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Chapter 10 - Sunless

The screen flickered, and new images were shown.

The three survivors stood at the edge of the stone platform in the grey morning light, looking down. Far below, past the winding mountain road and the frozen valley, a city sprawled across the land like the skeleton of some ancient leviathan — vast, dark, and utterly silent. No smoke rose from it. No light burned in it. It simply lay there, waiting.

"The Dark City," Scholar whispered. For once in his life, he had nothing to add.

Sunny stood with the dead soldier's sword at his hip and felt, with sudden and total certainty, that the mountain had never been his trial. The mountain had only ever been the road. That silence down there — that was the destination. That had been waiting for him from the very start.

"of course it was," he sighed. "of course."

"a whole CITY?!" Effie exploded, on her feet immediately. "The mountain wasn't the Nightmare?! The mountain with the TYRANT was just the COMMUTE?!"

"it appears so," Nephis said grimly.

"i want to speak to whoever designed this trial. i want their NAME. i want their OFFICE ADDRESS—"

"the Spell does not have an office," Cassie murmured.

"THEN IT SHOULD GET ONE SO I CAN BURN IT DOWN!"

Kai had gone pale. "how long do First Nightmares even last...? if the mountain took days, then a city that size..."

"weeks," Jet said flatly. "maybe months. Nightmares last as long as the trial demands." She looked at the small figure on the screen — bloodied, exhausted, armed with one borrowed sword — and exhaled slowly. "kid's marathon is just starting."

Rain said nothing. She just pulled her knees up, wrapped her arms around them, and settled in. However long it took, she would watch every minute of it.

The screen flickered and new images were shown.

The descent took them the rest of the day. By the time the road delivered them to the valley floor, the light was failing, and the city gates rose out of the dusk — colossal doors of black stone, taller than any building Sunny had ever entered, standing slightly ajar. Just wide enough for people to pass single file.

Just wide enough, a suspicious mind might note, to look like an invitation.

Camping outside meant freezing before midnight. Everyone knew it, even Shifty, who argued anyway, loudly, at length, and lost.

"so our choices," Shifty summarized bitterly, "are the death we know, or the death we don't."

"when you put it that way," Sunny said, "i've always been a curious person."

And he went through the gap first. Of course he went first.

"do NOT walk into the murder city at night—" Effie began.

"he cannot hear you," Jet reminded her.

"HIS BONES SHOULD FEEL IT!"

"his bones are busy freezing," The prince of nothing observed pleasantly. "and he is correct, you know. when every door is a blade, my friend simply grabs the one with a handle. it is the wisest thing a person can do. it is also the loneliest."

"stop being profound while i'm PANICKING!"

The screen flickered and new images were shown.

Beyond the doors lay a broad avenue running arrow-straight into the darkness, flanked by buildings of black stone whose empty windows watched the newcomers like a thousand lidless eyes. Frost glittered on everything. Nothing moved. The silence was so complete it had texture — a pressure against the ears, a held breath the size of a city.

They found shelter two streets in: a squat stone building with a single narrow entrance, an intact hearth, and — after Sunny's suspicious hands had checked every corner twice — no other occupants. They barred the door with fallen masonry, lit a small, guilty fire, and did not sleep so much as lose consciousness in shifts.

And in the darkest hour of that first night, the sounds began.

Far away in the stone maze, something laughed. Or wept. In the Dark City, the two sounds were often the same. Claws clicked across distant rooftops. Something enormous dragged itself along a parallel street, breathing like a bellows, and the three humans lay in the dark with their hands over their mouths until it passed.

The city was not abandoned.

The city was inhabited.

"nope," Effie said faintly. "nope nope nope. every window in that city is a mouth. i'm calling it now."

"the creatures only move at night," Nephis observed, leaning forward with narrowed eyes. "you can see it — the frost on the main avenue was undisturbed in the daylight, but listen to how many are active now. the city has rules. day belongs to the prey. night belongs to the teeth."

"then he has to learn the rules faster than the city can kill him," Jet said.

"he will," Rain said quietly.

Everyone looked at her.

"he's been learning cities his whole life," she said, chin lifting. "which streets are safe. which hours. which shadows to avoid and which ones to hide in. the only difference is that now the landlords have claws." Her voice wobbled only a little. "he'll learn this one too."

Nephis regarded the little girl for a long moment, and something in her stern face softened by a degree. "yes," she said. "i believe he will."

The screen flickered and new images were shown.

And the days began.

The screen showed them in pieces, the way memory keeps hard times — not hour by hour, but scar by scar.

