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Chapter 182 - Morning moments

Morning came softly, almost shy, as if the day itself was unsure whether it was allowed to begin. Golden light slipped through the curtains in thin, quiet lines, stretching slowly across the floor, climbing the walls, and finally settling over us like something gentle, something careful. It felt deliberate, almost protective, as though the world had paused at the edge of this moment, unwilling to disturb whatever it was we had fallen into.

I woke slowly, not all at once, but piece by piece, like drifting back to the surface from somewhere deep and warm. First there was the feeling of warmth, steady and surrounding. Then came the weight, grounding and real. And then, unmistakably, there was him.

Chak.

His arm was still wrapped around me, firm and unyielding even in sleep, as though his body had already learned the shape of mine and refused to let go. My back rested against his chest, his presence solid and steady behind me. I could feel the slow rhythm of his breathing, the quiet rise and fall that seemed to anchor everything, pulling the world into something calm and manageable.

For a moment, I didn't move. I didn't want to. The world beyond this felt distant, muted, like it existed somewhere far away, separated from us by something invisible but absolute. Nothing outside this space felt real enough to matter.

Carefully, I shifted just enough to turn my head, my movement slow, almost hesitant, as if even that might break something fragile. My eyes lifted and met his.

He was already awake.

There was no confusion in his gaze, no trace of sleep lingering there. Only that same steady, unreadable depth, focused entirely on me. It felt like he had been awake for a while, like he had been watching me longer than I realized, quiet and patient, saying nothing.

"Morning," I whispered, my voice still rough, barely more than breath.

He didn't answer right away. His eyes moved slowly over my face, taking in every detail with quiet intensity, as if confirming something, as if making sure I was real and still there in front of him.

Then his hand moved, sliding slightly against my waist, pulling me closer, closing the last bit of distance between us as though it had never belonged there in the first place.

Before I could react, before I could say anything more, he leaned in.

His lips brushed against mine, soft and warm, unhurried in a way that made the moment feel heavier, more certain. It wasn't a demanding kiss, not desperate or overwhelming. There was no urgency in it, no hesitation either. It was simply sure, like he didn't need permission, like he already knew I wouldn't pull away.

For a brief second, my breath caught and my body stilled, caught somewhere between surprise and something deeper. Then my eyes slipped shut on their own, and I let myself sink into it, into him, into everything he wasn't putting into words.

When he pulled back, it wasn't far, just enough to look at me again, his gaze still steady, still searching.

My heart was beating faster now, but not from fear or uncertainty. It was just him. Just the weight of his presence, the quiet intensity of everything he did without saying it out loud.

I swallowed softly, my gaze dropping for a moment before lifting again. Without letting myself overthink it, I leaned in, closing the space between us once more. But instead of his lips, I turned slightly and pressed a soft, lingering kiss to his cheek. It was gentler, quieter, a response that didn't need explanation, something simple but honest.

I felt the subtle shift in him, the way his breath paused for just a fraction of a second, so slight it might have been nothing, but it wasn't.

And then the moment broke.

A quiet sound slipped into the room, a stifled laugh that didn't belong to either of us.

I froze instantly, my eyes snapping open as my body went still. For a second, I didn't move, didn't breathe, didn't want to turn and confirm what I already suspected. But slowly, inevitably, I did.

And there, leaning casually against the doorway, was Nira.

Her arms were crossed, her posture relaxed, and her expression far too pleased for this early in the morning. The moment our eyes met, her grin widened, completely unbothered, completely entertained.

"Well," she said lightly, her voice full of teasing amusement, "that's one way to start the day."

Heat rushed to my face so fast it almost hurt.

"Nira," I said, my voice tighter than I intended, "how long have you been standing there?"

She tilted her head slightly, pretending to think, dragging the moment out just enough to make it worse.

"Long enough."

I turned away immediately, only to press straight back into Chak. Without hesitation, his arm tightened around me, pulling me back against him, holding me there like it was the most natural thing in the world, like I belonged exactly where I was.

Like there was nothing to question.

I buried my face against his chest without thinking, hiding instantly. "I'm never leaving this couch again," I muttered, my voice muffled.

Nira laughed, openly this time, clearly enjoying every second. "Oh no, you're definitely getting up," she said. "I've waited my whole life for content like this."

"Please stop talking," I groaned, already regretting everything.

But of course she didn't stop.

"This is amazing," she continued, clearly not planning to show mercy. "Mom is going to—"

"No," I cut in quickly, sharper than I meant to.

Her grin only grew wider.

Behind me, Chak remained completely calm, unshaken by any of it. His hand moved slowly along my back in a steady, soothing rhythm, grounding me even as everything else felt out of control.

