She wasn't just the child her mother didn't want, but also a useless fool. She wasn't just not pretty, she couldn't even handle the simplest tests.
They were right, she even had to use all her strength just to breathe.
Only her sister would protect her when she saw her being wronged.
So she began to like the piano, because only when playing could she escape reality. From the very beginning, it was just to escape, to make herself feel not completely worthless, to later really loving piano, loving the self that loved the piano...
Later, she also went through a period of extreme rebellion. Otherwise, she wouldn't have reached the point where she wanted to give herself to anyone who treated her a little bit well.
Even, to have that person look at her one more time, she wouldn't hesitate to jump off a building...
She once cried and asked her sister why she didn't have a mother. Why didn't her mother want her? Why give birth to someone so imperfect like her?
Yes, why indeed...
