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Chapter 10 - Chapter 9: Towards The Future; Calm Before The Storm Part I

Chapter Nine: Toward the Future — Calm Before the Storm

What Five Years Looks Like

The drawing was small — made on a quarter-sheet of Arkynorean paper, which had a slightly heavier weight than Earth paper and a faint blue-gray tint that came from the mineral content of the water used in its processing. Sarai had folded it in thirds and pressed it into Odyn's palm before stepping back to take Roy's hand for the portal return.

He had not unfolded it yet, in the grove.

He unfolded it in the morning, sitting at the low window of the guest room with the first light coming in and the compound still quiet below.

The drawing was a child's drawing — careful and earnest, with the particular ambition of someone who is working beyond their current technical capacity and knows it and continues anyway. A baby, sleeping. Round face, eyes closed, the suggestion of dark hair at the forehead rendered in careful parallel strokes. Below the image, in the precise block letters of a five-year-old who has been taught to write with the seriousness appropriate to a princess of the Albanar line: LYRA. SHE SLEEPS A LOT. SHE IS VERY SMALL. I THINK SHE WILL LIKE YOU.

Odyn looked at this for a long time.

I think she will like you.

He had known, in the abstract, that another sibling had arrived. Lailah's dispatches had mentioned it — brief, in the way that dispatches handle things that are significant and that words at a distance do imperfect justice to. He had known that his mother had been expecting when he was taken. He had received the news of the birth through the relay five months after the fact, which was the first successful relay contact, which meant the news of his sister's arrival and the news of his continued existence had reached their respective destinations at approximately the same time.

He had known.

Knowing, it turned out, was not the same as the drawing.

He did not hear the door, but he heard Ichihana's hand settle on the frame — the particular quality of the pause she made when she was deciding whether to enter, which was different from the pause of someone who had not yet arrived. He had learned the distinction over four weeks and could now identify it without looking.

"Come in," he said.

She came and sat beside him on the window bench with the economy of someone who has been awake for some time and has been elsewhere and has come here now because here is where the thing is that requires attention. She looked at the drawing.

She did not say anything immediately, which was one of the things about her he had catalogued and come to rely on: she did not fill silence with noise when silence was doing necessary work.

"She was born seven months after I was taken," he said.

"Yes."

"I have never met her."

"No," Ichihana said.

"On Arkynor—" He stopped. Started again more carefully. "The time difference between the realms is not consistent. When Lailah explained it during her first dispatch, I understood it in a functional sense. The ley conduit flow between realms moves at different rates depending on the alignment period." He looked at the drawing. "I understood that. What I didn't—" A pause. "What I'm still understanding is what it means that Roy is fourteen by Arkynor reckoning. That Sarai is ten. That what was four months of Odyn being missing became nearly five years of the family being missing a person."

Ichihana was quiet for a moment. "Sarai spent five years training," she said. "Not four months. Five years of every morning, knowing you were somewhere and not knowing where."

"Yes," he said.

"And Lyra has never known a family that wasn't missing someone. For her whole life — which is nearly three Arkynor years — the shape of the family has had you as an absence in it." She looked at the drawing. "Until yesterday evening, when that stopped being true."

He held the paper. "I don't know her at all."

"No," she said. "But you will."

It was not a comfort exactly — it was not the kind of thing designed to make the weight smaller. It was, instead, an accurate statement about what was true, which was what she offered when she was offering something real rather than something easier. He had come to understand the difference.

"The communication crystal Roy left," he said. "Zerik calibrated it for the relay this morning. There will be a window at the fourth bell this afternoon." He paused. "My parents will be on the other side."

Ichihana looked at him.

"My mother will have had nearly five years with this," he said. "To arrive at a position with it. I will have had—" He stopped. Made the calculation. "Three days since Lailah's dispatch confirmed the full timeline clearly. Since I understood it in the sense of knowing rather than just knowing."

She was quiet for a moment, turning toward him slightly on the bench. "Do you want me there? At the fourth bell."

He looked at her. It was the specific direct question she asked when she had assessed a situation and had a position but was offering choice rather than directing. "Yes," he said.

"Then I'll be there."

He folded the drawing back along its creases — carefully, along the existing folds, preserving the shape Sarai had given it — and held it in his palm.

