Actually, she was more cowardly than she thought...!
Because she loved him, loved him so much that she couldn't even bear to miss him from afar...
So she could only leave from afar, afraid of the hysterical breakup, afraid that her fragile self wouldn't have the courage or determination for a farewell, losing all dignity in front of him, and becoming a complete failure.
She was proud.
But it was all wrong...
She should have trusted him.
She should have trusted him more...
When she felt he brought her too much sadness, she gradually wore down her trust in him, forgetting the original reason for being together.
She was just a deserter.
She should have listened to his explanation, should have understood the whole story clearly before deciding whether to say goodbye...
Unfortunately, she didn't.
After all, that year, she was just a naive and ignorant girl.
