Fenric and Kael decided to wait outside. I wandered between the shelves alone, scanning spines until my eyes landed on titles that immediately killed my mood.
How to Understand the Coin System of Valkathra.
Hard pass.
A little farther in, I froze. An entire section, no, a wall dedicated to the Ashbourne family.
There were way too many books. An unsettling amount, actually. Who was the medieval paparazzi stalking the royal family so hard that this many volumes existed?
๐๐ท๐ฆ๐ณ๐ณ๐ข๐ต๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ฑ๐ฐ ๐ฅ๐บ๐ฏ๐ข๐ด๐ต๐บ.
One book, in particular, caught my eye. It was dedicated entirely to the men of House Ashbourne.
I squinted at it.
๐๐ธ. ๐๐ถ๐ต ๐ง๐ช๐ฏ๐ฆ. ๐๐ฆ๐ต'๐ด ๐ด๐ฆ๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ฅ๐ช๐ณ๐ต ๐ ๐ค๐ข๐ฏ ๐ฅ๐ช๐จ ๐ถ๐ฑ ๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ข๐ฅ๐ช๐ด๐ต๐ช๐ค ๐ค๐ณ๐ฐ๐ธ๐ฏ ๐ฑ๐ณ๐ช๐ฏ๐ค๐ฆ.
I hauled the heavy-ass book to a nearby table and dropped into a chair with a thud that sent a sharp jolt through my hip bone. I hissed under my breath, rubbing the spot as I opened it.
๐๐ธ.
Pages and pages of names stared back at me.
๐๐ฐ๐ฑ๐ฆ.
I was very much in my man hater phase today. I flipped straight past all of it and jumped to the last section.
There it was. The current ruler.
King Thaddeus Ashbourne.
๐๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐๐ฉ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ถ๐ด ๐ฉ๐ข๐ด ๐ณ๐ถ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ต๐ธ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ต๐บ-๐ด๐ช๐น ๐บ๐ฆ๐ข๐ณ๐ด, ๐ข ๐ฎ๐ข๐ฏ ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ฐ ๐ฑ๐ญ๐ข๐ค๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ฌ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ๐ฅ๐ฐ๐ฎ ๐ข๐ฃ๐ฐ๐ท๐ฆ ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ ๐ฆ๐ญ๐ด๐ฆ, ๐ฆ๐ท๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ฐ๐ธ๐ฏ ๐ง๐ข๐ฎ๐ช๐ญ๐บ. ๐ ๐ฑ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ฅ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ค๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ๐ข๐จ๐ฆ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ด ๐ณ๐ถ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ณ, ๐ข ๐ท๐ฆ๐ต๐ฆ๐ณ๐ข๐ฏ ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ค๐ฐ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ต๐ญ๐ฆ๐ด๐ด ๐ฃ๐ข๐ต๐ต๐ญ๐ฆ๐ด, ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฌ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ฐ ๐จ๐ณ๐ข๐ฏ๐ต๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ฐ๐ง ๐๐ข๐ญ๐ฌ๐ข๐ต๐ฉ๐ณ๐ข ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ณ๐ช๐จ๐ฉ๐ต ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฆ๐ฅ๐ถ๐ค๐ข๐ต๐ช๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ต๐ด๐ช๐ฅ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ช๐ณ ๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ด.
The praise went on and on until it stopped sounding like acknowledgment and started reading like propaganda.
I skimmed faster. I'd heard all of this already, usually over dinner, courtesy of Kirill, who sometimes served the king and queen in his capacity as a knight. According to him, Thaddeus was respectable, ๐ขdmirable even.
โฆYeah. No.
Father had a very different opinion. He'd mentioned, more than once, that during court meetings, the king barely listened when common grievances were raised. Battles and policies mattered but people, apparently, were optional.
So forgive me if I wasn't impressed.
Then, right before my eyes, new words began to etch themselves onto the parchment in shimmering ink.
๐๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ญ๐ญ.
The book was updating in real time.