"She wrote I think she will like you," he said.

"She's five," Ichihana said. "She's been carrying you around in her head as a concept for her entire existence. She drew you that picture because she wanted you to have something real of her sister before you met." She paused. "That's not a small thing to understand, at five."

"No," he said. "It isn't."

Below the window, the compound was beginning its morning — the first sounds of the kitchen, the guard's circuit, the junior students assembling at the training yard's edge for the early form. Ordinary. Continuous. The compound had been doing this since well before either of them existed and would continue doing it well after, and there was something in that continuity that was, right now, exactly what was needed.

"Training session in an hour," Ichihana said.

"Yes," he said.

They sat in the morning quiet for a few minutes more, and then they went.

Five Years of Ordinary Things

The compound had absorbed the arrival of five Albanar siblings with the efficient adaptability that Ichihana had long since recognized as one of her family's specific excellences. By the morning after, the guest quarters had been reconfigured, the security protocols had been updated to account for additional competent people who required their own operational space, and the kitchen had adjusted its quantities without anyone making a production of it.

Roy had returned to Arkynor through the controlled portal two hours after the grove reunion, carrying the communication crystal and the briefing materials and the knowledge that he would come back — through the portal, which the Arkham sisters would maintain on a scheduled cycle — for the weekly strategy meetings. Banryu and Zerik had remained. Alek, who was fourteen by Arkynor reckoning and had apparently decided that the Earth assignment was the most academically interesting thing that had happened to him in his career as an apprentice archivist, had also remained, and was currently in the secondary study with his monitoring crystals and a growing collection of notebooks.

Sarai had gone back with Roy.

She had held on the longest, in the grove. She had been the last through the portal. She had looked back once, with the expression of a ten-year-old who has spent five years preparing for a reunion and who has now had the reunion and knows that reunions are also, in some measure, a new beginning of a distance — just a known distance, a distance with a portal at both ends, which is better.

Odyn had watched the portal close and held the drawing.

By the morning of the second day, Sakurai had arrived at the training yard with Lilian and Allen and the specific expression of someone who has been sitting on several observations for social reasons and has decided the social reasons have now expired.

"So," she said, settling on the yard wall as Odyn and Ichihana ran through the opening form, "your brother is fourteen on his world's calendar."

"Yes," Ichihana said, without breaking the form.

"And Sarai is ten."

"Yes."

"And you are nine."

"Sakurai," Ichihana said.

"I am simply establishing the timeline," Sakurai said, with the complete innocence of someone who is not establishing the timeline at all. "Because on this world, only approximately one year has passed since the taking. Which means that on your world—" she looked at Odyn "—your family experienced five years without you. In which Sarai grew from five to ten. And your littlest sister was born and grew to almost three. And your brother became fourteen."

"Yes," Odyn said. He completed the form's transition and came to rest. "That is correct."

"That is," Sakurai said, "a very long time to be someone's absence."

There was a quality in this observation — stripped of the teasing register, offered with the specific directness of the version of Sakurai who meant exactly what she said — that required a different response than its surface suggested. Odyn looked at her.

"Yes," he said. "It is."

Sakurai nodded once, with the gravity of someone who has said the real thing and is now ready to return to the mode that manages everything else. "I am glad your family found you," she said. "Both the one you were born into and—" a slight pause, the most restrained version of the implication she was entirely capable of deploying with much more force "—the one you are currently in the process of developing."

"Sakurai," Ichihana said.

"That was genuine," Sakurai said, mildly. "The subsequent observation that you and Prince Odyn have been arriving at training within thirty seconds of each other every morning, which suggests coordination beyond coincidence, is a separate matter and I can hold it for later if you prefer."

"I would prefer that," Ichihana said.

"Noted," Sakurai said, and opened her notebook with the contentment of someone who has several things stored for later.

Lilian, seated beside her, had her own notebook open — the sketch one, not the notes one. She was looking at Odyn with the specific quality of focused attention she brought to things she was seeing rather than things she was looking at, which the compound had begun to understand meant something different from ordinary observation.

"You're thinking about the drawing," she said to him.

He looked at her. She was eight years old and had Ichihana's eyes in their earlier configuration and a quality of direct knowing that she had not yet learned to manage at the level her older sister managed things. He had come to find this both somewhat alarming and genuinely valuable.

