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Chapter 18 - Before you open your eyes

They ate what they bought and chatted, slowly, unhurriedly, as though time itself had decided to sit with them and listen. Every bite carried a softness, not so much from the food as from the silence that followed each laugh, that tender silence that only appears when two hearts are beginning to recognize each other. The plates in front of them became witnesses, quiet and patient, watching fingers brush accidentally, watching smiles linger longer than necessary. The air was warm with shared breath and half-finished sentences, and the world outside their small space felt distant, muted, as if wrapped in cotton.

Johnson noticed things he had not planned to notice. The way Ann tilted her head slightly when she listened. The way her laughter did not burst out carelessly but rolled, deep and sincere, as if it came from somewhere meaningful inside her. He noticed how she ate, not rushed, not pretentious, simply present. And the more he noticed, the more he felt a gentle tightening in his chest, a tightening that was not pain but realization.

Johnson was now shy, and it surprised him. He was not used to this version of himself. The sudden change that brought the interesting romantic part of Ann out struck him without warning. It was as if a veil had been lifted, revealing colors he hadn't known were there. Her voice sounded different now, softer but firmer, playful yet intentional. Her eyes held something steady, something that did not flinch or wander. That steadiness unsettled him in the sweetest way.

He shifted slightly in his seat, suddenly conscious of his hands, of his posture, of the way his heart seemed to be speaking louder than his mouth. The confidence he had worn earlier loosened, replaced by a careful attentiveness. This was not fear; it was reverence. The kind that creeps in when you realize that what sits before you is not something to be toyed with.

Ann wiped her lips lightly, then looked up at him, her gaze direct but warm. There was no rush in her movements, no nervous fidgeting. She seemed calm, grounded, as though she had already made a quiet decision within herself.

She said she would be committed to the relationship, and when she said it, it was not casual. It was not dressed in exaggeration or empty promises. Her words carried weight, the kind that settles rather than floats. And then she stated her rules.

"So, Twinheart, mind you, I'll be calling you Twinheart as from now on—"

Johnson interrupted before she could go further, a soft laugh escaping him, half-surprised, half-delighted.

"You are so good with romantic love nouns, babe. I don't just know what to make of you," he said, shaking his head slightly, smiling as though he had stumbled upon a rare treasure. "You are an angel in human form, sent to comfort me. With the way you're showering me with excess affection, I hope I don't melt or get intoxicated under this drunken atmosphere of love."

As the words left his mouth, he realized they were not rehearsed. They came from a place that did not usually speak so freely. It felt like standing in light after a long time in shadow, unsure whether to shield your eyes or bask fully.

Ann laughed heartily. It was not a restrained laugh, not the polite kind. It filled the space between them, warm and genuine, wrapping around Johnson like reassurance.

"It's nothing, Twinheart," she said, her eyes shining. "Once I'm in love, I'm always devoted to it."

Her voice softened at the word devoted, as though she understood its depth, as though she had counted its cost long before now. She paused, drawing a breath, then leaned in slightly, her elbows resting gently, her posture relaxed but serious.

"So, back to what I was saying," she continued, and the tone shifted subtly. Still tender, but firm, like a hand that knows when to hold and when to guide. "These are my own relationship rules."

Johnson straightened instinctively. The word rules echoed in his mind, carrying old meanings. He prepared himself for restrictions, for ultimatums, for conditions that might feel heavy.

"You can't cheat on me," Ann said plainly. "You'd rather quit the relationship than cheat."

The simplicity of it struck him. No dramatic build-up, no emotional blackmail. Just truth, laid bare and unadorned. Johnson nodded slowly, absorbing the weight of it. It did not feel unreasonable. It felt clean.

"For now, Twinheart," she continued, "we can't have sex yet. I'm still a virgin, and I want to observe you more closely, to see if you deserve me giving it to you."

There was no shame in her voice, no hesitation. Just clarity. The words hovered in the air, not provocative, not coy, but honest. Johnson felt something shift inside him, something respectful and sobering. This was not a boundary built from fear, but from value.

"Thirdly," Ann went on, "you must not be too busy for me. Our communication must be intense."

She smiled slightly at that, as though she knew what she was asking for. Time. Presence. Intention. Things more demanding than money or gifts.

"Lastly," she said, her gaze steady on his, "I'm not in this relationship just for cruise or playing. I'm here because we can build something that'll lead to marriage in the nearest future."

The words settled between them like a promise not yet spoken aloud but already felt. The noise of the world seemed to fall away completely now. Johnson was no longer thinking about how he looked or what he might say next. He was listening, fully, deeply.

"That's just my own rules," Ann finished gently. "You can state yours, Twinheart."

Johnson was left stunned. Upon hearing the word rules, he had imagined some stringent laws, cold and suffocating. But here they were: romantically appealing rules that did not cage the heart but honored it. Rules that asked for integrity, patience, presence, and purpose. They stirred his soul into an ecstatic mood, one that felt both thrilling and grounding.

He drew a slow breath, his chest rising and falling as he searched not for impressive words but for honest ones.

"I have heard you, my sweetheart," he said at last. "I'll abide by all."

He paused, then smiled softly, a smile that came from relief as much as from joy.

"As for me, I don't have much to say concerning rules. I guess I'll say I have the same rules as yours."

The simplicity of his response felt right. Anything more would have felt like noise.

"Really?" Ann asked, her brows lifting slightly, curiosity and hope mingling in her eyes.

"Yes, Twinheart," Johnson replied without hesitation.

There was a brief silence, but it was not awkward. It was full. Full of unspoken possibilities, of imagined tomorrows, of paths that had not yet been walked but were already being considered.

"I hope the future remembers us, babe," Johnson added quietly, as though speaking to something beyond the present moment, as though casting the words forward into time.

Ann did not respond immediately. She simply watched him, her lips curved in a small, thoughtful smile, her eyes reflecting something tender and brave.

"Babe," Johnson said suddenly, his voice shifting, carrying a new tone, one that hinted at intention. "Can you close your eyes?"

"For what, Twinheart?" Ann asked playfully, a lightness returning to her voice. "Which surprise do you have for me this time?"

Johnson smiled, that same gentle smile that had been appearing more often without his permission.

"Just close your eyes, sweetheart," he urged softly.

She studied his face for a second longer, then nodded, her trust evident. Slowly, deliberately, she closed her eyes, her lashes resting against her cheeks, her expression calm and open.

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