My heart was overwhelmed with what just happened,that sleeping became hard for me. I was feeling this thing that l didn't know how to describe and it felt like at any moment then on l could burst and Dade away.
I laid my hands on my chest, trying to calm my nerves down,and kept on wondering what would have happened if he came any closer, leaning on me.
And honestly reading him,has always been hard,and l think l want to more about him.
Of course it's for this mission to bed soon so that l could leave as soon as possible on my vacation.
But l think l will, really miss this place, everyone was kind to me and l felt calm and happy here, mostly maybe because he was here too, Alexander.
Again I wonder what he is planning on showing me tomorrow.
I went back and forth in bed trying to find the best spot to sleep.
And that's when,all of a sudden,raindrops started to fall down,and then came rushing like crazy.
It made me jump back to reality,from thinking much over him. And that's when l noticed my window,open and l got up and headed to close it, because l was going to freeze to death, if l didn't do it.
*Loud thud..*
I heard it echo through the hallway and made me jump back to my feet,what is it l asked myself, putting on my blue sleep robe and headed where the noise and voices were coming from.
And as l continued going up stairs,l noticed that l was heading to his room,that's where the voices where coming from.
I thought for a moment asking myself should l got and check on him, and see if he is okay and also am really curious to see what he is doing in that room.
He doesn't let anyone in that easily. That's why maybe l shouldn't be here in that first place too.
I creched my fist and then ,took the last steps that were left and slowly inhaled and exhaled three times to cool my nerves, for some reasons,l felt like l wanted to keep on talking to him.
I stood Infront of his room and then my fingertips touched on the back wide door which was standing between us.
And that's when l pushed a little and peaked to see if he was at least.
But what if l found out about his hookups,maybe he is sleeping with a woman here,but it's really to late for that.
But wait,what if he gets mad at me for entering his room without asking him.,so l simply knocked on the door behind and l got mo response,so l slowly sled in the room and yeah as expected the lights were out,and the room was in full pitch black. And it had many things,lt perfectly described him in and out.
I got inside and looked around and saw that no one was around,thanks to help on the dim light coming from the curtains, which had light rays from the outside road lights.
"Alexander,are you okay?"
" Is anyone in here?"
The rain kept on increasing as the minutes passed by and getting more louder.
"Maybe l was imagining it?"
"Am l being desperate?"
I walked around and got near his bed and was about to touch his bed,l wanted to feel more of his scent.
Earlier he got near me and my mind went Blank and didn't even feel him.
And that's when l felt cold hands wrapping around mine,l looked down to where it came from, because right at that moment my whole body was sent in a shiver session.
His hands were cold but yet welcoming,and and...
"Alex..." I mumbled under my breathe and that's when he suddenly pulled me in and then made me land between his arms and...
"Can you stay for thys night, please..." Hus voice sounded so shaky like he was scared of something,or maybe he was just being himself or maybe vulnerable.
I was so confused...
And wait what did he just ask me right now, is he really serious,is he planning on to take advantage of me or maybe he is joking.
I was stuck in yhr train of my thoughts and then he again shocked me by hugging me more closer.
At that moment,
He was still sitting down,on the left bedside and wearing only a plain white t shirt with some back trousers and for me ,l was sitting on his legs while my body just layed on his chest ,just like that,and his right hand holding mine,so softly and his eyes were closed,so l did not even know what reaction he was having from this.
He is seriously planning on killing me with this,and everything he does always leaves me questioning my own insanity.
His arms tightened the grip around my shoulders and also l finally noticed that he was also having trouble breathing,it was as if he was having a panic attack.
"Tell me what's wrong Alexander?"
I finally asked after escaping the maze l was tuck in of thoughts and doubts.
I raised my other arm and my hand you Ed his cold cheek which sent shivers down my spine too.
And my cheeks could only burn from it.
What the hell is happening to me,l should be there trying to take down his family but just look at what am doing now.
"Don't worry much about me,it's just..." He trailed off looking outside the large glass window wall.
"But you don't look okay now" I said referring to how he was breathing. It was as if he was going to have a heart attack.
"I will be okay,as long as you agree to stay with me this night." He said having a smirk on his face.
If l had known better,l would have thought that maybe he is just lying to me,so that he could sleep with me.
But he wasn't, it was really serious but he was acting like nothing is wrong.
Then lightening struck at that moment,and in split seconds,l felt his head leaning against my chest,and it was against on my front. My body temperature suddenly rose to a understand in a flash.
Alexander you got to be kidding me, because what are you doing now?
" Please...." Still sleeping on my chest he said and l could only give in because there was no way,l was going to escape from this.
" I hate the rain so much."he finally said sounding like a little lost kid.
And l could only smile and brushed my fingers through his hair.
It was so dense and smooth and smelled amazingly great.
I could swear right at that moment it was as if l was being possessed or something.
I adjusted my whole body ,to a comfortable state and then he immediately run into my arms and hugged me so much. And closed his eyes,his silver dark eyes,he was indeed really handsome.
Only if he was just not into this kind of business,l would have...
Wait, Evie what are you talking about,what's gotten into me all of a sudden.