I woke up to find Kacchan playing with my hair, a soft smile on his lips and a softness in his eyes that screamed how much he loved me. His eyes found mine and instead of thinking about it too much I leaned in and kissed him. The softness that was his body now that he carried our child was easy to wrap around me while he met my kisses.
"I'm not soft, asshole," he chuckled before he nipped at my lip. The sharp string was quickly replaced with his oh so sweet kisses. His hands carefully pulling me in trapping me exactly where I wanted to be.
"Hmmm, not soft at all," I agreed when I found his morning greeting under the covers and he barked a short laugh while I felt up exactly how hard he was already before I quickly made my way down his tight, strong body that only gave way to me and why shouldn't I show him exactly what that means?
"Hmmm, your thoughts are racing today, loud too," he hummed, settling back to watch and I grinned back at him before blowing his mind exactly how he wanted it.
"Holy fuck," he moaned, stretching out, my hands found the sore and stiff muscles that usually bothered him when we got too rough. But as far as this morning's quicky was I'm not upset at all. "Good thing I took care of Aiko before you woke up," he hummed and I let out a short whine. Fuck.
That means I missed out on two of her feedings and that means the very short frame of time that she is awake. I pouted and buried my face in a pillow, that didn't really help though. Kacchan just kept chuckling as if I were doing a comedy routine. Well at least I get to hear his laugh first thing in the morning.
"Come on, it won't be long before she wakes up again. I'm not going to stop you from changing her diaper," he teased but I still shot up out of bed and ran to the bathroom to start the water. Not long still means not yet after all!
"Horny bastard, you should have just said something. I've been trying to just rub it out for more than a week," he rolled his eyes but I couldn't help just gasping at him, only exaggerating a little.
"Without me?" I would have teased him more but he was already pushing me away and the water only just got hot enough to get under.
"Deku, put your dick to use before I change my mind," he rolled his eyes but the smirk on his lips told me that he was just being playful. Not that I needed him to ask twice.
***
"I really won't heal you next time," Recovery Girl lectured the moment she saw my face.
"What did I do now?" I asked, startled, completely not ready for whatever hell I just walked into when I thought that I was just walking into class.
"Nothing more than yesterday. You are new parents so I am trying to keep that in mind. And reminding myself why I healed you in the first place," she sighed but she was smiling knowingly and I feel very uncomfortable now. What did I do now? How did I awaken this woman's sadistic tendencies when I've done my damnedest to stay far away from it? Kacchan choked, holding in a laugh, he looked away trying to hide his face but I know him better than that.
"Right," again her smile is chilling but she didn't argue. I heard Aiko's soft fussing and froze looking over my shoulder as if I could actually see her but she settled down quickly, probably finding her pacifier.
"Sorry, what was that?" I turned back to see Kacchan smiling and the moment I turned my attention back to them he stepped closer and pulled me into his arms.
"Oh, I was just telling her how great of a father you've been. How you will always change her diapers before waking me up and keeping an eye on us when I eventually fall asleep while nursing her," he hummed cuddling close and somehow I feel like I'm being tricked but I don't really know how.
"Uh-huh," I said slowly but Recovery Girl was actually giggling like a teenager and I don't know how to respond at all. Kacchan kissed under my jaw, trailing up to my ear and I relaxed to his gentle affection.
"Seriously, you're a damned good father," he sighed before giving me a real kiss and I couldn't handle the attention, not with other people around.
"Oh don't mind me, I'm not even here," she said, taking a sip of her morning coffee, now showing a soft grandmotherly smile. At least she had the decency to leave the room though.
"Everyone else should be here pretty soon," I grabbed Kacchan's hand and pulled him with me back to our seats but I could still feel the heat from my face. Kacchan chuckled, putting his things down just to sit on my lap instead of at his seat, gaining all of my attention.
"Silly Deku," he hummed before pulling my face up to kiss but even when there was a squeak at the door he didn't let me go. Instead choosing to steal away my very soul because in this moment there was nothing at all but Kacchan. His hard tight muscles pressed against me, my hands around his waist to make sure that he didn't fall or even just lose his balance. My fingers trailing up his hard, tight back only barely reminding myself not to start stripping him right here and now. Only just.
