problem."

Rachel's stomach dropped.

The building shook violently again.

Closer now.

Something heavy crashed several floors below them.

Shouting echoed faintly upward.

The attackers were getting nearer.

But Rachel barely heard it anymore.

Because her mind was stuck on one thing.

"You're saying whatever happened between us…"

She looked toward Raziel slowly.

"…wasn't supposed to work."

Raziel's silence felt devastating.

Another memory flashed suddenly.

Quick.

Fragmented.

Raziel holding her tightly while alarms screamed around them.

Her crying against his chest.

And somebody shouting:

"Separate them before it spreads!"

Rachel gasped sharply.

The room blurred slightly for a second.

Raziel reached toward her instantly.

She grabbed his wrist before he could fully touch her.

And the second skin met skin

Every screen in the room exploded back to life.

Static burst violently across the monitors.

Emergency systems rebooted all at once.

The lights flickered wildly overhead.

And Rachel

Rachel heard something.

Not outside.

Inside.

A voice.

Not words.

A feeling.

Recognition.

She jerked her hand away immediately.

Everything shut down again.

Dead silence.

Nobody in the room looked humanly comfortable anymore.

Rachel's breathing turned uneven.

"…that wasn't normal."

"No," Cassian said quietly.

"It wasn't."

Raziel stared at Rachel like he wanted to say something.

Didn't.

That almost frustrated her more.

"You said we survived," Rachel whispered.

Cassian's expression darkened.

"…barely."

Rachel looked between all of them slowly.

"Why does everybody act like we destroyed the world together?"

The silence after that question was terrifying.

Because this time

It lasted too long.

Lucien looked away first.

Adrian stayed frozen.

Cassian didn't speak.

And Raziel

Raziel looked directly at her.

With something painful in his expression.

Something dangerously close to guilt.

Rachel's stomach dropped.

"No."

Her voice came out quieter now.

Smaller.

"No, don't look at me like that."

Raziel steped closer slowly.

"Rachel"

"What did we do?"

No answer.

Just that look again.

God, she hated that look.

Another memory hit her violently.

Not fragmented this time.

Clear.

Burning buildings.

Smoke filling the sky.

People screaming.

Raziel covered in blood while holding her against him.

And Rachel herself

Laughing.

Not happily.

Broken.

Completely broken.

She stumbled backward hard enough to hit the wall.

"No."

Raziel moved instantly.

"Rachel."

"No!"

The scream tore out of her before she could stop it.

The lights exploded again.

Every piece of remaining glass in the room shattered outward violently.

The force knocked Adrian into the monitor table.

Lucien cursed loudly.

Cassian grabbed onto the doorway to steady himself.

And Rachel

Rachel couldn't breathe.

Because the memory kept coming.

More pieces.

More horror.

Her own voice crying:

"We were never supposed to meet"

Raziel holding her face desperately:

"I'd do it again."

And then

The final image.

The one that made her blood turn cold.

An entire city burning in the distance while she stood beside Raziel

And people running from them.

Rachel looked at Raziel in horror.

Real horror.

Because suddenly

She understood why everybody feared them together.

And the worst part?

Raziel d

Rachel stared at Raziel like she'd never seen him before.

Maybe she hadn't.

Maybe the man she thought she knew never actually existed.

Because the person standing in front of her now

The man covered in tension and silence and guilt

Looked nothing like the calm, untouchable mafia boss who used to stand in penthouses acting like he controlled the world.

This version looked dangerous.

Not because he might hurt her.

Because he might destroy everything else for her.

The shattered lights overhead sparked violently.

Smoke drifted faintly through the room now.

The facility was falling apart around them.

But Rachel barely noticed anymore.

Her mind was trapped inside that memory.

The city burning.

People running.

Raziel holding her while everything collapsed.

And her own face

God.

She looked terrified.

Not of death.

Not of chaos.

Of him.

"You lied to me."

Her voice cracked slightly near the end.

Not dramatic.

Just tired.

Deeply tired.

Raziel stepped toward her carefully.

"Rachel—"

"No."

She moved back instantly.

The reaction hit him visibly.

Rachel saw it happen.

That tiny fracture in his expression.

Pain.

Real pain.

Good.

Because she was hurting too.

"You erased my memories."

Silence.

"You changed my identity."

Still silence.

"And somehow we destroyed an entire city together?"

Her breathing became uneven again.

"What the hell ARE we?"

Another tremor shook the building hard enough to make part of the ceiling collapse somewhere down the hall.

Gunfire echoed closer.

People were screaming now.

Real screams.

But nobody inside this room moved.

Because somehow the emotional disaster happening between Rachel and Raziel had become worse than the actual armed invasion.

Cassian looked toward the hallway briefly before muttering,

"We need to leave before this place collapses."

Rachel pointed at him instantly without looking away from Raziel.

"No. Nobody moves until somebody starts explaining things like normal human beings."

Lucien sighed under his breath.

"She's getting aggressive again."

Rachel glared at him.

"Again?"

"…you used to threaten people with office supplies."

Honestly?

That sounded believable.

Rachel dragged a shaky hand through her hair.

Her thoughts felt scrambled.

Too many memories trying to force themselves back at once.

Every time she looked at Raziel another emotion surfaced.

Fear.

Relief.

Anger.

Love.

Terrifying, consuming love.

And that was the emotion scaring her the most.

Because despite everything

Despite the lies

Despite the memories

Part of her still wanted to walk toward him.

Not away.

Raziel noticed.

Of course he did.

That man noticed every microscopic emotional shift she had.

And judging by the way his jaw tightened

He hated himself for it.

Rachel swallowed hard.

