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Chapter 9 - MONSTER'S DOLL

ANOTHER DAY, ANOTHER SHIT.

There was nothing remarkable about this morning. Nothing that separated it from the graveyard of mornings before it.

The same air: stuffy, mind-numbing, and faintly suffocating.

The same faces bleeding into each other like a painting left in the rain.

The same relentless, soul-flattening rush of people who had somewhere important to be and nothing intriguing to say about it.

Paul's vision narrowed until darkness crept in from all sides. His chest hardened with tension, and every limb in his body turned concrete. He couldn't stop watching the cup, which was slowly being filled with brown liquid.

The hum of machinery, the frantic pulse of corporate life, and the relentless ticking of the clock slowly receded into a distant blur.

And now all he could hear were the voices inside his head.

Vicious. Unforgiving. Hungry.

They begged. They screamed. They mocked.

They slithered through the darkest corners of his mind, ripping apart the walls he'd spent years erecting around his demons. Brick by painstaking brick, those defenses crumbled beneath their assault.

Then, as if doom willed it, fragments of the past surfaced like corpses from deep water, dragging him under and forcing him to relive every scar he'd buried beneath layers of cold-blooded indifference and animal control.

Every memory reopened an old wound.

Every whisper drove the blade deeper.

"Please don't kill...m...me."

"Paul, papa wants you to close your eyes."

The images in his mind blurred for a fleeting second before blooming into a scene so vivid it felt tangible. He could almost taste, feel, and drown in it.

Disgust churned in his gut violently.

He hated himself for remembering with such fucking intricacy.

You are a coward twat. The voice inside his head hissed

You are a terrible son.

Son who killed and never repented.

The voices swelled inside his head, growing louder, sharper, and clearer with every passing beat until they smothered out everything else. It made him want to slam his skull into the nearest wall, crack it open, and let the noise spill out for fuck's sake.

Just do anything to make it stop.

But his body refused to obey. He stood there frozen, trapped within his own skin, paralyzed to the core as though he were locked up in someone else's dead body.

The air felt too thick.

His chest felt too tight.

Everything was sultry.

Everything was fucking heavy.

Paul tugged at his tie with trembling fingers, desperate to relieve the pressure. It had begun to feel like a noose wrapped around his neck, which constricted closer with each breath and dared him to take another inhale.

You should go back to your company.

She doesn't even look at you.

You don't love her.

You can't love anyone.

You are a pathetic monster.

Each emotional insult ripped open wounds that had never truly healed, grinding salt into raw flesh until the pain became unbearable. It lodged itself in his throat, making him gag on the bitter consequences of a past he could never outrun.

He gasped for air.

Gasped for normalcy.

Gasped for the chance to kill the version of himself that sat tight in the shadows of his mind, haunting him with endless nightmarish murmurs.

But he was helpless against it.

Pathetically, infuriatingly helpless.

The harder he fought the voices, the stronger they became. They ballooned inside his skull like a storm gathering strength and pounded against his temples with ruthless persistence, coating his tongue in ash and settling heavily at the back of his throat. 

And no matter how desperately he tried to spit it out, the bitterness remained.

Paul is a loser, a killer, a fucking sociopath.

Danica doesn't deserve you.

Nobody deserves you. Or wants you.

You are an undesirable thick fucker.

Go back to the Phoenixe.

Go back.

Go back.

Back.

BACK

"I won't!" Paul shrieked and smashed his fist against something hard. "I WON'T!"

Pain seared through the bones and veins of his arm, sharp enough to make any sane man stop. But the fury raging inside him devoured it whole. The ache became background noise. Almost irrelevant.

All he could see was that twisted, corrupted version of himself lurking in the psyche of his mind. A ghost wearing his face. A monster speaking in his voice.

And every instinct inside him screamed to fight back.

To defend himself.

To destroy the thing before it destroyed him.

"I will not go back!" He roared, driving his fist into the unforgiving surface once more. "Not until I get what I want."

The impact rattled him, but he welcomed the pain and punched again, then again. Almost reckless to shut out the voices nibbling at his sanity.

"If I am psycho enough to burn down the house, then what are you?!" He gritted out, not to anyone in particular, but to himself. "What the fuck are you? A helpless freak!"

A cruel laugh tore from his throat before he drove his fist forward once more. "At least I have the guts to do something."

Paul took a deathly pause.

Sweat clung to every inch of his skin, soaking through his clothes as ragged breaths tore from his lungs. He could feel something warm trickling over his knuckles and the persistent sting of torn flesh across his hand, but he paid no attention to it.

Instead, his gaze remained trapped in the empty space before him. 

Because it wasn't empty. Not anymore.

The voice in his head had taken shape, shed its invisible form, and stepped into the light. It stood there with a mocking grin and knowing eyes.

Fifteen-year-old Paul.

It was not a memory or a hallucination.

At least, not to him.

