"I'm," I shit my eyes. "I'm happy that they are talking then."
Even if it's killing me. Rin has been there for him, and I haven't. I want to be the understanding boyfriend, no.
ex-boyfriend, or even friend, and say that they have known each other longer and that Rin is the one who makes sense to be there.
But fuck.
"We didn't think it was fair what happened, Jude."
"what do you mean?" I ask, sniffing.
"The way Miko shut you out. I know if that happened to me, I would break down mentally, too.
"You are handling it way better than anyone in your place would. He didn't do you any good by doing that. I am sorry about that."
"I don't really want to talk about that."
"Why?"
"Because… I don't know what to say. I don't know what everyone expects me to do or behave when such a thing happens. I just ... I don't know Zein. So let's not, please?"
"Okay. I am sorry, I shouldn't have brought it up."
