But that doesn't mean that in the sake of love we will hurt someone, that you exactly did with Yuan, I said to her.
She looks at me and said, so tell me what should I do even when I know that the person I loved wholeheartedly does not even look at me even once, tell me Zhao shiza what you would do if you were at my place, she asked.
I looked down on the ground for a while and then I looked at her and smiled faintly and said, Ling Mu you and I can't be in the same place ever, I loved him from far away knowing that I will never get him ever in my life, even I was ready to accept that too that when he will be in a relationship with his co-actress I'll stop myself, but you don't know how much pain I endured, you really don't Ling Mu you really don't, and now you are asking me this question, fine if you want my answer on this question then listen, if I was at your place then I'll definitely walk off from his life, I know that thing hurts me so much, I might I might not be able to live after that, but I can't fight destiny I can't fight fate, what is my fault tell me if they didn't make us for each other, I have already did my part of job by praying it to God every second but if he didn't want to answer my prayer then tell me where is my fault, I have no other choice left to accept what is written for me, I know it's damn painful but I'll try to live with that till the life I have, I'll remember the memories, the times, his face makes me calm and stable and there is nothing else I can do, and yes I am the one who made my own life this much hard but I can't I really can't, I have no other choice but to accept that I can live with this, I'll hope that in another world in another life we are not made as an idol or a fan girl, in that world we should be made as human beings who live with each other beside each other and there are no differences and distances between us, I really hoped that if a thing like another life exists then it should be like that, but there is nothing that can happen like we want, I said all this to her while my voice shook after saying it to her.
She takes a few steps closer to me and bends down a little to see my face and said, Zhao shiza you are his girlfriend already but listening to these things from you it made me feel that you have suffered pain more than I can even imagine, she said and then she smiled and said indeed you are his real fan girl and then she leaves that room leaving me right there in that room.
But I can't let you ruin Yuan's life I really can't, I said it to myself and then I tried to cut that rope by pushing and pulling my hands continuously and as the old saying says hard work pays off and then my rope got opened finally and then I saw a window over there and Yuan's monkey is back with his ability and then I jumped off from that window but my bad I got bruises over my hands and knees but anything or everything for my Yuan and after saying it I successfully got out from there.
And meanwhile when Yuan was sitting on the floor beside his bed, his elbows on his knees and his both hands were locked together like he is trying to gather some strength to face this problem and then his phone popped up a notification, he took his phone in his hands and opened it and it's a message from Ling Mu, a WeChat photo of mine tied on a chair with a rope over there and it's written below that photo that Xu Yuan your girlfriend is very naive and reckless tell her to behave otherwise I don't know what I'll do with your girlfriend and if you want your girlfriend to be safe then meet me at seven pm in the Blue Moon cafe, the message ended.
Yuan's hands started shaking the moment he saw my photo and me like that in it, he didn't waste a second he just immediately stood up from there and ran toward the main door in his living room and the moment he opened the door I was standing right in front of him, I was about to press that doorbell but he already opened the door before it, then the moment he saw me he let out a sigh of relief and hugged me right over there, my feet went slightly up from the ground in the air and then after a long time my Yuan hugged me like that and at this very moment I forgot all the problems in our life and smiled and said Yuan too tight.
He smiled hearing that from me and said you don't know my ears crave to listen this from you, you really don't have idea my silly girl how much I missed you, he said while still hugging me and closing his eyes.
It seemed like if he loosened his grip on me then I might vanish somewhere but then I broke that hug and looked at his face and said Yuan why did you push me away from you.
He looked down on the floor and then looked into my eyes and said how can I not, tell me how can I not see when I pushed you away from myself then also you went to her, do you even have the idea how dangerous it could be for you, that is why I did that, I know how naive and reckless you are especially when it comes to me, you didn't even think for a second you just jumped into the problem and I really don't want that because I know my enemies are looking for you to use you and I can't let that happen to you at any cost, see you still came after getting kidnapped, he said.
And that's why you pushed me away from you right, I said.
He nodded his head while looking down.
But you really don't know Zhao shiza's theory of love, I said while smiling.
What's that, he asked.
So the Zhao shiza's theory of love states the more forcefully Yuan Yuan pushes Zhao shiza away from him the more forcefully Zhao shiza comes back to Yuan Yuan, I said.
He smiled faintly, it seemed like he smiled after many days and said indeed it's such a typical Zhao shiza style theory.
I smiled too while watching him smiling like that, my Yuan Yuan's smile I can do anything or everything for this smile, I said it in myself then I said so Yuan Yuan you are not taking me inside the home, I asked him.
Then he smiled at me and with his one hand swiftly he took me inside the house by lifting me up with his one hand and said my one hand thing is back after so many days I am really very happy, he said.
Even your one hand thing is also very happy getting back after so long, I said while smiling at him.
Then suddenly his eyes went on my bruises over my hands elbows and knees and then his protective boyfriend personality is back which was hidden inside him for so long but how much longer he can hold that inside him, then he made me sit on the couch and knelt down in front of me and while looking at my bruises he said, not said he literally scolded me and said you are already so easy to bruise and then also you took this dangerous task, how could you Zhao shiza how could you even dare to make my girlfriend hurt this badly, I have always warned you that you need to take care of her but look at this, he said.
I cupped his face with both of my hands and while looking into his eyes I said that's why never stay away from her otherwise she'll get hurt like this daily.
Is this a threat, he asked.
I smiled and said no it's a request to you that please no matter what happens in our lives no matter how hard our life gets never make me stay away from you never because in that way I can't even breathe.
Making myself stay away from you is just like asking me to live without breathing, you are essential to me Yuan Yuan please don't do that again, promise me, I asked him while looking into his eyes desperately waiting for his reply.
And then he looked into my eyes too and said Zhao shiza's Xu Yuan's promise and then I smiled and hugged him.
Then suddenly there was something that started buzzing like a vibrating sound, he got confused and broke the hug and started looking around everywhere in the living room to find out from where this buzzing tone was coming from then he looked at...