The answers never came as Elias sat with his body submerged in the water, which had now started to feel as if every molecule of it wanted to drown him.
The silence around him started to eat him, as his eyes once again roamed to his reflection.
"..."
'Sometimes things don't go your way. They don't follow the way you want. Instead, they happen in a way you don't want them to.'
But...
'When this starts to happen frequently, you make mistakes that you regret a lot.'
Staring at his reflection, Elias reminisced about his life as Karl. He didn't know why he transmigrated as Elias, but now that he had, he wanted to at least live (not that he had other options) so that he wouldn't regret it as he did as Karl.
Losing his parents was a great blow to him; however, the mistake of being NEET was not justified.
Elias used to think, How would his parents think when they would see their son making a mess of his life at the age of 20?
'They would have been surely sad.'
No parent would want their child to throw their life away, only because they left this world. But Elias did; he threw his life away as Karl.
He escaped from reality, quitting everything, and didn't live happily. Everything was a chore to him. Whatever it was, relaxing became a chore, eating became a chore; every single thing became a chore.
It felt like he was dragging his life.
And, as he went on with dragging, even living became a chore.
Elias would have surely killed himself if he had not transmigrated into this world.
"... Sigh."
Releasing a sigh, he dived into the bathtub, then came out.
Splash
He leaned back against the edge, trying to relax and cool down his rampaging emotions as he ran his fingers slowly through his damp hair.
But there was no time for relaxing. He should first plan how to save his life.
"... Now... what should I do?"
Previous Elias was no good. He had become a baron recently at the same young age as Karl, 20, after losing his parents, who had lost their lives due to monsters while they were traveling.
However, it didn't mean he was a good baron. Where his father was a great baron, Elias was the exact opposite of that.
For his own luxury, he had increased taxes and made life hell for the people of Varen Barony.
'That's why the fucker was tortured.'
Elias grumbled internally, thinking about the future.
"... At least he hadn't groped the heroine yet."
Just thinking about getting his cock chopped made Elias shiver. Well, he could avoid it now and be safe with his big cock that he was blessed with.
However, there were many other things the previous Elias had done and for which he was infamous. Like being a drunkard, assaulting maids, and whatnot.
"What a mess?"
Elias grumbled before getting up from the bathtub.
Splash
***
Click
The door opened itself as Elias reached near it.
Step step
Still wet, with water falling from his hair and a towel wrapped around his waist, Elias exited the bathroom. As he stepped out, he saw the maid standing with the door handle in her hands.
Not giving her mind, he went towards the dressing area of the room, which was bigger than his whole apartment, while the maid followed behind, closing the door of the attached bathroom.
As Elias stood in front of the full-body mirror, the maid came near him and started to dry his damp hair with another towel.
While his hair was getting dried by the maid, Elias stared at his reflection. There was no flaw in this body of his. He was not muscular, though, but he was neither fat nor thin.
'He maintained his body well.'
Elias thought, as he stared. Even though the previous Elias didn't have good potential, he still tried to keep his body fit.
Why?
Because of girls. He liked fucking around and finding out, too.
'Which is the reason why he got his cock chopped.'
However, Elias didn't think much, as something else stole his attention.
The maid was really trying hard to seduce him. While drying his hair and body, she was pushing her boobs against his body.
If this had been Elias from his past life, Karl. He would have been nearly dead due to a heart attack. However, now Elias, even though he felt some anxiety due to his past life, had also changed. The memories of Elias Varen had affected him.
It didn't mean he had changed as a person.
No, he had not changed as a person, but he simply had gotten confidence, and the status of Baron, his hot body, had also increased some of his perception.
As the maid continued to press her boobs against his chest. Elias hesitated for a moment before grabbing her ass with both hands, making her release a yelp.
"Eek!"
'Soft!'
Elias thought, feeling his hands sinking into her fleshy ass. The hesitation that he had moments ago vanished as he felt the blood rushing to his cock.
'Finally!'
The maid thought, staring directly into the hazel eyes of the baron.
"Would you like my help again, my lord?"
Her word echoed with a smile full of seduction. She had now thrown away the towel, and her hands had found their way to Elias's cock by moving under the towel he had wrapped around his waist.
"Yes."
Elias replied, but his face was blank, devoid of any emotion. Even though he acted with vigor, the virgin was still inside.
"As you wish, my lord~."
The maid cooed before dropping to her knees in front of him. She then removed the towel, and the giant cock flung out.
"My lord, you are really blessed~."
She said, before planting a kiss on his cock's head.
Chu
Elias stared at the woman kneeling in front of him as she stroked his cock before opening her mouth and taking him in.
Pleasure drowned him as he felt his cock moving down, past her mouth, and inside the throat of the maid. This time, she was trying her best.
"Ggghk!"
A sound of choking escaped from her, but she persisted, trying to take the full length inside her.
However, she still couldn't. But that didn't make her concede.
Knowing her limit, she tried another way to please Elias. Bobbing her head, she tightened and loosened her throat around him as her hand massaged his balls.
'He is huge.'
The difficulty was clear for the maid. This was her first time even coming in contact with a cock this huge, so sucking for a long time was becoming difficult for her.
And due to sucking baron in the morning, the uneasiness added up, and now it was becoming more difficult for her.
However, she knew she had to. This was not the only reason for her sucking because she had to, but also because she was excited to get her pussy filled with this huge cock.
And...
After a few minutes of sucking, she finally succeeded in making Elias cum.
Following that, the maid milked him thoroughly, making Elias groan as he came, with his hands reflexively tightened around her head.
After drinking his cum and thoroughly cleaning his cock, the maid took the still-hardened cock out of her mouth with a wet pop.
"...Uh."
"Did you... like that, my lord?"
She asked, with tear-filled eyes and a messed-up face that told that she had worked hard.
"... Yes."
Elias replied after a second, making the maid smile in response. Smiling, she stroked his cock and asked.
"But you don't look satisfied, my lord."
Before Elias could say anything. The maid stood up, pulled him to the luxurious bed, and pushed him against it as he fell on the sheet.
'I can't wait anymore.'
"I should help you calm it down, my lord." The maid said as she climbed up upon him and took his cock in her hand. "Or how will you go about your day with this nuisance?"