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Chapter 34 - Chapter 34

The car was quieter than usual.

Not empty, just… heavy.

The kind of silence that wasn't uncomfortable, but wasn't light either. Something sat between them, unspoken, shifting with every passing streetlight.

In the backseat, Liam had long surrendered to sleep.

His small body slumped to the side, one hand still loosely clutching the empty burger wrapper, his head tilted awkwardly against the seatbelt. Every few minutes, the car hitting a slight bump would make him stir, then settle again with a soft sigh.

Celine turned slightly in her seat, watching him.

A small smile tugged at her lips.

"He fought that sleep like his life depended on it," she murmured.

August glanced at the rearview mirror, his gaze softening instantly.

"He always does."

Her eyes lingered a second longer… then drifted forward again.

Silence settled back in.

But this time, it felt different.

Heavier.

Her fingers twisted lightly in her lap.

She could still see it.

The woman.

The confidence in her posture. The way she stood. The way she looked at August like she had history there, like she belonged there once.

Blonde. Polished. Effortless.

Everything Celine didn't feel like right now.

She swallowed.

"You didn't have to rush me away," she said suddenly, her voice calm… but not quite.

August's hands tightened slightly on the steering wheel.

"I know."

Another pause.

"I just didn't want…" He exhaled softly. "It wasn't the place for that."

Celine nodded.

"I get it."

She did.

But it didn't stop the thoughts.

Didn't stop the comparison.

Didn't stop that small, sharp feeling in her chest.

August glanced at her briefly.

"You okay?"

The question was simple.

But it landed deeper than expected.

She gave a small shrug. "Yeah. Why wouldn't I be?"

He didn't answer immediately.

Just looked back at the road.

Because they both knew that wasn't really an answer.

By the time they pulled into the driveway, the evening had settled fully, the soft glow of the house lights spilling onto the pavement.

August turned off the engine.

For a moment, neither of them moved.

Then,

"I'll get him," August said quietly.

Celine nodded.

She stepped out first, wrapping her arms around herself slightly as the cool air hit her skin.

By the time she walked around to the back, August had already unbuckled Liam.

"Hey, champ," he murmured softly. "Wake up."

Liam stirred, blinking lazily.

"Home?" he mumbled.

"Yeah."

Liam didn't even fully wake.

He just lifted his arms weakly, and August didn't hesitate,lifting him easily, settling the boy against his chest.

Liam's head dropped immediately onto his shoulder.

Out again.

Celine stood there for a second.

Watching.

There was something about it.

The way August adjusted his hold instinctively.

The way his hand came up to support Liam's back.

The quiet patience in his expression.

Something warm tugged at her chest.

Something… unfamiliar.

She looked away first.

"I'll open the door," she said quickly, already moving ahead.

The house felt calm when they stepped in.

Still.

Safe.

Celine kicked off her shoes by the door, glancing back as August carried Liam inside.

"Room?" she asked softly.

He nodded toward the hallway.

She followed behind him.

When they reached Liam's room, August moved carefully, lowering him onto the bed like he was handling something fragile.

Liam shifted slightly, mumbling something incoherent before settling again.

Celine smiled faintly.

"He sleeps fast."

August let out a quiet breath. "You have no idea."

He pulled the blanket over Liam, adjusting it gently.

For a moment, they both just stood there.

Watching him.

Something about it felt… peaceful.

Like the world had paused.

Then August turned slightly, his voice low.

"Come on."

Back in the living room, the quiet returned.

But this time, it was different.

It wrapped around them.

Celine moved slowly, dropping her bag on the chair before sinking into the couch, leaning her head back for a second.

She exhaled.

Long.

Tired.

August lingered for a moment before walking toward the kitchen.

"Tea?" he asked.

She hesitated… then nodded. "Yeah."

He didn't say anything else.

Just moved around the kitchen with quiet efficiency.

The soft clink of cups.

The sound of water pouring.

Normal.

Simple.

And yet…

It filled the space.

Celine watched him from where she sat.

Her gaze tracing his movements without meaning to.

The way he rolled up his sleeves slightly.

The way he leaned against the counter as he waited.

Comfortable.

At ease.

Like this was his space.

She felt… out of place.

The thought came uninvited.

And it stayed.

"You've been quiet."

His voice pulled her back.

She hadn't noticed when he walked back in.

He set the cup down in front of her gently before taking the seat opposite.

Not too close.

