It turns out the most painful expression is wordless; it turns out everything was my own wishful thinking!
Zhang Zhentian felt speechless towards his wife. Why does everything he says make her want to go against him?
Has he really lost even the basic authority of a man?
He also felt that his life had been a failure—he gave up everything for a woman, yet the person this woman truly loved was not him. Again and again, he did foolish things for her, viewing it all as indulgences of his own inner desires. But in the end, what did he become to her? Time after time, he didn't even know what all this was for, why he had to suffer such torment and pain his whole life.
"I truly feel speechless towards you. I just want to know if your heart doesn't feel a bit of pain when you do these things. Does it not tremble even slightly?
Everyone wants to live happily, and since each person chooses a different path, today's outcomes differ. Why do you insist on treating me this way?
