After Gu'er was discharged from the hospital, she spent several days lying in bed. She listened to her daughter and son-in-law's verbal abuse and looked at Huang Mingyu's laughable expression, but she no longer cared. Yueyue was gone. Her last shred of hope and warmth had vanished. She had lost all faith in life.
So, when Gu'er knew her time was up, she had no desire to survive.
But in that moment, she was filled with hate. She hated herself for being so weak. She hated that she had married Zhang Da. She hated Zhou Mazi. She hated having a daughter like that. She hated Huang Mingyu for getting Yueyue killed. She hated the heavens for being so unfair.
That was why, after being reborn, Gu'er would not marry Zhang Da. She absolutely refused to live through that kind of fate a second time.
That was also why, after her rebirth, Gu'er didn't want to have children. Aside from the heartbreak a daughter like Zhang Juan had caused her, it was also because of Little Yueyue.
