Cherreads

Chapter 115 - Don't hesitate.

Hey, there.

Why so elusive?

Am I impeding?

Do you find me intrusive?

I don't mean to weigh you down,

I don't mean to be useless...

Don't see a path for us?

Do you see it as fruitless?

-

Wait...

-

Over,

And over,

And over again,

I text...

And you hardly ever reply.

Hardly friends.

What comes next?

Let it end?

We shan't let it break,

If only it could bend.

I meant it when I said I had a crush,

I guess I should rescind.

-

Yeah, I get that you are busy,

But how busy could you be?

I have 24 hours a day,

I think you have the same as me.

And I know our lives are different,

You hardly make time to sleep.

But we make time for the things we want,

I don't think you want me.

-

I've been crushing for over a year,

How much longer should I wait?

All my flags are tattered,

Buried with the feelings I debate...

By the time you find your healing,

I'll be gone.

Yeah, it's too late.

I have learned that if it's not "YES."

It means NO.

Don't hesitate.

-

I still like you.

I won't strike you

Out of my life.

Let's be friends.

Because people

Still need people,

I don't want this link to end.

I can't love you as a lover,

So, I'll love you as a friend.

Mayhap you'll come for me one day,

After all your healing ends.

-

Hey, there.

I hope that you need this.

I hope that you read it sometime,

I hope that you see this.

I hope that it helps you keep going,

And know that I'm not hurt.

I didn't want to force something

If you didn't want to make it to work.

-

No hard feelings,

You don't owe me anything.

I let go of all the feelings,

Even though it kinda stings...

Even though it is a bummer.

Shit, I would have bought a ring...

I just knew we saw it differently.

The things that love could bring...

More Chapters