Although he could remain rational, some things are ultimately not something you can simply decide not to think about, otherwise there wouldn't be so many insomniacs at night. For example now, hearing the sound of water in the bathroom, Hao Jian found his mind racing, even without seeing the scene, a picture was already sketched out in his consciousness.
The scene was alluring and captivating, making him restless and excited; if not for his strong will, he'd probably lose some control over himself. He forced himself not to think about it, but as long as he heard the sound of water, the scene in his mind continued to replay.
Especially thinking about when he helped Weiwei take off her shoes and touched her fair and long legs, that moment kept replaying in his mind. If Weiwei hadn't unexpectedly vomited all over him, snapping him back to reality, he might not have regained his composure so quickly. Now calm, that scene reappeared in his mind.
