I choked.
Blood spewed out like rain.
We were caught.
That caused pain.
He said it was fine,
I could talk to him.
But when I tried again,
The app came to an end.
I cried.
He went behind my back.
He got rid of the app.
He got rid of my brother.
I'm drowning in blood.
I'm choking again and again.
Mistake after mistake.
I'm acting.
Acting so no one knows,
What they shouldn't know,
Or what I don't want them to know.
I'm drowning in blood, brother.
I'm choking, I'm sorry.
Theirs too much.
Maybe if I were a better swimmer,
I could stay above it all.
Instead, I'm sinking.
The only thing keeping my legs paddling in effort
Is your memory.
Is your truth.
I need to know your truth.
I need to know if you're okay,
So I won't keep drowning on blood.
I can't breathe.
I'm choking.
I'm drowning.