It now included entries on Kairan and Ancillin.
"Kairan Alistair Ashbourne ๐ช๐ด firstborn of Thaddeus, twenty-four years of age, born with unmatched strength, greater than any man or woman in Valkathra. Crowned heir to the throne at ten."
(Author:-What is he, a Chinese webtoon prodigy?)
๐๐ณ๐ถ๐ฉ. ๐๐ต ๐ต๐ฆ๐ฏ? ๐๐ช๐ด ๐ฆ๐จ๐ฐ๐ด ๐ช๐ด ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ด๐ต๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฃ๐ญ๐ฆ ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ธ.
I turned to the next section.
"Ancillin Emrys Ashbourne, second son of Thaddeus, twenty years of age. Appointed High Lunarch of the Temple at sixteen. Among all High Lunarchs in history, his mana is recorded as the purest and lightest, earning him heavenly reverence."
๐๐ช๐จ๐ฉ ๐๐ถ๐ฏ๐ข๐ณ๐ค๐ฉ? ๐๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ญ๐ญ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ช๐ด ๐ด๐ถ๐ฑ๐ฑ๐ฐ๐ด๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฏ?
I dug through the shelves until I found a thick, dust-laced book labeled "Chronicles of the Lunarchs."
๐๐ฐ๐ต๐ค๐ฉ๐ข.
The first page spelled it out:
"The High Lunarch holds the second-highest rank within the temple. Their duty is to cleanse the mana within people. Any wielder of magic must appear before the temple, for unrestrained magic harms both its bearer and the world around them."
"If a person's magic is deemed unworthy, the High Lunarch strips it away. Those who are capable undergoes Aetherbinding which is a ritual to stabilize their power."
High Lunarchs also led the temple's mages in creating protective barriers around the kingdom, and during wars, they served as healers and physicians.
๐๐ฐ ๐ฃ๐ข๐ด๐ช๐ค๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐บ, ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ฎ๐ข๐ฏ ๐ช๐ด ๐ข ๐ฎ๐ข๐จ๐ช๐ค๐ข๐ญ ๐ฅ๐ฐ๐ค๐ต๐ฐ๐ณ-๐ด๐ญ๐ข๐ด๐ฉ-๐ซ๐ถ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฆ-๐ด๐ญ๐ข๐ด๐ฉ-๐ฆ๐น๐ฐ๐ณ๐ค๐ช๐ด๐ต.
I spent the whole day flipping through books, jumping from legends to bloodlines to weird magical manuals that made no sense but sounded cool anyway.
When I finally got up, my spine made a noise that belonged in a horror movie.
"AHHHHHHHHHHH!"
Dear heavens, my back just filed for retirement.
I straightened, groaning like a dying pirate. My hips were numb, my shoulders cracked, and for a second, I questioned every life decision that led to reading for straight hours.
Still, I stretched my arms up like a champion. "It's fine, Sia. You've learned things. You're basically a scholar now."
Then I put one foot on the chair, raised my fist dramatically, and declared, "With this knowledge, I'll conquer the world! You hear me, you assblender Kairan? You'll be kissing my royal asโ"
"Uhmโฆ Lady?"
I froze mid evil monologue.
At the door stood a maid, staring at me like she'd just walked in on a demon summoning ritual. Her eyes said 'I'm not paid enough for this.'
I awkwardly lowered my leg and smoothed my dress. "Yes?" I coughed, slipping back into Meredia's proper noble tone, chin high, eyes narrowed. "What is it?"
She blinked. "It'sโฆ dinner time, my lady."
๐๐ช๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ณ? ๐๐จ๐ข๐ช๐ฏ? ๐๐ฐ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ด๐ฆ ๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ฐ๐ฑ๐ญ๐ฆ ๐ฆ๐ข๐ต ๐ฆ๐ท๐ฆ๐ณ๐บ ๐ง๐ช๐ท๐ฆ ๐ฎ๐ช๐ฏ๐ถ๐ต๐ฆ๐ด?