It showed Scholar with a stick of charcoal, mapping the district wall by wall onto the shelter's floor, marking the safe wells, the dead ends, the buildings whose doors still closed. It showed Shifty, of all people, revealing an actual talent: scavenging, slipping through ruins in daylight and returning with frozen stores of ancient grain, oil, cloth, a hatchet. It showed Sunny learning the sword — every morning, in the sheltered courtyard, drilling the few motions he had memorized from a dying hero, over and over, until his hands blistered, until the blisters became calluses, until the stranger at his hip slowly, slowly began to feel like a friend.

And it showed the nights. Always the nights. The barred door. The banked fire. The three of them lying in the dark, learning the sounds of their neighbors — which clicking meant a small one, which dragging meant a large one, which silence meant pray.

"they've got a whole system," Kai said, with something like wonder. "look at them. a month ago Shifty was a coward, Scholar was a lecture with legs, and Sunny was in chains. now they're — they're a unit."

"survival does that," Jet said. "strips people down to what they're actually for. turns out the coward was built for finding things, the lecture was built for maps, and the street kid..." she nodded at Sunny on the screen, running his morning drills in the frost, breath steaming, eyes flat with focus, "...was built for this."

"i hate how good he's getting at this," Effie said quietly.

"hate?" Kai blinked at her.

"he's SIXTEEN," Effie said. "he should be getting good at — at sports. at flirting badly. at whatever normal disasters sixteen-year-olds are for. not at this." She gestured helplessly at the screen. "every skill he masters up there is another thing the world should apologize for."

Nobody argued with that. Not even the prince of nothing.

The screen flickered and new images were shown.

It happened on the ninth night.

A small creature — one of the clicking ones, dog-sized, all bone hooks and hunger — found a gap in the masonry they had missed. It was inside before anyone woke. It chose Sunny, sleeping nearest the door, and it lunged for his throat out of the pitch darkness where no human eye could have seen it coming.

And Sunny's shadow moved.

Not with him. Not after him. Before him — surging up off the floor against the ember-light, a heartbeat of impossible black in the shape of a boy, shoving the creature's lunge aside so that hooks meant for a throat tore through a shoulder instead. Sunny came awake screaming, sword already dragging free, and put three desperate, ugly, drilled-ten-thousand-times strokes into the thing before it could recover. It died on the fourth.

Then he sat in the sudden silence, bleeding, gasping — and stared at his own shadow, which lay on the floor beneath him, perfectly ordinary, perfectly still.

"...did you just," he whispered.

The shadow did not answer. But it seemed, somehow, deeply smug.

The reaction hall lost its collective mind.

"THE SHADOW!" Kai was pointing with both hands. "THE SHADOW MOVED! DID EVERYONE SEE — IT MOVED FIRST!"

"his Aspect," Nephis breathed, and there was something electric in her usually level voice. "the 'useless' one. it was never useless. it was asleep."

"or waiting," Cassie said softly.

"waiting for what?" Rain demanded.

"for him to be worth following," The prince of nothing said, and his mirror-bright eyes were fixed on the screen with open fascination. "shadows do not serve the weak, little one. his has spent weeks watching him refuse to die. it has evidently reached a verdict." He smiled. "welcome to the story, little shadow. you are going to be important."

"okay but can we talk about the SMUGNESS," Effie said. "the shadow was SMUG. it's HIS shadow all right. sarcasm apparently casts a silhouette."

Rain laughed — wet, startled, delighted — and something that had been clenched in the hall for days loosened just a little.

Jet alone was quiet, arms crossed, studying the ordinary dark shape on the floor of the screen. a shadow that acts on its own, she thought. that guards its bearer. i've read about Aspects like that. they're not in the common registries. they're in the other lists. the old ones. the ones with warnings in the margins.

She kept the thought to herself. The kids were smiling. Let them smile.

The screen flickered and new images were shown.

After that night, everything changed.

The screen showed Sunny in the courtyard at dawn — not drilling the sword this time, but sitting cross-legged, staring at his shadow with the flat, stubborn focus of a boy who had argued with landlords, foremen, and fate itself, and saw no reason a shadow should be different.

"move," he told it.

Nothing.

"move, you lazy—"

Nothing. An hour of nothing. Two.

And then — as the sun cleared the black rooftops and his patience finally cracked and he stopped commanding and simply, wearily, asked — the shadow peeled up off the frozen stones, stood before him in his own shape, and bowed.

