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Chapter 59 Last Goodbye And Wanwan's Choice
After a short moment, Su Wan spoke softly: "Thank you. I want to go wash my face."
Zhou Ting gently wiped her tear-streaked face, his hand brushing the gauze on her neck with tenderness, then let her go. Without looking at me, Su Wan walked into the bathroom and shut the door.
Before, I thought Su Wan had wronged me. Now I knew it was "me" who had been the bastard. That she wouldn't choose me was understandable.
It still hurt.
I rose to my feet and said to Yun Xia, "I'm leaving."
If we meet without reason, even trying won't help. If there was no fate in a past life, I'll wish to meet again in the next.
As long as Su Wan could live well from here on, it was enough.
Yun Xia gave me a gentle hug. "You've already done well. I'll see you out."
I shook my head. "No need."
She ruffled my hair. "Still so stubborn."
I forced a grin through the tears, probably uglier than crying, then turned to go.
Humans… sometimes we're just cheap.
Tell yourself it's enough that she's happy, but when it's really time to let go, you're in tears again.
Just as I was putting on my shoes, Su Wan emerged from the bathroom. Yun Xia caught sight of her and suddenly raised her voice: "I knew it! I knew it!"
She ran at me and kicked the other untied shoe right off my foot. "Leaving? Get back here."
I was baffled as she dragged me to the living room. Su Wan stood in the bathroom doorway, the collar back on her neck. In her hand, a small empty glass vial. She stared at me, shy and timid.
I didn't understand.
Yun Xia snatched the bottle from her hand and thrust it under my nose. "Smell." I did.
…Cum?!
I looked at Yun Xia in confusion.
She beamed. "Yours." Then she turned, stuck her own ass out: "From here~ the one you just shot into me~ Heh… Congratulations! You're going to be a father!"
I was even more dumbfounded.
Seeing both Zhou Ting and I stupefied, Yun Xia hurried over to Su Wan, lifted her skirt in one motion. "Wanwan took ovulation pills, then poured your semen inside her. Need me to spell it out, Old Yu? You're the real winner! With cum that thick, she's bound to get pregnant!"
I froze in place.
Huh??
Yun Xia stood proud, chin up. "That's right, all my plan! Praise me, go on!"
My brain was still lagging when Zhou Ting had already stepped forward to clutch Su Wan's shoulders. "Wanwan, tell me she's joking!"
Su Wan shook her head gently. "Thank you, Zhou Ting. You're a good man. I'm sorry… sorry…"
Yun Xia slapped his hand away. "You and Yu Qi agreed no matter who Wanwan chose, you'd respect it. You're not going to go back on your word, are you? Look at Yu Qi just now said he'd leave and left, clean and sharp. That's a real man."
With that, she shoved Su Wan into my arms.
Su Wan nestled against me. When I didn't push her away, she timidly wrapped her arms around my waist, then tightened her hold when I still didn't reject her.
I held her lightly. "You've decided? I… I'm not "
She nodded, then shook her head. "Mm~ Master~ Bitch knows Master lost his memory~ Bitch also took advantage of Master's amnesia to become your slave~ It's not Master's fault~ Master is good~ so, so good~"
"But "
She shook her head. "It's alright~ Bitch will stay with Master, and Master will remember eventually~ Even if Master says Master isn't the old Master, even if Master's forgotten Bitch, Bitch remembers every single day with Master. I can't forget just because you have. You're still the Master in my heart, only even better now. Even if you never remember, I'll just tell you slowly, and when you know, then you'll remember."
My nose stung.
She went on, "Master~ These seven years, Bitch missed you every single day. I'm sorry~ Although… when you had the car accident, Bitch was heartbroken, I wished I could have taken your place but that time was also the happiest Bitch had been in seven years! And… actually, the moment you woke up, Bitch noticed you'd changed. I knew you'd lost your memory, but in truth, I was overjoyed. Master doesn't know because of that change, when you held Bitch to sleep in the hospital, Bitch didn't sleep for days, just lay watching your face all night, breathing your scent. I was so afraid you'd… suddenly not want Bitch again. Master, remember? On the fourth day after you woke, Bitch went out for a while "
I thought back it was true. Later, after seeing her "cheating," I figured she'd gone to be with Zhou Ting then. Her face flushed. "Actually… that day… Bitch went to Lingfu Temple "
"Lingfu Temple?"
