Hey guys cry with me I lost my two babies, still young and infants AJ and PJ, may their souls rest in peace. I am in pain right now my precious cats died at a young age.
Am so down right now so I will take long to write this chapter but I promise that it will be worth it.
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I feel embraced to be close to this man standing close to my bed with this man I've seen a few times.
Now that I think about it I think he was the one who rescued me when I fainted. Yes the voices are the same.
"You said you came to see me?? We'll go on why are you here Tim" I asked holding myself from punching this idiot of a financee.
"Yeah, I did came to see you and that is what am doing, seeing you" Tim teased
"Is this guy for real.... Please someone tell me he's joking." I said barely holding myself now.
"You came here to annoy me on purpose, came into my room, wake me up from my beauty sleep and now you tell me you had no reason in particular..... Unbelievable" I asked, now my tune really sent the message to him that I am beyond pissed right now.
"Calm down little lamb..."
"And don't call me that.....idiot..... don't " I screamed hard.
"Ok calm down you will stress yourself and I don't want that to happen not again" Tim sounded genuine.
Wait for real is this guy looking out for me because he loves me or is he toying with me right now, I don't know anything about him to believe what he is doing. He is painted as the villain in my story by me. He is my villain.
"Oh thanks for the heads up Tim..." I just managed to voice out before turning my back to him.
"But if you really want to know how I feel, you would have considered my feelings first about all this things going on starting from the marriage contract to the wedding planning. All of it you would have considered how I will feel but no you just want me to play along, which I will do but I will never love you just you know that. Now leave me be" I said barely holding back my tears.
Author you caused this am just a sacrificial lamb to you huh...
"Am sorry Chris, I really am" he said as he walked closer to me. "but am not sorry for trying to marry someone I finally felt happy to be with cause everything felt right"
I turned to look at him but I held back what I was about to say. I'd he really giving me the love talk right now. God I wasn't prepared for this.
"Am sorry you feel lost but the wedding plans will proceed as planned" he said so firmly.
I just breath in and out to keep me calm, and here I thought he would be sweet. Well what do I expect from someone like Tim lionhearth.
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(Author: ) sorry love but I did what had to be done even if it's to make you a sacrificial lamb. I will do it.
Heartless junk.....
(Author: ) that's me for you but when things work out I roasting you till you die.
Game on author game on.
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"You know what???...I need my sleep right now so you two get lost this instant" I said entering my bed.
I turned to sleep away not minding if anyone was there watching me. But in the next instant I felt someone else entering my bed and lying close to me. It just pissed me off so I turned to chase out the intruder only to see Tim smiling like an idiot.
"What is the meaning of this, I told you get lost but here you are in my bed smiling like an idiot that got his first kiss with his crush" I said making a point that I was pissed with this little act of him.
But what surprised me more was the silly words that came out of his mouth "please off the lamp, goodnight little lamb". And that was all he told me as he closed his eyes.
I looked front and back for what felt like three minutes. I looked at the man he came with as he made himself comfortable in the couch in my room "what do you people think you are doing" I was falsed to ask him.
"Don't look at me, I didn't do anything" he said as he lay down. Please could someone tell me am dreaming.
"Tim, what the fuck is going on here" I asked him and he replies me with..."you wanted to sleep and I too felt sleepy so I joined in. It's no big deal. Besides am sleeping beside my pretty little lamb".
I felt so embarrassed that I could feel the heat coming out from my face, I think I might be a bit red from anger, embarrassment, and other emotions at this point in time.
I just used my leg to kick him out of my bed before shouting "and stay out from my bed you psycho!!!!!" Then I buried myself in my Blackett still feeling embarrassed and as God had it these words continue to sing to my mind making me fall asleep more than usual and it scared the living shit out of me.
Few hours into my sleep I felt someone entering the bed coming closer to me but I was too deep in my sleep to turn to find who it was, so I just continue my sleep letting who ever entered my bed stay.
But something so warm wrapped around me in that instant as if tell me that I was secured and I too felt secured. This was something only my sister was capable of but this person made me feel safe without even trying and it felt good. Too good actually.
"Goodnight my pretty.... dream sweet moment my dear Chris" a voice so soothing sounded in my ear entering directly to my soul, my mind and my body.
And what did I do I cuddle more into that warmth I want so badly and let the soothing words that felt like music to my soul ride me deeply into my sleep. And it felt good....