From that day, he was never alone in the Dark City again.

The shadow scouted where no living body could go — flowing under doors, along walls, through the deep places, returning to show him, in some wordless way he learned to read, where the creatures denned and where the ancient stores lay hidden. It stood watch in the nights. It walked at his side in the days. And once — the screen made sure they saw this — when Sunny slipped on an icy ledge above a black chasm, it caught his wrist with a grip like cold iron and did not let go.

"he asked," Cassie said quietly, into the hall's awed silence. "did you all notice? commands did nothing. it answered when he asked." Her blind eyes were shining. "it doesn't want a master. it's had enough of masters — the same as him. it wants a partner."

"a slave who will not enslave," Nephis murmured. "even his own shadow." She shook her head slowly, and her voice was thick with something between admiration and grief. "the Spell named his Aspect a slave's Aspect. it was wrong. or... it was cruel. i no longer know which is worse."

"names can be reclaimed," The prince of nothing said softly. "trust me on this one."

The screen flickered and new images were shown.

It could not last. In Nightmares, good things exist to be paid for.

It came in the sixth week, on a night of screaming wind — a creature unlike the clicking scavengers they had learned to manage. The screen showed it only in fragments, which was mercy: a bulk that filled the street, plates of frost-white armor, a head that was mostly funnel-mouth. It did not find a gap in their masonry.

It simply removed the wall.

What followed was thirty seconds that lasted a year. The fire scattered. The shadow surged and was swatted flat. Sunny's sword found a joint and bought one heartbeat; the hatchet in Shifty's shaking hands bought another. And then the funnel-mouth turned toward Shifty, cornered against the ruin of the wall with nowhere left to be —

— and Scholar, gentle, pedantic, fifty-year-old Scholar, stepped in front of him with a burning brand in each hand and shoved them both into that terrible mouth.

"RUN, YOU FOOLS," he roared, in a voice none of them had ever heard him use. "AND STAY TOGETHER!"

They ran. The screen let them hear the creature's shriek, and the fire, and nothing of the rest. Some things even the Spell does not replay.

The hall was utterly silent.

Effie had both hands pressed over her mouth. Kai's eyes were squeezed shut. Rain was crying without a sound, the worst kind.

"he knew," Jet said finally, hoarsely. "the old man. you could see it in how he'd been teaching them everything — the maps, the wells, the stores. he'd been handing over his knowledge for weeks. he knew one of these nights would come, and he'd already decided what he'd spend himself on."

"'stay together,'" Kai repeated brokenly. "his last lecture. two words."

"the best teachers grade by example," The prince of nothing said. There was no irony in it at all.

Effie lowered her hands at last. Her eyes were red and furious. "when Sunny wakes up," she said, low and shaking, "when he's out, and safe, and this is over — somebody is going to sit with that boy while he grieves, because he WON'T do it on his own, he'll just fold it up small and carry it, he folds EVERYTHING up small and carries it—" her voice broke — "and he shouldn't HAVE to anymore."

"someone will," Nephis said.

It sounded less like comfort than like a vow.

The screen flickered and new images were shown.

Two survivors now, and a shadow.

They did not speak much in the days that followed. Shifty scavenged like a man possessed, because stopping meant thinking. Sunny drilled and hunted and mapped, because the same. And slowly, out of grief, a direction hardened.

Because the shadow, ranging further and deeper every night, had found something at the city's heart. It showed him in the wordless way: an image of the great central plaza, and rising from it a gate of black ice — tall as the city walls, veined with pale light, sealed. And around the vision, pressing in from all sides, a pull. The same pull Sunny had felt since his first step through the outer doors, grown now from a whisper to a tide.

The trial had a heart. The Nightmare had a door.

And something was standing guard in front of it.

"the exit," Kai breathed. "that's the exit, isn't it? the way out of the First Nightmare?"

"trials end at gates," Nephis said quietly. "always. and gates have keepers. always."

"and we all know what's keeping this one," Jet said grimly, "don't we."

Nobody said it. Nobody had to. Deep down, all of them had been waiting for it since the mountain — the debt the story had left unpaid, the shape at the bottom of every nightmare since.

Rain's hands curled into fists in her lap.

five eyes, she thought. worms under the skin. you took his friend the soldier. you took a hundred people on that mountain.

he's coming to collect.

The screen flickered and new images were shown.

They prepared for nine days.

