sorry for late update as i was going through the fate what was already decided. sorry d's for being late ... as i wanna share the biggest secret in my life i choose to write this chapter. sorry for making it delay. Life gave me everything what others dont have ... just like freedom. i am a middle class borne ... i always have to bear the burden that my family decided. my brother was in military and sis was doing her studies... during the years my dad doesnt want s to do his job and my mom became she man . i know what it means... there was no love between family and nly responsibility. as you know a family needs love and care to nourish but mine leave it ... as i studied my paramedical with so many adventures... my life's best period.. as i was into my profession my mom doesnt allow me to join me with my profession she shown me reasons and my brother scolded me for being selfish. i love to write novels because i cannot share my feelings even with a single person ... as my college ended my friends suggest me to work in private hospital but my parents ..they asked for a bank job ... total different sector with different minds. i am still struggling with my mind . i know i had to follow my parents wishes ... because i tried every possible way include 3 attempts of suicide ... i know you will say i am poor thing and noncourageous person. but that was not me ... i am born with wings and ideas ... i just love to smile and i want to live a ideal life and i fought for it and i wasted 2 years off my golden period .... you know there was no practical knowledge in my college as i want to learn they blocked me in every possible way . i think i has to run away from my life from an ordinary life ...who has to accept destiny and marry a person who was stranger and children ... was this a life ....? i questioned myself many times ... as indian i have to follow my norms and customs.... but i need a peaceful life . will my fate be like this ..... i dont know the answer ... i was just moving on with time and suffering from severe depression .... so i cannot write novel for a few months. hope you understand ... thank you and love you D's from author ...