The boy looked painfully alive, as though he could step forward at any moment and sink his claws into every scar Paul had spent years trying to ditch.

"And that makes me more powerful than you," Paul rasped, emphasizing each word as he took a slow step toward the boy.

The distance between them shrank, but the boy remained unmoving, watching him with an unsettling calm that only fueled the fire burning beneath Paul's flesh.

Before his younger self could speak again and fan the flames of his unraveling sanity, Paul lashed out once again.

He kept punching and grunting until the boy's form slowly dissolved before his eyes, leaving behind nothing but a voice that gradually thinned, faltered, and eventually abandoned him altogether.

But even after everything subsided, Paul didn't stop.

His bruised hand continued slamming into the unyielding surface before him, meeting no resistance apart from the dull impact reverberating through his bones.

Maybe it was a wall.

Maybe it was something else.

He couldn't bring himself to care.

His vision swarmed in shades of red, and the beast hiding beneath his skin remained very much alive. It prowled through his veins, snarling and restless, urging him toward a precipice he wasn't sure he wanted to step back from.

A minute passed before awareness slowly seeped back into him. He slowly registered the harsh sound of his own breathing, the ache coursing through his forearms, and the warm, volatile substance smeared across his knuckles.

Blood.

Then the ticking of the clock returned, bringing with it the chatter of people and the familiar rush of corporate life.

His vision cleared little by little until the havoc before him became impossible to ignore. He was standing in the middle of the break room, surrounded by the aftermath of his rage.

The machine had been knocked to the floor and left in ruins, glasses had been smashed into countless pieces that crunched beneath his shoes, and the cabinets looked as though they had barely survived a war, dented, cracked, and hanging on by sheer luck.

Soaking in all the catastrophic destruction around him, Paul pushed a bloody hand through his sweat-drenched hair and breathed out slowly, the sound rough and exhausted.

He glanced down at his white dress shirt and resisted the urge to curse.

The fabric was so thoroughly soaked with sweat that it had turned nearly transparent, clinging shamelessly to his body and outlining every contour of his muscular frame. The defined planes of his abdomen, the breadth of his shoulders, and the hard lines of his torso were all on display.

Thanks to the classic hyperhidrosis that he was diagnosed with years ago, a condition that caused him to sweat excessively whenever anxiety or fury took hold.

Entirely unbothered by the wreckage surrounding him, Paul turned toward the exit and took a step forward, only to find the doorway blocked by a crowd of coworkers.

Of course, we had an audience here.

The crowd watched him with expressions that were caught between horror and morbid fascination. Some whispered among themselves while others held up their phones, eager to capture every second of the spectacle. And the women, several of them, were ogling him like he was a fresh loaf of bread and they were hungry beggars desperate for a single crumb. 

Paul was sweating, bleeding, and hollowed out by ghosts.

And apparently still worth eye-fucking.

Wonderful.

The vision of shooting every single person in the room bloomed to life in his mind, so vivid and disturbingly tempting. An ugly, rotten part of him latched onto the fantasy longer than it should have, wondering how satisfying the silence afterward would be.

Before Paul could bark at the crowd to get lost, someone shoved through the sea of spectators and stumbled forward.

It was Lee.

"Why don't you people find somewhere else to shove your noses?" Lee called out to the crowd with a cocky grin. "Preferably into your work."

The crowd stayed for a few more moments, squeezing every last drop of entertainment from the scene before finally dispersing. Some of them even threw amused glances over their shoulders as they reluctantly returned to their desks.

Paul was about to leave when Lee sidestepped and planted himself firmly in the way.

His expression remained impassive, almost unnervingly so, while his eyes conducted a thorough inspection of Paul. It cataloged the bruises, the blood, and the unmistakable signs of a man who had barely kept himself together.

A heartbeat later, Lee immediately slipped his trademark smirk on his face, dismantling the stoicism so effectively that one might've thought it had never existed in the first place.

"You look like you've been marinating in a fucking sauna for the last ten years." Lee bit back his grin. "Not complaining, by the way."

Paul regarded him with dead, unblinking eyes. "And you look like you've spent yours performing in a circus. Among the clowns."

"Why are you so riled up, man? What's got your panties in a twist?"

"That's none of your fucking business."

Lee chuckled dryly, "That argument doesn't really work in the book of friendship."

"Funny." Paul supplied in a deep, detached voice. "I have no friends."

Lee opened his mouth, hesitated, and shut it again; his usual arsenal of smart-ass remarks was nowhere to be found.

There was something wrong, and Lee could practically smell it. He couldn't quite pinpoint the source yet, but that hardly mattered. One way or another, he would dig until he unearthed the truth. Whether Paul liked it or not.

"Why don't you fuck off too?" Paul added, almost annoyed. "The others managed it just fine."

Before his so-called friend could say anything useless and waste more of his time, Paul sidestepped him and strode out.