The screen showed the preparations the way it had shown everything — scar by scar. Oil, gathered jar by jar from a dead city's cellars. Rope. The great plaza mapped by shadow, every pillar, every fallen statue, every choke point. Shifty, hollow-eyed, learning to throw a torch accurately, hitting the mark, hitting it again, nodding once. Sunny sitting with the soldier's sword across his knees on the last night, whispering to it — and the screen, kind for once, kept the words between them.

And then the dawn of the tenth day, chosen because the creatures slept in daylight.

All but one. The keeper of the gate did not sleep. Perhaps it had never slept. It crouched before the black ice like a lump of dirty snow the size of a house — and as the two humans and one shadow stepped into the great plaza, it unfurled its long, many-jointed limbs and rose, and rose, and five milky eyes opened one by one to regard them with insect indifference.

The Mountain King had come down from its mountain long ago.

It had been waiting at the door the whole time.

"i KNEW IT!" Effie was standing, every hair practically on end. "i knew it, i KNEW it, the Spell kept the RECEIPT—"

"of course it did," Cassie whispered. Her face was bloodless. "despair is a curriculum. it never wastes a lesson, and it never leaves an exam unfinished. this was always the final page."

"he can't fight that thing," Kai said, panic rising. "the soldier couldn't fight that thing! the whole CARAVAN couldn't—"

"the caravan fought it at night, on its mountain, in chains, by surprise," Jet cut in, sharp as a drawn blade, eyes devouring the screen. "look at what the kid brought instead. daylight. chosen ground. nine days of preparation. a partner who can't be killed and a plan he's walked a hundred times in his head." A pause. Her jaw set. "it's still insane. but it's engineered insane. that's the only kind that works."

Nephis said nothing at all. She sat perfectly straight, perfectly still, burning-eyed, and watched the small figure draw a dead hero's sword in front of the monster that had orphaned it — and some part of her, the part forged in her own fires, whispered: finish it, Sunless. for all of them. finish it.

The screen flickered and new images were shown.

The fight was not beautiful.

The screen made no attempt to pretend otherwise. It was ugly, and desperate, and it went wrong three times in the first minute. The oil-line fired too early. The first pillar-trap dropped on empty stones. A claw the length of a sword found Sunny's ribs on a turn he had drilled a hundred times, and drilled wrong, and the hall screamed as he was flung across the plaza like a doll.

But.

Shifty's torch flew true — again, and again, a coward turned artillerist by grief, herding the monster with fire the way it had once herded slaves with fear. The shadow was everywhere and nothing, flowing out of every dark seam in the plaza, tangling clawed feet, dragging at limbs, blinding milky eyes for half-seconds at a time — unkillable, unstoppable, furious. And Sunny got up. That was the whole of his style, in the end, the technique under all techniques learned in gutters and chains and frozen nights: the monster hit him, and he got up. It broke his plans, and he made worse ones, faster. It drove him back across the plaza, step by bleeding step —

— exactly where he wanted to be.

Because nine days of preparation had gone into the ground of that plaza. And when the Mountain King's full weight finally lunged after its small, staggering, deliberately irresistible prey, the ancient flagstones Sunny had spent four nights undermining did what he had asked of them, and gave way.

The Tyrant fell into the dark of the cistern below — into the oil that filled it.

Sunny stood at the edge, swaying, drenched red, and looked down at five milky eyes.

"my friend wanted you to have this," he said, and dropped the torch.

The pillar of fire could be seen, the screen implied, from the mountain itself.

For a moment, the hall did not celebrate. The moment was too big; cheering would have spilled it. They watched the boy stand silhouetted against the burning grave of the thing that had haunted him since his first night, watched him sway, watched the shadow rise out of the flagstones beside him and — gently, in full view of no one but the screen — hold him up.

Then the moment broke, and the hall went off like a festival.

"HE DID IT!" Effie was jumping, actually jumping, hauling a startled Kai up by the arm. "MOUNTAIN KING! DECEASED! CAUSE OF DEATH: SUNNY! THE MUNDANE FROM THE OUTSKIRTS! LET THE RECORDS SHOW—"

"the trap," Jet was saying over her, half-laughing, shaking her head like she couldn't stop, "the whole retreat was choreography, every 'mistake' was bait, he spent NINE DAYS turning the arena itself into the weapon — gods, someone get this boy a commission, he fights like a forty-year veteran with a grudge—"

"'my friend wanted you to have this,'" Kai repeated, eyes brimming. "the sword. the torch. he made it FROM the soldier. the soldier got to win."

