She even contemplated suicide.
That was the loneliest, most desolate, and most painful period for her, she felt like she had been abandoned by the entire world.
Days and nights of insomnia, months of self-destruction, in prolonged oppression and pain, she almost ruined herself.
This dark period, she dared not recall it, even thinking about it felt terrifying.
It took her a very, very long time to readjust, and the adjustment process was both prolonged and difficult.
During the most painful and difficult period, when she thought she had lost the whole world, her family was still alive in this world, yet left her alone, allowing her to fend for herself.
Such protection and care felt like the most ironic joke, spoken with genuine emotion, but to the listener, it was like a fart.
At this moment, she would rather Noah Yates were truly dead than believe that he abandoned her while still alive.
