I followed Inna to the station leaving everyone else, i didn't know if she was ever invited to people from school's houses so i wanted to see how she felt about it.
"Thanks a lot Inna, it was so nice to get you to hang out with us."
"Me too. I had a lot fun with you all..."
This time i felt like I'm getting familiarized with Inna, because this is the longest time we ever hang out together since the start of the semester.
Seeing her at school as apposed to seeing her outside had a different kind of sensation, she was so magistic when i was peeking at her side profile i could've cried.
Before we reached the station i remembered something she said that didn't make sense.
"You really want us to come to your house?, i thought your family didn't want you to be around us?"
"Hmmm?... Oh yeah, i was just trying to be nice."
"Oh...hehe, tell that now to Amira."
"But i do want to invite you, i really do, if you wanted, come someday, I'm serious."
"B-but you can't."
"...It's a secret, fufu."
I was confused, i drew some scenarios in my head but they were all highly unlikely about how she can have us in her house.
"...Alright Ruby, thanks for following me here."
"Yeah, take care for now Inna, I'll see you next time."
"Goodbye."
"I ʟᴏᴠᴇ ʏᴏᴜ." Is what i wish i could say after departing her. I wish.
I gave her one last look before i headed back to meet the clique at the arcade spot.
"That went well, better than i thought, she didn't seem as strict as i thought she would be."
"It's not like she's going to show it anyway Fefe, it still the same racist and arrogant person to me..."
In the middle of the conversation, Haime looked like she saw something in front her.
"Oh Ruby, guess who's here."
I turned my head a bit and i noticed a very handsome dude with his recognizable white dyed hair.
"Is that Loka?!, I haven't seen him in a while, y'all still together Ruby!"
"Huh? Nooo, im just like you, i haven't seen him in a while."
"Oh no, he might come and talk to you if he sees you..."
"...that's highly unlikely, we have nothing to talk about, we're history now."
"Yeh, I guess you're right, he just went back outside..."
"...Alright then, What do y'all think about that invite, honestly, i would love to go."
"Yeah, me t-"
"She said she was just joking it was her being nice... But i don't know, she told me she would invite you if you want to somehow."
Haime was the only one not excited for the visit out of the three.
"I'm kinda scared of going to her house, her family is too much to deal with."
"What could possibly happen, I'll take the risk, yah!"
"...If you're going I'm not."
After we got done, we left to head back home, me and Haime went to the station.
On our way, the worst have happened.
"Hello Ruby."
I stayed silent for a moment
"...Hi! Im gonna head now Ruby... See ya."
Haime left me with Loka, so i had to deal with this interaction on my own, unfortunately.
"Lokaaa! It's been awhile, how are doing, fine? That's good, I'll see around-"
"Just hold on, I want to talk to you, please, I'll be gone in a second."
That's a sounds like I'm going to regret this, i know Loka for a quick phase of my life, but it was an eventful phase.
"...well, what."
"Humph, first i couldn't help but notice, you look even better now, I'm very happy for you."
"...you actually look quiet the same, but you were more punkier then this, now you look normal and professional."
"Yeah, well, people change, I'm making some moves right now here and there."
"Oh Let me guess, you're scammer ."
"It's called a scout, which brings me to second, where have you been? I haven't seen you in the booking lists?"
Loka was the person that helped me get into my previous job, although i already know about the job, many girls are not very wrapped around the things that be going on while being recruited, mainly because of the attractiveness and how good it sounds that guys like Loka make it seem to be, and the potential pay you get if you do a great job.
And that's the reason i wanted to avoid talking to him, i know he's trying to get me back in.
"... I don't know, maybe so i could focus on school? maybe cause I can't get into a serious relationship with that kind of job? what's so hard to understand here?"
I was independent, so this has nothing to do with him.
"Hahahahaha... Since when do you care about those stuff, you could've said any other reason and i would've believed you"
"..."
"You had some clients that were asking specifically for you, some big shots that the agency values so much, they were asking for you Ruby... And frankly i know that you wanted to become in a higher spot, so i think the reason you left is because, someone else just took your interest and you're ready to go with him instead."
I know i couldn't hide anything from this guy if he got me to talk, he indeed knew me in a dangerous way.
"Just get to the next segment already."
"...i have a huge deal for you, you're going to forgot all of the small missions that you did before because this deal would take you to that higher spot, and i guarantee you -if you agree- that you will find it so rewarding, more than whatever you are trying to do right now."
Those words would have moved me before, i know that, it's a very tempting deal. It almost made forget all the humiliating stuff that i endured when i was going out with him.
"Just contact me... See you around."
He left me with a card that had all his informations on it, a business card that had his name in gold.
"I hope i don't."
I said after tearing up and throwing that card away.
...
"Once things go well for me, the allure bring me back..."
These lyrics were playing through my mind as i was going back home with a head full of thoughts that the last interaction left me with.
I couldn't stop thinking about my old job, and how even though it had it's ups and downs, i enjoyed it successfully for the most part.
And now, my life got slower and i had a lot of free time at my hands, that i try to fill with studying and some school stuff on.
I couldn't throw these thoughts out, this was an unfimiliar position to me.
Those images of all the things i had done and the memories i had are now flying around my head, even after i got home, i just know that if i keep going like this, I'm going to lose it.
I went straight to my bedroom, laid down on my bed, with nothing to brush those memories out.
The fact that the clients miss made me smile for a bit, i was remembering those crazy stuff i attempted, all while i was playing with my egg vibrator sitting besides my bed, turning on and off.
I mumbled some words while i was on that state of mind.
"Do i have the talent to play with girls the same way i do with those clients, if i had to go that far with Inna, would she love it...i know i would love it..."
And that thought made me get out of the memory lane and focus back on my goal, my life needs long term pleasures, not short ones.
I put back the egg and headed to shower, dreaming about my next session with Inna.
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