Rain wasn't shouting. Rain was crying again, but it was the other kind now, the kind that shakes loose everything it passes on the way out, and she was laughing through it, and Nephis — stern, distant, untouchable Changing Star — had a hand on the little girl's shoulder and was not taking it back.

The prince of nothing watched the fire with an expression of perfect, quiet satisfaction, like a connoisseur at the end of a masterpiece. "vengeance, patience, loyalty, and arson," he said. "my friend contains everything worth having."

The screen flickered.

And the pale letters began.

[You have slain an Awakened Tyrant.]

The hall's celebration cut off as if a door had closed.

[Trial standard exceeded.]

"exceeded," Cassie whispered. "the trial never asked him to kill it. it only asked him to reach the gate. he — he did MORE than the Nightmare demanded—"

[First Nightmare complete.]

The gate of black ice split soundlessly down its center, and pale light poured into the plaza — soft, immense, and warm, the first warm thing the screen had shown in what felt like a lifetime. Shifty fell to his knees. The shadow drew close to its bearer's side.

And Sunny — bleeding, blistered, sixteen, victorious — stood in the light of the open gate and heard the Spell speak his name.

Not the name the streets had given him.

His True Name. The one the Spell had weighed him against from the beginning, chains and mountains and cities and all — and now, finally, pronounced.

[Sleep now... Sunless.]

The light took him gently.

"Sunless," Nephis breathed.

The hall repeated it in a ragged, wondering murmur — Sunless — the way people repeat a word they realize they have somehow always known.

"that's..." Kai's voice failed and restarted. "True Names are supposed to be the truth of a person. the Spell looked at everything he is and named him—"

"a sun with its light taken away," Cassie said. Her blind eyes were wide, and her voice trembled, because the last piece of her long dread had just slotted home with an almost audible click. "not a boy without light. a sun. deprived. eclipsed. hidden." She turned toward the others as if she could see them. "don't you understand? even his NAME says it. something took the light that was his. something hid him. the Spell knew — the Spell has known the whole time—"

"cassie," Nephis said quietly, steadying.

"we forgot a SUN," Cassie whispered. "what in all the worlds is strong enough to make people forget a sun?"

No one answered. On the screen, the light faded.

The screen flickered, and new images were shown.

A small, dim room in the outskirts. Cracked ceiling. Thin grey daylight through a dirty window. A narrow cot.

And on it, a boy's eyes opened.

He lay still for a long moment, breathing, staring at the ceiling of the waking world. Then he raised his hands and looked at them — no shackle scars, no calluses, no frost burns. A body the Nightmare had never touched, carrying a soul it had rebuilt from the ground up. Slowly, he sat up. And on the floor beneath the dirty window, thrown by thin grey daylight, his shadow sat up with him — a half-second late, or perhaps, if one watched very closely, a half-second early.

Sunny looked at it. It looked, in its way, at him.

"...so you're keeping the attitude, then," he said hoarsely.

The shadow was smug.

And alone in a grey room at the bottom of the world, the newest Awakened of the human domain — Sunless, killer of tyrants, partner of shadows, survivor of the longest night — dropped his face into his hands and laughed, and laughed, until it turned into something else, and the screen quietly looked away.

The images faded to black.

For a long time, nobody in the hall moved.

Rain broke first. She simply stood up, walked to the dark screen, and pressed her hand flat against it, where her brother's face had been.

"you made it," she told the black glass, fierce and wet and glowing. "you made it home. and i swear — i SWEAR — next time you wake up from a nightmare, someone is going to be there. you hear me? never again alone. never again."

"never again," Effie agreed thickly, scrubbing her whole face with her palm. "okay. okay!! ground rules for whatever the screen shows next: FIRST, somebody feeds that boy. SECOND—"

"the shadow gets a name," Kai put in, laughing wetly.

"THE SHADOW GETS A NAME, thank you, kai—"

Jet stretched back in her seat, and for once her smirk had nothing sharp in it at all. "an Awakened at sixteen, self-taught, Tyrant-slayer, with an Aspect out of the old registries." She shook her head slowly. "the human domain has no idea what just woke up in its outskirts."

"no," The prince of nothing agreed softly, gazing at the dark screen with luminous, unreadable eyes. "it doesn't. but it will."

Only Cassie still sat unmoving, hands folded, listening past the joy to the vast slow gears beneath — which had not stopped turning. Which had, if anything, begun to turn faster.

the First Nightmare is over, the cold whisper said, satisfied, patient, certain. the forging is complete. now comes the tempering.

and you already know, seer, what the world does to suns it cannot bear to look at.

The screen flickered.

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