I forced a polite smile. "Ah. Wonderful. I adoreโฆ sustenance."
The maid nodded uncertainly and scurried away, probably to tell the others that the lady had lost her mind in the library.
I sighed and dragged myself out of the library like a corpse that just realized it had to pay taxes. My eyes burned, my back screamed, and my brain was fried from too much "ancient wisdom."
By the time I reached the dining hall, everyone was already seated..
I slipped into my seat, trying to look composed, but my body was one wrong move away from collapsing.
Father glanced at me. "You were in the library all day?"
"Yes, Father." I managed a tired smile, staring at a soup which wanted to spit at me."Learning about Valkathra."
Esther nearly choked on his soup. Kirill just stared like I'd announced I was becoming a nun. Even the Duchess's spoon paused midair.
๐๐ฉ๐บ ๐ฅ๐ฐ๐ฆ๐ด ๐ฆ๐ท๐ฆ๐ณ๐บ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ฆ ๐ข๐ค๐ต ๐ญ๐ช๐ฌ๐ฆ ๐ ๐ด๐ข๐ช๐ฅ ๐ ๐ข๐ฎ ๐ด๐ต๐ข๐ณ๐ต๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ข ๐ค๐ถ๐ญ๐ต?
Father, however, looked... proud? "Good. But don't stress yourself out."
I nodded, pretending to beam at his approval while inside I was screaming.
Esther muttered under his breath, "Can't wait till she forgets this phase."
I shot him a look. "Can't wait till you grow a personality."
Duchess cleared her throat in warning glaring at him.
Kirill silently laughed into his cup.
Dinner ended in that tense, quiet "we're pretending to be civil but we all love cringe family feels" energy.
As everyeone stood to leave, Father called out, "Meredia, tomorrow you'll accompany me to tomorrow's meeting. It's time you observe kingdom's affairs."
I froze. Kingdom's affairs? Like, the political one? With actual nobles who talk in riddles and backstab for sport?
I smiled sweetly. "Of course, Father."
.
.
.
.
I collapsed onto my bed, burying my face in the pillow like it could protect me from tomorrow.
What was even discussed in Father's meetings? Politics? Taxes? Sacrificing goats for better harvests? I had no clue....and neither did Meredia, apparently.
But I couldn't back out now. I'd begged him to let me attend. I had to at least pretend to be competent.
I kicked my feet against the mattress, groaning. "Oh god! How do I even do this!?"
"Do what?"
๐๐ฐ. ๐๐จ๐ฉ.
Every muscle in my body locked. That voice.... was deep and too calm to be anyone else's.
๐๐ข๐ช๐ณ๐ข๐ฏ.
My heart started hammering so fast it almost hurt. I didn't dare lift my head from the pillow, didn't even breathe too loud.
The soft thud of boots echoed closer. Then the faint creak of the sofa cushions.
He was sitting right across from my bed.
๐๐ฉ๐บ ๐ช๐ด ๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ข๐ญ๐ธ๐ข๐บ๐ด ๐ต๐ฐ๐ณ๐ต๐ถ๐ณ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ฎ๐ฆ?
"It's rather improper of you to keep lying like that," his voice slid through the darkness.
"I take no pleasure in gazing at a lady's.... back," he went on, tone so velvety and calm, "and yet, every time I find you, this is how you choose to greet me."
๐๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ญ๐ญ.
He was the one sneaking into my room, and he had the audacity to complain about my posture?
"Sit up."
I couldn't. My limbs refused to listen. And thenโwhat the hell?โwithout him even touching me, my body jerked, flipped over as if pulled by invisible hands, landing flat on my back.
"Ah!" I gasped, eyes wide. Had he justโฆ done that?
I scrambled upright, pressing myself against the headboard, breath uneven.
The room was dim, shadows clinging to every corner, but those piercing emeralds of his eyes cut through the dark like twin blades of light.
Tears prickled at the corners of my eyes. I blinked, trying to see him clearly.
But by the time my vision steadied, he was gone.