"That city…"

Her voice came quieter now.

"…what happened there?"

Nobody answered immediately.

The silence itself became unbearable.

Finally

Adrian spoke.

"It was supposed to be a controlled separation."

Rachel frowned.

"A what?"

Cassian laughed bitterly.

"That's one way to describe it."

Raziel's eyes darkened instantly.

"Enough."

"No," Cassian snapped back sharply. "She deserves the truth."

Rachel looked between them desperately.

"For once, I agree with the psychopath."

"Which one?" Lucien muttered.

Rachel ignored him.

Barely.

Cassian's attention returned to her.

"They realized your bond with Raziel was becoming dangerous."

Rachel hated that word now.

Dangerous.

Everything about them apparently came with warnings attached.

"What does that even mean?" she asked quietly.

Cassian's expression hardened slightly.

"It means every emotional spike between you started affecting the environment around you."

Rachel froze.

No.

No way.

"The power outages."

Her voice came out faint.

"The lights…"

Adrian nodded once reluctantly.

"The systems reacting to your emotional synchronization."

Rachel stared at him.

"…that sounds insane."

"It is insane," Lucien replied flatly.

Another memory slammed into her instantly.

Raziel touching her hand.

Every alarm in a facility exploding simultaneously.

Her laughing nervously while scientists panicked around them.

Rachel grabbed the side of the table hard.

"Oh my God."

Raziel moved instinctively again.

She stepped back before he could touch her.

Immediate regret hit her when the pressure inside her body twisted painfully again.

But this time

She forced herself to endure it.

Raziel noticed instantly.

"Rachel."

"No."

Her eyes lifted to his.

"If touching you fixes it, then I need to know what happens when it doesn't."

The room went silent again.

Because apparently that question mattered.

A lot.

Cassian answered softly.

"…you destabilize."

Rachel's stomach dropped.

"And if it gets worse?"

Nobody spoke.

Rachel laughed softly in disbelief.

"Wow. That answer definitely means something horrifying."

Raziel finally stepped forward again.

Slowly.

Carefully.

Like approaching someone standing near the edge of a building.

"You're exhausting yourself."

Rachel looked at him sharply.

"You don't get to sound worried right now."

"I'm always worried about you."

The honesty in his voice hit harder than it should've.

Because he meant it.

Completely.

Rachel hated how much that still affected her.

Cassian watched them carefully.

And for the first time

Rachel noticed something unexpected in his expression.

Not hatred.

Resentment.

Deep resentment.

Like watching them together physically bothered him.

Interesting.

"You loved him this much before too," Cassian said quietly.

Rachel's eyes snapped toward him.

"…before?"

Cassian nodded slowly.

"It got worse after the synchronization."

Raziel's expression darkened immediately.

"Stop talking."

"No," Cassian replied coldly. "You don't get to protect her from reality anymore."

Rachel looked between them carefully.

"…you keep saying synchronization like it changed us."

Cassian held her gaze.

"It amplified what was already there."

Rachel's chest tightened instantly.

Because deep down

She understood exactly what he meant.

Another explosion thundered somewhere below them.

Closer.

The facility lights flickered violently.

The walls shook.

Dust scattered across the floor.

Lucien looked toward the corridor sharply.

"They're almost here."

Adrian immediately reloaded his weapon.

"We need extraction now."

Rachel barely heard them anymore.

Because she was still staring at Raziel.

Trying to understand him.

Trying to understand herself.

Trying to understand how love could become dangerous enough to destroy cities.

"…did I love you before all this?" she asked softly.

The question broke him.

Not dramatically.

Quietly.

The worst kind of breaking.

Raziel looked at her like he'd spent years surviving without oxygen.

"Yes."

The single word nearly shattered her.

Rachel's throat tightened painfully.

"And now?"

His eyes dropped briefly to her shaking hands before lifting back to her face.

"…now you're trying not to."

God.

That hurt.

That hurt so much more than she expected.

Another memory surfaced suddenly.

Not destruction this time.

Something softer.

Rachel curled against Raziel's chest while rain hit the windows outside.

His hand running slowly through her hair while she whispered:

"I think loving you is going to ruin me."

And Raziel answering quietly:

"Then let it ruin us both."

Rachel physically felt her knees weaken.

Because the emotion attached to that memory was overwhelming.

Not obsession.

Not manipulation.

Love.

Real love.

The kind that consumes slowly until nothing else matters anymore.

Tears burned unexpectedly behind her eyes.

That terrified her more than the memories.

Because she still felt it.

Even now.

Even after everything.

Raziel noticed immediately.

And for the first time tonight

He looked scared.

Not of enemies.

Not of the collapsing building.

Of her crying.

"Rachel."

His voice dropped lower.

Softer.

God.

Why did he say her name like that?

The pressure inside her body twisted violently again.

Stronger this time.

The walls cracked suddenly.

Not from explosions.

From her.

Everybody froze.

Rachel's breathing became uneven.

"I can't control it."

Raziel moved toward her instantly.

This time she didn't stop him.

The second his hands touched her face

Everything calmed.

Immediately.

The cracking stopped.

The lights stabilized.

The pressure vanished like it had never existed.

And somehow

That terrified Rachel more than anything else tonight.

Because now there was no denying it.

Whatever she was becoming

Raziel was the only thing keeping it under control.

Then the facility doors behind them exploded inward.

Metal tore apart violently.

Smoke flooded the hallway.

And through the destruction

A dozen armed men stepped into view.

But Rachel barely noticed them.

Because the man standing in the center looked directly at her

And smiled.

Then he said seven words that made every person in the room go pale.

"So the Benedict Pair finally reunited."

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