"Let her look," he said quietly.

I froze again, disbelief flickering through me. Of course he would say that. Of course he wouldn't be embarrassed.

Slowly, I tilted my head just enough to glance up at him.

He wasn't even looking at Nira.

His attention was still entirely on me.

Unmoved by the situation, unbothered by being seen, as if there was nothing about this worth hiding.

Something tightened in my chest, something warm and unfamiliar. I quickly hid my face again.

"I hate both of you," I mumbled.

Nira laughed again, softer this time. "No, you don't."

She was right, and somehow that made it worse.

Even with the embarrassment burning through me, even with her watching, even with everything suddenly feeling more real than before, I didn't move away.

And Chak didn't let go.

Not even a little.

The moment couldn't last forever, and eventually it didn't.

"Alright, enough," my mother's voice came from behind Nira, calm but carrying that quiet authority that always made itself known.

I stiffened immediately.

Slowly, I turned my head, bracing myself.

She stood a few steps behind Nira, her gaze steady as she took in the scene before her. Me, half-hidden in Chak's arms. Chak, completely unbothered. The blanket still wrapped around us like evidence we hadn't even tried to hide.

For a brief moment, something unreadable passed through her eyes. It wasn't shock. It wasn't anger.

It was something deeper, something thoughtful, something that seemed to measure and understand more than it showed.

Then she moved.

Not toward me.

Toward him.

I blinked in surprise as she stepped closer, stopping right in front of the couch. Chak didn't let go of me, but he shifted slightly, acknowledging her presence without pulling away.

And then she reached out and pulled him into a brief but firm embrace.

I froze completely, my thoughts stalling as I tried to process what I was seeing.

My mother was hugging Chak, not politely, not out of obligation, but genuinely.

"Thank you," she said quietly.

Her voice wasn't loud, but it carried something real, something that settled deeply into the space between all of us.

Chak didn't react in any dramatic way, but I felt the subtle shift in him, the brief stillness in his body before he returned the gesture, lightly and respectfully.

When she pulled back, her expression had softened.

Only then did she turn to me, stepping forward and wrapping her arms around me next. The embrace was familiar and warm, grounding in a different way.

"You look like you slept well," she murmured.

"I did," I admitted, and for once there was no hesitation in it.

She studied my face for a moment longer before giving a small nod, as if confirming something to herself.

"Good," she said, then turned toward the kitchen as if everything had already been decided.

"Breakfast. Everyone's awake anyway."

Nira let out a quiet cheer somewhere behind her.

I stayed where I was for a moment longer, still catching up, still trying to make sense of everything that had just happened.

Then Chak moved.

He carefully slipped his arm from around me and stood, the absence of his warmth immediate and noticeable.

"I'll help," he said simply, already heading toward the kitchen.

From the couch, I watched him step beside my mother, moving with ease, reaching for things like he belonged there, like this wasn't unfamiliar territory at all.

My mother glanced at him, one eyebrow lifting slightly. "You don't have to."

"I know," he replied calmly. "I want to."

There was a brief pause, and then a small, amused smile touched her lips. "Well, let's see what you can do."

I pushed myself up slightly, watching the two of them together. It felt strange, but not wrong. Just new.

A moment later, Chak glanced over his shoulder, his eyes finding mine instantly.

"He's not allowed in the kitchen," he said without missing a beat.

I blinked. "Excuse me?"

My mother let out a soft laugh. "Oh? And why is that?"

"He'll make a mess," Chak answered simply.

My jaw dropped. "Hey, I'm right here."

This time my mother laughed properly. "Well, he's not wrong."

"Wow," I muttered, crossing my arms. "This is betrayal."

Nira snorted. "This is truth."

I ignored her completely.

Meanwhile, Chak had already turned back to the stove, focused, moving with quiet precision.

And I just stood there, watching.

There was something almost mesmerizing about the way he moved, the calm confidence, the ease in everything he did. It didn't feel forced.

It felt natural.

After a while, he turned again and walked straight toward me, holding out a spoon.

"Try," he said.

I hesitated for a second before leaning in, tasting.

It was warm, balanced, and undeniably good.

Really good.

I looked up at him and nodded. "It's good."

There was a faint shift in his expression, not quite a smile, but something close to it, something quietly satisfied.

Behind him, my mother watched the exchange, her gaze thoughtful.

"I didn't expect you to cook this well," she said honestly.

"It's basic," Chak replied.

She shook her head slightly, a soft smile returning. "Still, it's impressive."

And just like that, something settled into place, not loudly or dramatically, but deeply and surely, like pieces finally finding where they belonged.

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