My chest heaved, the air in the room got cold as if he'd taken all warmth with him when he vanished.
I pressed my palm to where my heart was pounding. it felt almost violent.
What was that?
He didn't just walk out. He disappeared. One second those eyes were there burning right through me and the next, only darkness.
I scanned the room, half expecting him to reappear in a corner, or behind the curtains, or worse...right beside the bed.
๐๐ฆ ๐ช๐ด ๐ฉ๐ข๐ถ๐ฏ๐ต๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ญ๐ช๐ฌ๐ฆ ๐ข ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฅ ๐ฉ๐ถ๐ด๐ฃ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ด๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ช๐ง๐ฆ ๐ฎ๐ถ๐ณ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ฉ๐ช๐ฎ.
I buried my face in my knees, whispering to myself, "You're fine, Sia. It's just a power tripping prince with teleportation issues."
Still, sleep refused to come. Every sound...the creak of the walls, the wind outside felt like him watching.
I stayed like that for hours, wide awake, until dawn finally bled through the and reminded me that I had a council meeting to surviveโฆ and possibly a stalker prince problem to ignore.
I woke before the temple bells could even think about ringing and called for the triplets to help me bathe. The water was warm, but my stomach wasn't. it was doing flips.
Father had set the meeting for early morning so he wouldn't have to miss breakfast with the family.
By the time I was dressed and walking down the corridor to his office, my nerves were a tangled mess of dread and excitement. My palms were sweaty, my brain replaying every possible way this could go wrong.
๐๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ช๐ง ๐ช๐ต'๐ด ๐ง๐ถ๐ญ๐ญ ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ฑ๐ช๐ฎ๐ฑ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ด ๐ฐ๐ญ๐ฅ ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ฐ ๐ข๐ณ๐จ๐ถ๐ฆ ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ด๐ฑ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ต? ๐๐ณ ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ด๐ฆ, ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ฐ ๐ด๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ญ๐ญ ๐ญ๐ช๐ฌ๐ฆ ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฌ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ด๐ถ๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ช๐ฐ๐ณ๐ช๐ต๐บ.
I swallowed hard. "Okay, Sia," I muttered to myself. "You can handle one little meeting. Probably."
I pushed the door open, rehearsing my polite smile for whatever wrinkly councilmen awaited meโ
โAnd instantly regretted it.
Forget pompous old men. I'd take a whole army of them over ๐ฉ๐ช๐ฎ.
Because there he was, The Prince Kairan, sitting on the sofa like he owned the place, sipping tea at an hour when even sunlight was still half-asleep.
My breath caught. My throat went dry like I'd swallowed sand.
He lifted his gaze from the teacup, and for a second, I forgot how to breathe altogether. Those emerald eyes were cool, lazy, too knowing.
๐๐ฉ๐บ ๐ฅ๐ฐ๐ฆ๐ด ๐ข ๐ฎ๐ข๐ฏ ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ฐ ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ค๐ฆ ๐ต๐ณ๐ช๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฌ๐ช๐ญ๐ญ ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฌ ๐ญ๐ช๐ฌ๐ฆ ๐ข ๐ด๐ช๐ฏ ๐ธ๐ณ๐ข๐ฑ๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ณ๐ฐ๐บ๐ข๐ญ ๐ฆ๐ต๐ช๐ฒ๐ถ๐ฆ๐ต๐ต๐ฆ?
My hands fisted in my dress before I could stop them.
๐๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฏ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ณ๐ถ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ฅ. ๐๐ฆ๐ณ๐ง๐ฆ๐ค๐ต
.
He wore a navy coat embroidered in silver threads that caught the light every time he moved. Beneath it, a charcoal waistcoat hugged his frame, paired with a black shirt and matching pantds that somehow made him look ๐ด๐ฐ ๐ข๐ต๐ต๐ณ๐ข๐ค๐ต๐ช๐ท๐ฆ. A teal brooch gleamed at his collar, a whisper of color against all that darkness.