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"Good morning sweetheart 😘" someone said kissing my forehead this made me smile like a fool before I replied to this person..."good morning to you too love"
Come to think of it I can still the warmth from last night, but there was something else. The deep voice, the manly scents that enveloped me, the strong arms that wrapped around my body softly and gently, there was also the heat coming out from this person that made me clingy to be with him and let's not forget about the way this perfect specimen lips felt like on my skin I loved it and there was this smell of perfume coming from him although not harsh and it hardly feel there but it was there I have these special nose that smells every little detail and the perfume smells like the highest London perfume. I know cause I had one in my perfume collection.
There was something about this person's scent, it smells like pinewood and the smell of new fresh flowers that was newly picked and it felt nice and their was something else that I noticed about the smell too. I felt like I have noticed it on someone else that was in my room last..... night. Tim lionhearth.
Instantly I shoot up to my feet turning my head to the side so face that you could hear the noise from my neck as if my neck snapped or maybe it did.
"Tim, what are you doing in my bed....." I asked as quickly as I could.
But he just laughed and laughed before getting up from my bed.
"Chill we didn't do anything that would make you uncomfortable just relax"
"Why were you on my bed...???"
"I felt tried but you were the one who cuddle me from last night " he replies me with a smile. "You really never wanted to let go"
I felt my face turn red as I hid my face with my pillow... Am going to kill this man sitting close to me. Now that I think about it he was right and I hate it when he is right. He can be a pain in the ass.
"Just get out already and live me alone" I said to him still covering my face.
"Alright love, see you soon" he got up walking out my room with the other man. I was left all alone now to my own space that smells like Tim , thou am it did smell like something I love or someone I would like to know but I can't tell him that, it would just boost his pride and I can't have that. Now am smiling like a girl that was just asked to a date by her crush....
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POV: TIM'S VIEW
The night with my little lamb was something I only experience with my first girlfriend yeah I had one but she was taken from me by my dad just because he was one of the Mafia king at that time. Am bisexual actually. Now being with Chris just bring back memories.
"Sir stop being like a puppy just because you slept in the same bed with young Chris" Nate said reading a newspaper he got from the hurths.
"It's so fascinating, but am not a puppy. Nate you should resume your duty of guarding Chris" I said now feeling unsettled.
"And why is that sir Tim" he asked still reading the newspaper, flipping from page to page.
I just sign " it may look like am obsessed with him yes that is true but something isn't right. " I said hands close to my chin.
It was at that moment he closed the newspaper in his hands "about that I had an intell on your cousin Adam and it is quite fascinating" he said with a small smile.
"Go on with it then...." I said wanting to know what brings my cousin into my suspicions thinking.
"It appears that he had something to do with sir Chris at a bar the day that lady scumbag insulted him at the party..... And from what I heard he fell in love with your little lamb after sharing that one drink" he paused....
Nate has always been good at getting intell on people that is why he is my right hand man always reliable and dependable to my work.
"Hmmm ok it sounds like I was right then about Chris being in trouble before the wedding day???" I asked
And his reply said it all. "yes sir, it appeared that the night you messaged him that he should come by poppy's address for the measurement of his wedding suit he had been with Adam. But a goon of mine said that he told his intentions to sir Chris but he turned him down afraid of his life and family not being settled if he made that decision. And I gathered that he had been angry when he got home and he received a call.... So I think your intuition is correct " and he concluded his speech.
Nate is one sick bastard and a manipulative psycho too I have tabs on all my family members just because of this man here and his goons he placed in every places.
"So watch over him and if anything comes up deal with it ASAP" I said. "And be careful if what we are considering is true of Adam then you have to be careful you know that my cousin is a serial killer assassin top one in his job so watch your back" I told him.
"Drop me off here...." Nate spoke
"Stop the car...." I ordered and the car stopped he came out and locked the car door when he was down.
"And should I remind you that I was one of the top assassin in the world, and I kill with no mercy too much worst than your cousin" he said as he walked away.
He is right my cousin should be wary of Nate. The time I met him he was a top wanted person so I took him under me and ever since he had been indebted to me for taking him off hell's gate.... Ever since then he had been with me, even when my step mom who was my first girlfriend dumbed me cause if my father and before I found out I was a bisexual he had been with me so I trust him more.
"Drive now....." I said as the drove out....
I know Nate would do a fine job.
Author's Note:
This book just left me craving for a strong arms to wrap around me at night and tell me good night and when the night had cleared into morning he would say good morning my angel. I like my man strong, possessive, handsome, muscular cause am a femboy myself, tall like me or shorter I don't care really, sexy in every fabric he wears, and gives the bad boy vibes but really charming too.
Enough about me now so what do you think about this chapter, what do you think would happen next I too is dying to know but it would be out soon enough ok.
Just you wait ok my cuties so watch out for the next chapter dropping soon sweet you later my lovies ❤️❤️❤️❤️.
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