"Yes," he said.

"She's very small," Lilian said. "Your Lyra. But she smiles a lot. In what I see of her." She paused. "She has your hair."

He was quiet for a moment. "The dark blue?"

"A lighter blue," Lilian said. "Like early morning. It will deepen as she grows."

Allen, beside her, had been writing steadily through this exchange with the quality of someone documenting something he considered significant. He looked up briefly. "The time differential between the realms," he said, in the tone of someone who has been thinking about something and has arrived at a question. "It's consistent across all crossings? Or does it vary with the alignment period?"

"It varies," Odyn said. "The ratio shifts depending on where in the ley cycle the crossing occurs. The average is approximately five Arkynor years to one Earth year, but it has ranged as wide as eight to one and as narrow as three to one depending on conditions." He paused. "Zerik has the precise calculations. He has been recalibrating the portal maintenance schedule to account for the current ratio."

"Which means," Allen said, writing this down, "that when the portal opens for the weekly meeting, less time has passed here than there."

"Yes. Roy arrives, spends an hour, returns. For us, an hour. For him—" Odyn calculated briefly "—approximately five hours, adjusted for current ratio."

Allen wrote this down with the expression of someone finding something genuinely fascinating about the logistics.

"Does it feel strange?" Lilian asked, in the specific way she asked things — not performing curiosity but actually wanting to know. "Knowing that the people you care about are aging faster on the other side?"

The training yard was quiet for a moment.

"Yes," Odyn said, simply and accurately.

Lilian nodded, absorbing this. She turned back to her sketch and added something with her pencil. "It feels like the stars," she said, mostly to herself. "You look at them and they're already old. The light took so long to get here."

Ichihana looked at her sister with the expression of someone who has been receiving this quality of observation from Lilian for eight years and is still, occasionally, briefly at a loss for how to respond to it.

"Come and run forms," she said instead, to the yard generally.

Allen closed his notebook. Sakurai dropped from the wall. Lilian set her sketchbook down and stood up with the purposefulness of someone who has been told to do something and has decided to do it properly. Odyn returned to his opening position.

The morning resumed.

The Crystal Window

The communication crystal sat on the low table in the main study at the fourth bell, as Zerik had calibrated it — warm from the ley current it was drawing on, its interior doing the specific thing that relay crystals did when the connection was establishing: a slow rotation of light within the facets that was both preparation and arrival.

Odyn sat before it.

Ichihana was on his right, at the distance that was close enough to be present and far enough to give the moment its own space. Lailah was to his left, because this was her sister on the other side and she had been the one to request the window slot. Zerik stood at the crystal's secondary monitor with the focused attention of someone managing a technical process who is also deeply personally invested in its success.

The crystal completed its rotation.

The interior resolved — the specific kind of resolving that Odyn had seen twice before through relay contacts, where the image came together from the facet pattern rather than appearing fully formed, the way a meaning becomes clear word by word rather than whole. He watched it resolve.

His mother appeared first, because she was standing at the receiving crystal and she was the one who had been waiting. She was as he remembered her — the silver eyes, the dark hair with the silver threading that had always been there, the quality of attention that arrived like physical contact. She looked at him the way you looked at something you had not been certain you would ever see again and are now seeing, and the precision of that look left no room for anything other than what it was.

He found he could not, for a moment, produce a sentence.

"Odyn," she said, and his name in his mother's voice after eleven months of Earth time — after nearly five years of her time — was not a simple thing.

"Mother," he said.

The study was very quiet.

His father's face appeared at the edge of the crystal's image — the High King of Albanar, who stood seven feet tall and had the bearing of someone for whom the word imposing was an understatement, who was, right now, simply a father looking at his son. He made a sound that was not a word, which from Berethon Albanar communicated more than most people's full sentences.

"I'm all right," Odyn said, because this was what needed to be said first and he knew it.

"I can see that you are," his mother said. "I have been able to see it for some weeks, through the relay. The images are incomplete, but—" she stopped. Composed. Restarted. "You move differently than you did. Differently than when you were taken, differently than the first relay contacts from after the rescue. You move like someone who has been given room to recover."

"The Anuyachi clan," he said.

