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Chapter 10 - THINGS THAT SHOULD HAVE STAYED BURIED

After the greenhouse, Rin stopped pretending.

Not about the memories.

About the fear.

I saw it everywhere now,in the way her hands shook before touching me, in the way she paused too long when someone said her name, like she needed a second to remember it belonged to her.

And maybe it didn't. Not completely anymore.

The academy had changed too.

Or maybe I was only just beginning to notice what had always been wrong with it.

The hallways seemed longer at night. Doors appeared where there hadn't been doors before. Sometimes the staircases led to different floors than they should have.

Once, I walked past the same group of students three times in different wings of the building.

None of them noticed.

Like they were trapped inside repeating seconds.

The system remained mostly silent.

But when it did speak, its messages had become shorter. Less human.

Containment integrity compromised.

Anchor instability increasing.

Prepare for correction.

Correction.

The word followed me everywhere.

I heard it in the static hum of classroom projectors. Saw it flickering briefly across security monitors. Felt it vibrating beneath the floorboards at night while the rest of the dorm slept.

Like the world itself was trying to reset around us.

By Friday evening, Rin finally spoke to me again.

Not through the journal.

In person.

I found her sitting alone in the music room after curfew, fingers drifting absently across piano keys without pressing hard enough to create sound.

Moonlight spilled across the floor in fractured silver strips.

"You were right," she said quietly when I entered.

I leaned against the doorway carefully. "About what?"

Rin didn't look at me.

"I'm remembering in pieces." A bitter laugh escaped her. "The problem is…I don't think they're all mine anymore."

The room fell silent.

Then, softly, she pressed one piano key.

A low note echoed through the darkness.

"I remembered drowning yesterday," she whispered.

My stomach twisted.

Rin continued staring at the piano.

"I could feel water filling my lungs." Her voice trembled faintly now. "I remember reaching for someone." A pause. "But when I tried to see their face, it changed."

I stepped closer instinctively.

"Into whose face?"

Finally, she looked at me.

"Yours."

Cold spread through my chest.

Not because she remembered me.

Because she sounded afraid of it.

Rin stood abruptly from the piano bench.

"I don't think you understand what's happening to me." Her breathing had become uneven now. "Sometimes I hear thoughts that aren't mine. Sometimes I know things I shouldn't know."

She turned toward the dark windows.

"And lately…" her voice dropped almost to a whisper, "I've started missing people I've never met."

The grief in that sentence nearly broke me.

Because I understood it perfectly.

Rin laughed weakly and rubbed at her eyes. "God, listen to me. I sound insane."

"No," I said quietly. "You sound tired."

That seemed to hit her harder than anything else.

Her shoulders slumped slightly.

For a moment, neither of us spoke.

Then Rin finally asked the question both of us had been avoiding.

"Did you love her more than you love me?"

The air left my lungs.

Not because I didn't have an answer.

Because I did.

And no answer would save us.

Rin saw the hesitation immediately.

Something inside her folded inward.

"I knew it," she whispered.

"No—Rin—"

"You look at me and see echoes." Her voice cracked sharply now. "You touch me like you're trying to remember someone else."

The truth of it made me sick.

Because even when I cared about Rin— even when being near her felt warm and terrifying and real—

some part of me was still searching for Mira inside her.

Rin stepped backward.

"I don't want to become someone else's unfinished love story."

The words landed like a blade between my ribs.

Before I could respond, the lights above us flickered violently.

Once. Twice.

Then every piano in the room played at the same time.

A single deafening chord crashed through the darkness.

Rin gasped.

The windows shattered outward instantly.

Glass exploded across the room as freezing wind tore through the academy.

And then the voices started.

Whispers.

Hundreds of them.

Layered over each other.

Some crying. Some screaming. Some begging.

Rin clutched her head immediately. "Make it stop—"

The system finally returned.

Emergency Correction Initiated.

Reality fracture threshold exceeded.

The shadows in the corners of the music room began moving unnaturally, stretching upward like living cracks splitting through the world.

And inside them—

figures.

Not fully human.

Tall. Distorted. Wrapped in shifting darkness and starlight.

Watching us.

One stepped forward slowly.

Its face kept changing every second.

Young. Old. Male. Female. Human. Something else.

When it spoke, its voice sounded like multiple people talking through broken glass.

"You continue the pattern."

Rin stumbled backward into me.

"What are they?" she whispered shakily.

I couldn't answer.

Because instinct already knew.

Wardens.

The same beings from the fractured sky.

The figure tilted its head toward Rin.

"Subject divergence progressing."

Then toward me.

"Anchor attachment remains excessive."

My pulse pounded violently.

"Leave her alone."

The being looked almost curious at that.

Then it said something that made my blood run cold.

"We tried mercy first."

The room went deathly still.

Rin's grip tightened on my sleeve.

The Warden lifted one long hand,and suddenly the air around us shifted.

Images flooded the room.

Universes.

Fragments.

In one, I watched myself die beside Mira beneath collapsing stars.

In another, Rin stood alone in a burning city screaming my name while reality dissolved around her.

In another—

I froze.

Rin wasn't there at all.

Someone else stood beside me.

Laughing. Alive. Loved.

The vision vanished before I could fully see their face.

But the feeling remained.

Warmth. Peace. Something painfully different from the grief consuming every version of me and Mira.

The Warden watched my reaction carefully.

Then it spoke softly.

"There are futures where neither of you suffer."

Rin went completely still beside me.

The implication settled heavily into the silence between us.

Not together.

Separate.

The lights flickered again.

And for the first time—

the possibility didn't feel cruel.

It felt terrifyingly gentle.

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