I'm sorry to end this work in this manner. (Below is an outline-style conclusion)
In fact, starting in March 2022, after Mi Read was merged, leading to the loss of internal settings, at that moment, my spirits had already been dampened.
Later, for a long period, income was low, truly unbearable to see, and during this time, I wanted to give up many, many times, but you were still there.
The editor kept comforting me.
Until September, some things happened again, my mood remained low, and my spirit was completely dimmed. I tried many methods and couldn't change it.
Relaxing myself, exercising more, watching movies, reading novels, and so on.
I am someone whose emotions easily fluctuate and tends to be sentimental. So many years have passed, yet I still can't remain calm and composed.
This led to external factors affecting me, but just thinking about it, who can remain indifferent and emotionless? Can one's resolve always stay intact?
It's both a merit and a flaw.
In fact...