"Deku?" He whispered his voice soft and I saw his vulnerability, to me and me alone. His hands on either side of my face so that nothing else could distract me from the way his eyes seemed to hold fire itself in them. Gold, orange and of course a molten red that seemed to breathe life into them.
"You are a kick ass father, never doubt it," he pulled away just enough so I would have to focus on his words, the wetness that started to trail down my cheeks could be ignored but his words couldn't. "You've done your job perfectly. No don't do that," he kept me from looking down, pulling my chin up so I was looking into those beautiful eyes, the eyes of my hero. "Who do you think I am?" He asked seriously and I chuckled at the absurdity of the question.
"You're Kacchan," I grinned trying to reach up and wipe away the tears but he smacked my hand away nonchalantly.
"I'm your HUSBAND," he glared but he didn't sound angry. "I don't settle, I sure as fuck won't take second best and I still chose you," his voice softened a little but I couldn't look away from his eyes even if he wasn't still holding me. "You are the one I chose to be my lover. Not some extra on the street. You." Again he seemed to be searching my eyes, no, my very soul, looking for something that I should have probably known already but kept missing.
"Wh-y?" I asked, my voice rasped and broke, far too thick with emotion for me to even pinpoint which one was causing me havoc at the moment but it was raw. Why is he bringing this up now? Did I do something? Did I mess up? What happened?
"Because you are my Deku. And even with all the expectations being pushed onto you, you need to know that I'm here too. You're not alone. Breathe," he whispered and this time he didn't stop me from looking away. I hugged him in my arms, my shoulders trembled but I didn't think of any of that. Not right now.
I'm sure I did something wrong. I must have been doing something that spoke volumes on how stressed I've been but he didn't ignore it, didn't shame me, hell he didn't do anything but make me feel seen and I'm bawling my eyes out. All because he treated me exactly right. I'm an idiot.
"You are so cute," he whispered in my ear and I felt a light kiss on my cheek. "So caring," another kiss. "So absolutely incredible, my nerd," he smirked before the kiss this time kissing my lips and setting his forehead against mine.
"You are allowed to feel stressed. You are allowed to not know the answers. WE are only human and WE will make mistakes but I am here for you. Just like you've been here for me when absolutely every thought in my head felt like a villain tearing me to pieces," he gave me a playful but sad smirk and I don't really know how to take it but he also didn't require an answer. There was a sharp cry and he chuckled as if expecting our daughter's tantrum.
"You don't have to change every single diaper, Deku. Let me go to her, you can hold her when she's done nursing. She hasn't been falling asleep every single time lately," he wiped a finger under my eyes but I'm sure I haven't stopped crying and I don't really know how to even start. I simply nodded and he gave me another kiss before standing up and the darkness opened for him. I could still hear him as he hummed for our daughter, cooing at her, telling her how amazing she was already. I can't turn it off.
"Kid, your husband is right. You're not alone," Dick quipped and I swear that if I could see him now I would be able to see him smirking at me.
"Oh no, what the hell do you want?" I groaned, still wiping at my eyes but I swear I heard him chuckling.
"I'm just checking in on you. You've been little more than a zombie for weeks now," he continued and I want to roll my eyes but I know he probably wouldn't notice anyway.
"We have a newborn daughter, I think being tired is understandable considering everything," I answered more than a little tense. Just how bad have I been to be attacked like this?
"I'm not attacking you kid. I'm worried. If you must think of it negatively then if anything happens to you we all die. We won't be able to feel even the simple sunshine on our skin anymore so do with that what you will," I really don't know how to take him most days. Is he actually worried about me or his convenience? Does it really matter? My head hurts.
"Deku," I perked up hearing Kacchan's voice. "Come here for a bit," I stood up and walked over ignoring Aizawa Sensei, when did he get here? I swear sometimes they all sneak up on me like it's their life mission. Not that it matters. No Kacchan was calling for me. I don't need to waste any time.