๐๐ฉ๐ข๐ต'๐ด ๐ง๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฌ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ง๐ข๐ช๐ณ. ๐๐ฐ ๐ฎ๐ข๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ณ๐ถ๐ต๐ฉ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ด๐ด ๐ฉ๐ข๐ฅ ๐ข๐ฏ๐บ ๐ณ๐ช๐จ๐ฉ๐ต ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฌ ๐ญ๐ช๐ฌ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต.
His eyes lingered on me far too long before he finally set his cup down.
"Has decorum eluded your memory, lady? Or is bowing beneath your dignity now."
My spine stiffened. I forced myself into a curtsey. "Good morning, Your Highness. May the crown shine brighter upon you today."
๐๐ข๐บ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ ๐ค๐ณ๐ฐ๐ธ๐ฏ ๐ฅ๐ช๐จ ๐ข ๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ญ๐ฆ ๐ช๐ฏ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ ๐ด๐ฌ๐ถ๐ญ๐ญ.
He let out a low, amused breath, almost a laugh, but heavier.
"Such sweetened pronouncements bestowed upon me, early in the morn. You have become remarkably... ornate in your salutations."
I straightened, glaring at him. He really could find fault in oxygen if I breathed it wrong.
"I'll take my leave, Your Highness. I came to see my father, butโฆ" my eyes flicked to the empty chair, "he doesn't seem to be here."
Kairan leaned back slightly, one arm resting over the sofa's edge, a half-smile curving at his lips.
"He shall alive soom. Please, take a seat. It would be quite indelicate to leave your prince im solitude."
That smile made it clear this wasn't a request.
I sat opposite him, spine straight, chin lifted just enough to look composed. Inside, though, my pulse was drumming loud enough to echo in my ears.
He didn't speak right away. He just kept looking at me but noot in the way men looked at women, but in the way hunters looked at something they couldn't quite name yet. His gaze traced my every tiny movementes...the twitch in my fingers, the shallow rise of my breath, the way I avoided his eyes like they were traps.
And then, almost lazily, he said,
"You've been visiting the library quite often, haven't you?"
My head snapped up before I could stop it. "Iโyes. Just brushing up on some history."
His tone was deceptively mild, almost thoughtful.
"History."
He tilted his head a little, eyes glinting under the morning light.
"Curious indeed. Lady Meredia once proclaimed that history is a tedious scandering of ink. Yet here you find yourself engrossed in reading until the sun itself neglects to descend."
I forced a small laugh. "People change."
"Do they?"
The quiet depth behind his question made my stomach twist. He leaned forward, forearms resting on his knees, and his voice dropped lower.
"Change etches its mark upon existence. A new rhythm in one's speech, an altered manner of respiration, and even the manner in which light response to one's very being. Captivating, isn't it?
My throat went dry. He was smiling pleasant and politebut there was something in his words I couldn't understand. But anyway, I did't understand a single thing this man said.
"Iโฆ suppose so, Your Highness," I managed, trying not to shrink under his gaze.
"Mm."
He leaned back again.
"Unpredictable. Such is your transformation, Lady Meredia. A most uncommon phenomenon in an existence where surprises are a rare commodity for me."
The way unpredictable rolled off his tongue...it wasn't just an observation. It was an accusation.
I swallowed hard, forcing a smirk I didn't feel. "I'll take that as a compliment."
He let out a soft certain laugh...
"I wouldn't. Change that comes overnight tends to invite eyes you may not want on you."
The words sank in slow, unsettling me. My fingers curled in my lap. "Are you one of those eyes, Your Highness?"
For a heartbeat, silence fell. Then his mouth curved.
"I see what others overlook."
Before I could respond, the door opened.
Father stepped in, his presence snapping the air back to something ordinary.
Kairan rose instantly, every ounce of that quiet menace tucked away, replaced by flawless courtly grace.
"Duke Oberon," he greeted smoothly. "We were merely speaking of your daughter'sโฆ newfound curiosities."