Not too far.

Just… there.

She wrapped her fingers around the cup, grateful for the warmth.

"I'm fine."

He didn't react immediately.

Just watched her.

And for some reason, that made it worse.

"You don't have to do that," he said finally.

"Do what?"

"Pretend."

Her fingers tightened slightly around the cup.

"I'm not pretending."

He leaned back slightly, his gaze still steady.

"Celine."

Her name was softer this time.

Careful.

She exhaled sharply, shaking her head.

"It's nothing, August. Really."

He was quiet for a moment.

Then,

"You're thinking about her."

It wasn't a question.

Her lips parted slightly.

Then pressed together again.

Silence.

That was answer enough.

"I didn't even know she'd be there," he added, his tone calm. "She was just… passing through with a client."

Celine nodded slowly.

"She's… beautiful."

The words slipped out before she could stop them.

And the moment they did, she wished she could take them back.

August frowned slightly.

"That's what you're thinking about?"

She let out a small, humorless laugh.

"What else would I think about?"

Her gaze dropped to the cup in her hands.

"She looks like she has everything together. Like she belongs in your world."

August's expression shifted.

"My world?"

She gestured vaguely.

"This. You. Your life. Your family."

Her voice softened.

"I don't even know where I fit in any of this."

That was it.

There it was.

The real thing.

The part she hadn't wanted to say.

August was quiet.

Not dismissive.

Not rushing to respond.

Just… listening.

Then he leaned forward slightly, resting his forearms on his knees.

"You think she belongs here?"

She didn't answer.

He exhaled slowly.

"She left."

The words were simple.

But there was weight behind them.

"She walked out. On me. On him."

A small pause.

"I don't think that's belonging."

Celine's fingers tightened around her cup.

"I didn't mean—"

"I know what you meant," he said gently.

His gaze softened.

"But you're wrong."

That made her look up.

Just slightly.

He didn't move closer.

Didn't reach for her.

He just stayed.

Steady.

"You're here," he said.

That was it.

Simple.

But it landed.

Hard.

Her breath caught slightly.

Because it wasn't about the house.

Or the situation.

It was about everything.

About staying.

About choosing to be there.

Even when it was complicated.

Even when it was uncertain.

The silence that followed wasn't heavy.

It was… different.

Softer.

Celine looked down again, her voice quieter now.

"I don't want to mess this up."

August's brow furrowed slightly.

"This?"

She nodded.

"Whatever this is."

He let out a soft breath.

"Then don't rush it."

She looked up.

And for the first time since they got back,

There was no tension in his expression.

No pressure.

Just calm.

"We're fine," he said.

And somehow…

She believed him.

They didn't move closer.

Didn't kiss.

Didn't do anything dramatic.

But the space between them felt different now.

***

Celine leaned back into the couch, her fingers still wrapped loosely around the now lukewarm cup of tea. She hadn't taken another sip.

August hadn't moved either.

Still seated across from her, watching, but not in a way that made her uncomfortable.

Just… present.

The soft hum of the house filled the silence. The ticking of the clock. The distant sound of a car passing outside.

Normal things.

But somehow, everything felt… heightened.

Celine let out a small breath, her head tipping back against the cushion.

"I didn't think I'd be here," she said quietly.

August's brow lifted slightly. "Here?"

She gave a small shrug.

"In your house. Sitting like this." A faint, almost embarrassed smile tugged at her lips. "Talking about… whatever this is."

His gaze softened.

"Neither did I."

She huffed a little.

"Yeah, I definitely didn't."

That earned the smallest hint of a smile from him.

And just like that, the tension eased a little more.

Celine shifted, pulling one leg slightly under her.

"Your life is… calm," she said after a moment.

August glanced around, then back at her.

"You think so?"

"Yes."

She nodded, more certain now.

"It feels steady. Like… you know where everything is going."

He let out a quiet breath, leaning back into his seat.

"It wasn't always like that."

Something in his tone made her look at him again.

He wasn't looking at her now.

Just ahead.

Lost somewhere for a second.

"After the divorce, everything was… messy," he added, his voice low. "I didn't know what I was doing. Just trying to keep things together."

Celine's chest tightened slightly.

She understood that.

More than she wanted to admit.

She hesitated.

Then—

"Does she ever come around often?" she asked.

Careful.

Trying not to sound like she cared too much.

August didn't dodge it.

"No."

A beat.

"Only when it's necessary."

