The interferon has significant side effects, hair loss, high fever, especially symptoms of depression, making everything feel pessimistic...the suffering is unbearable, days feel like years, it was the darkest time in my life, I felt I couldn't hold on anymore, I don't even know how I made it through.
Under such circumstances, I couldn't write novels at all, countless times I wanted to give up on this book, stopped updating for half a year, lost readers, no one was reading, no money was being made, why continue writing? What's the point? Working hard for a meager manuscript fee, why choose to torture myself like this?