She nodded. "Mm~ to… to give thanks. Bitch prayed every day for the Bodhisattva to keep Master safe. And… all these years, Bitch wished you would take me back. I didn't expect it to work! You really became… the Master Bitch dreamed of! The Master now is… so, so so so "
She looked up at me, biting her lip. "Sorry, Master. Because you're so good to Bitch, I was terrified you might one day throw me away again. So… I even… secretly thought maybe it'd be best if Master never remembered the past then Bitch could always stay by your side. I'm sorry~ Master~ I've done so many wrong things~"
I stroked her hair. "Silly girl. You've done nothing wrong stop saying sorry. I'll never abandon you again, I swear."
She hugged me tighter. I hooked my arms under her thighs and lifted her; she instantly wrapped her legs around my waist.
"Master~ Master~" she cooed.
I soothed her, rubbing her back. "And stop calling yourself a bitch. You've never wronged me I wronged you."
She shook her head again, meeting my eyes. "Bitch did wrong~ Bitch will always be Master's bitch. Master~ may Bitch Su Wan keep serving you as your slave?"
I hugged her. "You're about to bear my child how could I refuse?"
Suddenly she dropped her gaze, eyes darting. I took her chin at once. "Hm?"
Blushing, she mumbled, "Master~ Sorry~ In truth… Bitch didn't take ovulation pills~ Sister Xia wanted me to, but I was afraid Master would be upset… so, so I didn't~ Bitch doesn't dare disobey you anymore~ Also… with ovulation pills, I couldn't get the glowing lewd-crest tattoo~ Sorry~ Master~ sorry~ Let's go register our contract~ Once I have the crest, I'll take the pills and give you babies~ however many you want."
Yun Xia leaned in. "Ha! All that effort I spent for you, and you just toss me aside. Fine, fine you shameless pair. Pay me back for the rent, utilities, food ten thousand, and I'll 'forgive' you."
At this point, Zhou Ting finally stepped over and put a hand on Su Wan's head. "Wanwan…"
Yun Xia smacked his hand away. "She's Yu Qi's property now hands off." Zhou Ting didn't get angry, just looked at her.
Su Wan met his gaze. "I'm sorry~"
He looked at her for a long time, saying nothing; I stayed silent too.
He leaned as if to kiss her. Su Wan gripped my clothes but didn't dodge. Zhou Ting kissed her forehead and said to me, "Take care of her."
I nodded. His hand brushed her face once more, then he turned and left.
I'd meant my heart for the moon, but the moon had shone upon the ditch.
Even this broken ditch felt sorry for Zhou Ting.
He hadn't really done anything wrong. Compared to me, he'd given far, far more.
Though Su Wan ultimately chose "me," I knew she had only chosen half of me the other half was still the shade of the man in her memory.
In this debauched world, love was still love.
Three people could make love together, but in love among three, there would always be someone with regret.
Now, I could claim to have "three wives and four concubines." The girls seemed unbothered but could Keke and Qianyi truly have no regrets?
I doubted it.
Much is hidden under the veil of love; some things need not and cannot be spoken aloud.
That's why, since coming to this world and meeting Keke and Su Wan, I haven't actively pursued other girls.
Of course, maybe Su Wan could be like me, taking all who came her way Keke, Qianyi… "all of them"? But she didn't seem to think that way.
And Zhou Ting and I… we could never coexist in harmony the way she and Keke could.
I couldn't hold in a sigh.
If knowing they would snag your heart, why meet at all?
In this world, people divide and join, tangle and twist in strange ways.
May Zhou Ting find, one day, a woman whose whole heart is his.
To row to Blue Bridge is easy,
To leap the Blue Sea is hard.
If we meet at the ox-drinking ford,
May we forget our poverty face to face.
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