21. "MEANT FOR ME" [Interlude]
We were born 9 days apart in a same month, her mother's name is the same as my mother's, so is their field of work. When we met, it was like a match made in heaven, I couldn't shake this feeling nor ignore it if I wanted to, it seemed like no matter how hard I tried, I would end up with that girl anyway because the universe kept creating room for her in my life.
I don't know if she's meant for me or not but what I know for certain is that I love her so much, I've never felt any stronger about somebody and she stays on my mind 24/7.
22. "GOOD OL' DAYS"
I miss the good old days, we used to stay on the call for hours and hours, just talking while she's doing her house chores, cooking and cleaning. I miss the way she'd wrap her arms around me, keep me warm and make sure that I'm just an inch away from her, I miss the good old days.
2023 was our year, right after we turned 20 years old, everything changed but since the moment she chose to step out of my life, I had this strong belief that we're meant to be anyway and everytime I would try to walk away, I'd have this aching feeling that said, "You're walking away from what's meant for you".
And most of the times when I would put in the effort, we would have some progress but now things have turned into strange things, it's like my best friend is no longer in there, or maybe it's just me all in my head.
I miss the good old days, I remember how she used to be universe, everything in my life would be all fucked up but as soon as I hear her voice, I would slip right into wellness and I still don't know how she had that affect on me.
I just want us back to where we were, like back in the good old days, when we would spend hours on the call, talk about her day before she went to sleep, these days all I get from her is dreams, dreams and dreams.