"Yes." She looked past him, briefly — at Ichihana, at Lailah, at Zerik, at the shapes of the room that told her something about the context he was in. Then back to him. "And someone else."

He did not look at Ichihana. He didn't need to.

"Yes," he said.

Hyatan was quiet for a moment with the quality of a person who has been sitting with a thing for some time — in her case, nearly five Arkynor years since the first relay contact had shown her the mark on her son's wrist and she had understood what she was looking at. "The Vhaeryn'thal manifested between you and a human girl," she said. "In all the records I have reviewed — and I have reviewed every surviving account — this has never happened before."

"I know," he said.

"Are you afraid of it?"

He thought about this genuinely, the way she had always asked him to think about things — without the rush to arrive at the approved answer, with the full honesty of what was actually there. "No," he said. "I was surprised. I'm still learning what it means. But not afraid."

"Good," she said, with the specific quality of a mother who needed to hear that and has heard it. Then, in a different register — softer, with something in it that was not diplomatic or strategic but simply personal: "Lailah wrote that her name is Ichihana."

"Yes."

"She pulled you out of a dark passage in the middle of the night," Hyatan said, "with a barrier she built on the spot, using principles she had not been formally taught."

"Yes," he said.

"Tell her," Hyatan said, "that she has my gratitude in the full weight of what that means to someone who has been holding what I have been holding."

Odyn turned to Ichihana.

She had been very still, in the way she was still when she was present for something she considered important and was not interfering with. She met his eyes.

He translated his mother's words directly, in their full weight, without softening or diplomatic wrapping.

Ichihana looked at the crystal — at the image of the High Queen of Albanar, who was looking back at her with the silver eyes that saw more than the present. She held the look steadily. Then she bowed, with the depth appropriate to what the situation was, offered with the completeness she brought to things she meant.

She did not say anything. She did not need to.

Hyatan held the bow for a moment. Then she said: "I want to meet you properly. When the circumstances allow."

"Yes," Ichihana said.

A pause. Then, from Berethon — who had been managing his own version of this — the question that had been present since the crystal resolved: "Is she with you, in how you carry all of this?"

It was not a question that admitted a diplomatic answer.

"Yes," Odyn said.

Berethon was quiet for a moment. Then he said, in the voice of a large man who is, in this specific moment, not the High King of Albanar but a father who has been carrying five years of not knowing: "Good."

A pause that held several things.

"Lyra," Odyn said, because it needed to be named eventually. "Sarai drew her for me."

"I know," Hyatan said. "I saw her make it." Something moved in her expression — warm, and slightly unsteady, the thing she felt about this particular fact in the particular moment of her son naming his youngest sister for the first time. "She is three years old on Arkynor's reckoning. She says very few words with any consistency, but she has been saying your name for two months. I don't know how she knows it — we haven't told her yet, not formally, not with any weight on it. But she has been saying Odyn in the way she says things she has worked out herself."

He was quiet.

"She will know you," Hyatan said. "Through the portal sessions, through the crystal, and eventually in person when the passage conditions permit. She will know you completely." A pause. "It will not be the way it would have been if none of this had happened. But it will be real."

"Yes," he said.

The crystal's light had been steady and even through the session — Zerik had calibrated it well, the ley alignment holding cleanly. He looked at his parents, in the specific way of someone who has been looking at relay images of people they love and is now looking at the people, in real time, with the thickness of the connection between them present rather than approximate.

"The imperial delegation," he said. "Roy briefed you."

"Yes," Berethon said.

"We have a plan."

"We have seen the summary," Berethon said. "It is a good plan." He paused. "I am not comfortable with the plan."

"I know," Odyn said.

"I am comfortable with you," Berethon said. "Which is not the same thing, but is what I have."

Odyn looked at his father — at the contained fury and the contained relief and the exhaustion of five years of holding both simultaneously — and said, accurately: "It's enough."

The crystal window lasted until the fifth bell, which was longer than the calibrated window, which Zerik later attributed to the ley alignment running cleaner than predicted. After it closed, Odyn sat for a few minutes with his hands on the table, looking at the cooling facets.

Then he picked up the drawing from the inner pocket where he had been keeping it, looked at it once, and put it back.

He stood and squared his shoulders and went to find Zerik about the portal adjustment protocols, because the work was ongoing and the afternoon had more in it yet.

