"I know, being alive is a miracle, I was already prepared for my death."
"Who goes to their own wedding ready to die? You're being a bit too pessimistic."
"It's not up to me to be pessimistic or optimistic; it's just the reality, an unchangeable reality." Xiao Qiao said, she is romantic, but practical, she always prepares for the worst in whatever she does.
Even knowing some things don't allow her to be optimistic, she can't be entirely unprepared, because life belongs to herself, trusting others is not as reliable as trusting oneself.
That's why she didn't discuss it with Wesley.