That should have been enough.

But it wasn't.

Celine looked down at her hands.

"She's… still part of your life though."

It wasn't a question.

He nodded once.

"She's Liam's mother."

There was no emotion in the statement.

Just fact.

And somehow… that made it easier to accept.

Silence again.

But not uncomfortable.

Just… honest.

August leaned forward slightly, resting his elbows on his knees.

"You're thinking too much," he said.

Celine blinked, looking up.

"I'm not."

"You are."

A small pause.

"Your face does that thing."

Her brows pulled together. "What thing?"

"Like you're solving a problem."

That made her scoff softly.

"I am solving a problem."

"And what problem is that?"

She hesitated.

Then said it.

Before she could stop herself.

"Whether I'm about to get hurt."

The words landed between them.

Heavy.

Real.

August didn't flinch.

Didn't brush it off.

He just… took it in.

Then he stood.

The movement caught her off guard.

She straightened slightly as he walked closer.

Not fast.

Not slow.

Just… steady.

He stopped in front of her.

Close enough now that she had to tilt her head slightly to look up at him.

Her breath caught.

Just a little.

"Celine," he said quietly.

Her name sounded different when he was this close.

Softer.

He reached out, slowly, giving her time to pull away.

But she didn't.

His fingers brushed lightly against hers.

Warm.

Grounding.

"You don't have to figure everything out tonight," he added.

Her throat tightened.

"I know."

"But you're trying to."

She let out a small, shaky breath.

"Yeah."

He didn't let go of her hand.

Just stood there.

Holding it lightly.

Like he wasn't trying to claim anything.

Just… stay.

Celine's gaze dropped to where their hands met.

Her heart was beating faster now.

Louder.

She swallowed.

"You're very calm about all this," she murmured.

"About what?"

"This."

She gestured slightly between them.

"Me being here. Everything happening so fast."

August's thumb brushed lightly against her fingers.

A small movement.

But it sent a quiet warmth through her.

"I'm not rushing you," he said.

Her eyes lifted.

"I know."

A pause.

"But you're not pulling away either."

That one… lingered.

Celine looked at him.

Really looked.

And for the first time, she realized,

He wasn't confused.

He wasn't unsure.

He was just… patient.

And somehow, that scared her more.

Her voice came out softer this time.

"Why?"

A simple question.

But it carried everything.

Why her?

Why this?

Why stay?

August held her gaze.

And for a moment, it felt like he might not answer.

Then,

"Because I want to," he said.

No hesitation.

No complication.

Just that.

Her breath caught.

Again.

But this time… she didn't look away.

The space between them shifted.

Not closing.

Not yet.

But closer than before.

Closer than it had ever been.

Celine's fingers tightened slightly around his.

And for once,

She didn't pull back.

Outside, the night stretched on.

Quiet.

Still.

But inside,

Something had changed.

Not loud.

Not dramatic.

Just… real.

And slowly,

It was becoming something neither of them could ignore anymore.

Her gaze dropped to his lips for just a second.

She didn't mean to.

But she did.

And when she looked back up,

He had noticed.

Not in a way that made her feel exposed.

Just… aware.

Present.

There was a pause.

A small one.

But it stretched.

Breath hitching.

Time slowing.

"Celine…" his voice was low, careful.

Not asking.

Not pushing.

Just there.

She didn't answer.

But she didn't move away either.

His hand shifted slightly, still holding hers, the other lifting, slow, deliberate, giving her enough time to stop him if she wanted to.

But she didn't.

His fingers brushed lightly against her cheek.

Warm.

Gentle.

Steady.

He leaned in.

Slow enough that she could feel it coming.

Close enough that her breath caught.

And then,

Soft.

A quiet brush of his lips against hers.

Nothing demanding.

Nothing urgent.

Just… there.

Celine froze for a heartbeat.

Not from shock.

But from feeling it.

Really feeling it.

Then her eyes fluttered shut.

And she leaned in,

Just slightly.

Just enough to return it.

It didn't last long.

It wasn't meant to.

When he pulled back, it was just as slow.

Just as careful.

Their foreheads almost touching.

Breath mingling.

For a moment, neither of them spoke.

Then,

Celine let out the softest breath.

A small, almost disbelieving smile tugging at her lips.

"Okay…" she whispered, more to herself than to him.

August's thumb brushed lightly over her hand again.

And this time,

Neither of them pulled away.

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