What the Teasing Is Actually Doing

Sakurai Kishimoto, who was nine years old and had been her family's informal diplomatic intelligence channel since she was approximately five, was not as uncomplicated as she appeared.

This was something Ichihana knew and Allen knew and Lilian, who was eight and had her own form of knowing that did not always require experience to arrive at, also knew. What the broader compound was still learning was that Sakurai's teasing — the relentless, specific, warmly-aimed teasing about the Vhaeryn'thal and Odyn and the particular quality of Ichihana's attention when Odyn walked into a room — was not simply entertainment.

It was doing something.

It was, specifically, holding a space. Creating a register in which the enormous, complex, unprecedented thing that had happened between her best friend and a dark elven prince could be referred to lightly enough that it didn't crush either of them, without being dismissed so lightly that its reality was denied. This required considerable precision. Sakurai performed it with the unconscious expertise of someone who has always understood that some things need a place to exist before they can be thought about directly.

She was aware of approximately none of this, because she was nine and the skill was instinctive rather than articulate. But she was doing it anyway.

The afternoon of the crystal session, she found Ichihana in the secondary archive with three scrolls and the expression of someone who has been in a large feeling for several hours and has decided that the appropriate response is more research.

"He is all right," Sakurai said, by way of opening.

"Yes," Ichihana said.

"The session was—"

"Yes," Ichihana said again, which covered several things without naming them.

Sakurai sat on the bench beside the archive shelf and looked at her friend. Ichihana was running her index finger along a line of the scroll without quite reading it, which was the specific motion of someone whose attention was divided between what was in front of them and something else that was not in the room.

"He's in the garden," Sakurai said. "With Zerik, going through the portal adjustment calculations. He sent me a thought about the third calculation being wrong." She paused. "Through the bond."

Ichihana looked at her.

"You were not aware of this," Sakurai observed.

"I was aware," Ichihana said, slightly defensive.

"You were not paying attention to it," Sakurai said, more precisely.

A pause.

"The distance communication is—" Ichihana stopped. "It has been developing. In the past week it has become consistent enough that I'm used to it. The way you stop noticing constant background sound after a while." She looked at the scroll. "Which is its own kind of strange."

"Strange because it's becoming normal," Sakurai said.

"Yes."

"And the becoming-normal is strange because three weeks ago it was not normal at all."

"Yes."

Sakurai looked at the ceiling of the archive for a moment, in the specific way of someone thinking before they say something they've been saving. "When the communication first came through clearly — the first time you heard him from the other room rather than having to be in the same space — what did it feel like?"

Ichihana was quiet for a moment that was longer than her usual response time.

"Like hearing a word in your own language," she said finally, "from somewhere you weren't expecting it."

Sakurai absorbed this. "He said something similar, when Allen asked him. Almost exactly the same words."

"That's because it was the same experience," Ichihana said.

"Yes," Sakurai agreed. She let a pause develop, the kind that had its own structure. "Ichihana."

"What."

"I know you know what this is." She said it without the teasing register. Directly. "Not in the abstract tactical sense of 'a resonance bridge between paired magical signatures with a historical precedent of eight documented cases.' In the other sense."

Ichihana looked at her scroll.

"I know," she said, very quietly.

"Okay," Sakurai said.

That was all. She stood, straightened her training clothes, and picked up her notebook. "Lilian says the marks will extend to the shoulders within the month. She said this while drawing something that looked like a constellation and then got very interested in something else and stopped talking about it."

"Did you ask her what she was drawing?"

"She said: when they're ready." Sakurai moved toward the door. "Which I took to mean it was not information for the current moment."

"Likely not," Ichihana agreed.

At the door, Sakurai paused. "He sat through that crystal session," she said. "Meeting his parents through the relay, after a year on Earth which was five years for them — with his sister who knows his name without being told, and the drawing of the one he hasn't met yet." A pause. "And then he went to work the calculations with Zerik. Because the work is there." She looked at Ichihana. "He does that the way you do that. Moves to the next thing because the next thing is there. Goes to where the work is, even when the hard thing has just happened."

"Yes," Ichihana said.

"Which is either a quality you both have independently," Sakurai said, "or a quality that looks similar in two people who—"

"Sakurai."

