Not even Zade, who had spent most of the time awake, alternating between staring intently at Rai and scrolling absentmindedly through his phone, knew exactly how much time had passed.
Rai stirred softly in his sleep. A few minutes later, he fluttered his eyes open, only to squeeze them shut again and turn his back to Zade.
Zade assumed he was going back to sleep, but Rai couldn't sleep anymore. He was wide awake. Now that the overwhelming physical exhaustion had somewhat faded, he was left alone with his thoughts, forced to reflect on his life and the decisions that had brought him to this moment.
For whatever reason, he felt far more embarrassed about what they had actually done than he had when they were just planning it. Well, it was a completely new experience, after all. But honestly, he had never imagined his first time would be with a guy... let alone that he would end up as the bottom, and that the guy taking the lead would be Zade.
