Hei An appeared outside, back on the artificial sefirot ''he'' created, as he pondered actually pondered, though you could say that Hei An had already done enough of that in the past few days.
In truth, he hadn't at all. The most he had done was think about this and that, but even then he only thought about things; he didn't truly think about things, like the fact that Amon, for some reason, felt ''pleasure.''
For all intents and purposes, Amon shouldn't feel such things that just isn't in ''his'' nature so why? That is something that Hei An only thought of shortly from time to time but didn't linger much on, thinking at most: well, Amon is still fairly young.
But that doesn't make sense. Amon is, for all intents and purposes, not a human. Though yes, Grisha created Amon, so Amon's ''father'' can be called someone who was once human. Amon themselves isn't anything but the uniqueness a living one, yes but not one who has even tried to comprehend ''humanity.'' This only happens in a few thousand years.
However, the way Amon has acted around me and others is human. In fact, another thing is they have barely adjusted ''his'' monocle, even though after nearly every action ''he'' does so in the novels.
It's a very huge tick of his. Not to mention the fact that Adam seems to have humanity as well, even though ''he'' is the divinity of Grisha. Strange? No, not just strange. Even that doesn't make sense.
Thinking so, Hei An looked up into the sky and thought: from what I know, they shouldn't just stop because of what I did, nor should they not be able to get into this place. I mean, the amount of loopholes in this place is so vast I can't quantify it.
Heck, that crazy guy who only knows how to eat, eat, eat shouldn't be stopped at all by this barrier. In fact, now that I think about it, why didn't I choose to be on Primordial Hunger's pathway like I planned for?
I mean, what I've done so far is asking for suicide when you're thinking about it. Primordial Hunger's pathway is compatible with every other pathway even though it still would be a gamble, it indeed would be much easier for me to just choose theirs, find a nice pathway I can rapidly go down till sequence 3 or 2, then wait until Roselle comes around.
Then once he transmigrates..... then once he- once Roselle...
Hei An didn't understand why. Couldn't he, a man who thought of transmigrating millions of times, not be able to remember the true perfect plan he thought up for years?
Not even giving himself time to lampoon, Hei An quickly thought out loud: ''It seems my memories are slipping, but how? My brain is enhanced to an absurd degree, giving me beyond eidetic memory. In fact, if I wanted to, I could recall the entire book of LOTM, then COI, without missing a single detail backwards while switching between English and Simplified Chinese. In fact, if I chose a random chapter, let's say chapter 1308, I should be able to.....''
However, he couldn't remember it. In fact, every single chapter containing a certain thing in his mind was blank, forcing him to shake in dread as he quickly decided that he had to think about the lore of LOTM/COI from beginning to the end and see what was off in his memories. And so, therefore, without many thoughts, he opened his mouth.
''At the start of everything, an entity called the ████████ ███████ built the universe across three mythological "days," separating reality, the spirit world, fate, and life into distinct layers, and giving rise to order, desire, and the flow of destiny.
After finishing creation, the ████████ ███████ fell asleep and split into multiple personalities. When a research facility accidentally disturbed something ancient underground, the ████████ ███████ fully awakened and immediately shattered. Its body broke apart into the raw power that would become every Beyonder pathway in existence. All magic and supernatural ability in the world traces back to this moment.
Two of the Creator's split personalities, the Primordial God Almighty and the Celestial Worthy, became the dominant forces of the early world. Their rivalry eventually escalated into an all-out war that destroyed them both, leaving the world in chaos and bloodshed.
A dark age followed, ruled by Ancient Gods and non-human races, with humanity reduced to slaves. A human survivor from before this era, Grisha, emerged and tore through the ruling powers, elevating humanity to dominance.
Grisha, calling himself the Ancient Sun God, secretly carried the awakening Primordial God Almighty inside him and spent his entire existence trying to prevent its resurrection, even engineering his own death. His plan ultimately failed due to betrayal.
Later, empires rose and fell. Eventually, a man named Klein Moretti ascended to become the Lord of Mysteries, establishing a balance between three cosmic Pillars. Then Lumian Lee, through his own journey, nearly triggered the symbolism of a hidden fourth force representing universal destruction and the end of all things an event so dangerous it caused the universe itself to trap him in an eternal loop as a containment measure.''
After Hei An finished saying all that in one breath, he of course started to breathe somewhat heavily as he thought about the words he just said, thinking back, trying to figure out if anything was missing.
It didn't take Hei An long to think of ████████ ███████; however, he couldn't understand what ████████ ███████ meant. So, in English, Hei An for an hour straight put together words that could combine Worthy, Almighty, or Creator, and eventually he got to a point where he was able to think of the words "Original Creato" before it cut off and became ████████ ███████.
So Hei An thought for a short while before realizing the truth that the final word is Creator by simply going down the English alphabet from A to Z, and whenever he came across R and decided to think "Original Creator," it would again come up as ████████ ███████.
Though it didn't matter that it did, as Hei An started to chuckle in a limpid manner before bursting into outright laughter, as he realized fully what was happening he realized he had been played.
And the worst part is, though the scheme seemed somewhat grand, in reality it wasn't at all. The ████████ ███████, as he knew him from the memories that he dug through shortly after, was a being of rationality however, at the same time, a being of absolute madness that only followed instinct, which was both to keep itself alive yet also not, and to fragment. Truly, he had been played by the ████████ ███████, and though that was the case, he hadn't at the same time as it's not like the ████████ ███████ actually cared or didn't care about their plan not working to begin with.
I mean, they are the ████████ ███████ the will within everyone, driving everything to convergence and madness, while also driving people not to, as they ''fear'' becoming the ████████ ███████. So they then drive to stay whole, with ''humanity,'' stability, and rationality.
Still chuckling as he got up, Hei An started walking behind his throne, coming face to face with a coffin, as he spoke up: ''Thank you. Even though you were striving to make me the vessel that would awaken you further and perhaps completely at least my experience was somewhat fun.
But also, suck a dick.... because you nearly made me, a completely normal guy, go down the path of no return.'' Of course, Hei An didn't get an answer, as he used all his spirituality to say out loud and clear: ''Original Creator.''
The words were in fact simple; however, as if the world itself was nothing but a painting, it all melted away including himself as if he never existed in the first place, only to slowly reveal a normal-looking, if not slightly ugly, man with white skin, though somewhat darkened, and dull brown eyes with short curly hair.
Doing nothing except looking into a mirror with a blank almost dead face stiff and nearly lifeless.