ALLURA POV
"When is all this charade going to come to an end?"
Mariah's words echoed in my head, a persistent, throbbing ache that wouldn't leave me be. They struck a chord I never knew existed. After several months of playing this game, I had become totally absorbed in the personality of Ms. Giovanni. I wore her clothes, mirrored her posture, and spoke with her rehearsed elegance. I had forgotten my purpose; my goal. It hurt so badly to be called out by the only person who knew the truth.
I curled myself up into a tight fetal position on the vast expanse of the mattress. It felt as though my soul had been stolen and all of my energy drained into the expensive Italian fabric beneath me. My limbs could barely move. My bones hurt with a deep, psychological exhaustion. The bed, despite its high thread-count sheets, felt as though jagged rocks had been assembled in its stead.