"Going," Sakurai said, and went, with the contentment of someone who has said the thing they came to say.

Ichihana sat for a moment in the archive's quiet.

Through the background-noise layer of the bond, the specific signature she had learned to identify as Odyn's mathematical focus was present in the garden — steady, detailed, working something through. She was, she noted, aware of its quality the way you were aware of a familiar sound. Present. Unremarkable. There.

She turned back to the scroll and actually read the next line, because the scroll was relevant to the imperial delegation preparations and the afternoon still had work in it.

What Approaches

Three days before the imperial delegation's adjusted arrival, the compound's mood shifted by the specific degree that indicated something had changed in the calculation.

The shift was not dramatic. It was the kind of shift that showed up in small calibrations — the guard's circuit route adjusted to cover a new angle, Hiro's briefings becoming more frequent by one session per day, Yui spending an additional hour each morning reviewing the diplomatic protocol materials rather than delegating the review to the secondary staff. Small things. The kind of small things that meant the adults in the compound had received information and were integrating it without making the integration visible to everyone until the integration was complete.

Odyn noticed on the first day.

Ichihana noticed on the second day, which meant she had been slightly less attuned to this particular register than usual, which she attributed to the crystal session's residue and which she did not consider separately from its cause.

By the evening of the second day they had both noticed and had discussed it once, briefly, at the training yard's end, and had arrived at the same conclusion from the same evidence set: the imperial delegation had added members to its roster. The additions had been communicated late and with insufficient notice.

"Specialists," Odyn said.

"Yes," she said.

"In what we are," he said.

"In what we represent," she said, which was the precision that distinguished between someone studying a phenomenon and someone studying a strategic asset. "To the government, we are an asset or a liability, depending on who controls the access."

"And three last-minute additions means the calculation about what we are has recently changed."

"Or been recently influenced," she said.

They looked at each other.

The device was still three days from its window. Sato's physical detention had not stopped whatever the device was doing, because the device worked from a calibration that had been completed before the detention — which meant it was operating without active management, on the passive current that was growing naturally.

Odyn was aware of the bond's warmth in the specific way he was always aware of it now: consistent, below distraction, the way you were aware of your own heartbeat when the room was quiet enough. He was also aware, since the crystal session, of something that was not quite that — something at the edge of the bond's frequency, like a harmonic that didn't belong to the fundamental. He had been aware of it for three days and had not yet decided what it was.

"Tell me what you've been noticing," Ichihana said, which was the version of the question she asked when she had noticed that he was noticing something and had decided the direct approach was appropriate.

"A harmonic," he said. "At the bond's edge. Not the Vhaeryn'thal itself. Something that runs alongside it." He held out his wrist, not to show her the mark — they both knew where the marks were — but as a gesture that meant here, at this frequency. "Present for three days. Consistent."

She looked at his wrist and then at her own and was quiet for a moment in the way of someone using a sense rather than thinking about using a sense.

"I feel it," she said.

"Yes."

"It's not the bond," she said.

"No," he said.

"It's something riding the bond," she said. "Using the channel."

"Yes," he said. "That's what I think."

A pause that was not comfortable but was clear.

"Zerik," she said.

"Yes," he said. "Tonight."

They did not say anything else about it because there was nothing else to say that the action would not cover. Ichihana collected her practice sword from the yard's edge rack. Odyn collected his.

Above them, the late afternoon sky was the specific color of late-spring Kyoto at this hour — a deep blue that had not yet committed to darkness, holding the last of the direct light in the upper register while the compound below was in the first stage of shadow. The cherry trees had gone past their bloom, and the leaves were the full green of the season that came after the blossoming.

In the basement chamber of Sato's compound — currently sealed by the Anuyachi guard's warding protocol, currently the subject of Zerik's ongoing technical analysis — the device pulsed with the steady, patient rhythm of a mechanism that did not require its builder's presence to continue its work.

Two days remained until the convergence's first peak.

The current in the bridge was exactly where the calculations had placed it.

And the harmonic at the bond's edge continued — quiet, patient, consistent — running alongside the resonance that was genuinely theirs, and waiting.

End of Chapter Nine

Next: Chapter Ten — Toward the Future: Calm Before the Storm, Part II

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