"If you're heading to see her," Lee called after him, fully aware of the effect those words would have.

Paul stopped.

An amused grin tugged at Lee's mouth as he closed the distance between them. "You could at least make yourself look human first."

Paul dragged a hand over his face. "Perhaps in this state she'll spare me a glance. That's already more attention than I usually get."

The corner of Lee's mouth twitched upward for a fleeting moment, and by the next second, he watched his friend storm off toward the far end of the office, moving through the maze of cubicles with a kind of reckless gallantry that seemed entirely at odds with the disaster he'd just unleashed.

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Paul immediately grabbed the black file resting on his desk and was about to skim through the documents one last time.

But he hesitated and abandoned the idea entirely.

There was no point.

An ungodly amount of confidence coursed through him, bordering on arrogance. He already knew every word hidden between those pages. Every carefully planted lie. Every fabricated stain on Alfred's reputation.

The file was a masterpiece of manipulation.

A perfectly curated collection of dirty secrets, filthy rumors, and sinful half-truths woven together so convincingly that separating fact from fiction would be nearly impossible.

And if everything went according to plan, Danica Clarke would do exactly what he intended her to do.

Destroy Alfred fucking Brown with her own hands.

Without wasting another second, Paul power-walked out of the office floor and headed straight for Danica's cabin.

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The receptionist stationed outside the executive office was glued to her computer screen and typing with the relentless determination of a woman who had long accepted that work would be her cause of death.

The sound of heavy footsteps echoing down the corridor and a dark figure at the edge of her vision shattered her concentration.

Her fingers froze above the keys; she looked up and immediately wished she hadn't.

The expressions on her face faltered, and a dangerous blend of admiration and dread ignited behind her irises.

It was Paul.

Again.

But this time, he appeared monstrously breathtaking and downright terrifying.

Sweat drenched every inch of him, turning his white shirt nearly translucent. The soaked fabric clung to his body like a second skin, clinging, mapping every line of him with an intimacy that had no business existing in a corporate hallway. His chest heaved with the controlled breathing of someone running on something darker than adrenaline.

Blood stained his knuckles in quiet, damning brushstrokes. While angry veins stretched along his forearms as he held the file with a pressure that suggested it was the only thing currently anchoring him to civility

His copper eyes were the worst part. They were empty. Stripped of warmth, anger, or even humanity. They carried the chilling stillness of something that had already burned itself to ash and no longer cared what happened next.

His dirty-blond hair was slick with sweat, and a few strands plastered haphazardly against his forehead, lending him a wild, untamed edge that only amplified the danger radiating from him.

By the time Paul reached her desk, the receptionist was practically holding her heart together with sheer willpower. Whether it was from fear, attraction, or some dangerous combination of both, she couldn't have said.

Paul, meanwhile, paid her no attention. He walked right past her and entered Danica's office without knocking.

"Jesus Christ," she breathed, dramatically fanning herself the moment he disappeared into the cabin. "Since when did emotionally unstable men start looking this good?"

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I am a man of instincts.

Mia Rosa, they all work under me.

Alfred's words wouldn't leave.

They orbited, throbbed, and echoed with the relentless, uninvited persistence of a song Danica hadn't chosen and couldn't switch off.

The evening replayed itself in her head with a fidelity that felt almost cruel: the conversations, the candlelight, the charged silences, and him.

Always him.

Rendered in every rich, exact detail as if her memory had decided he deserved particular care. As if some traitorous part of her had been paying very close attention all along.

She could still feel the weight of his gaze from across that table. The way he looked at her was like she'd hung the stars in every galaxy, and he had spent years mapping them back to her.

It was excruciatingly offensive that his words carried that kind of weight.

They had the audacity to follow her here. Into her space. Her morning. The carefully maintained sanctuary of her own head. Making her question things she had never questioned, see things through lenses she had never owned, and feel things that had no practical application in the life she had so deliberately, so ruthlessly constructed.

She didn't do this.

She didn't ruminate.

She didn't let men rewrite the interior of her at dinner and then live rent-free in her head the morning after.

Danica hated it, hated him for it, and hated herself more for letting it happen.

She had her eyes closed, her head tipped back against the cool leather of her chair, and was losing the war inside her mind against two things: the charming words of Alfred and the deal.

Mistake?

Not a mistake. 

Mistake?

She couldn't land on either side long enough to trust it.

At that precise moment, the door to her office creaked open, shattering the storm raging inside her head. Danica's eyes immediately flew open, and for the briefest of seconds, her face lit up with something dangerously close to anticipation.

The reaction was instinctive, unguarded.

But the moment her gaze landed on the person entering her office, the spark vanished.

It was Paul.

Tch.

Her features swiftly rearranged themselves into their usual mask of nonchalance, smoothing away every trace of emotion. As if, for one irrational second, she'd expected someone else to walk through that door.

Before her eyes could betray her by noticing too much, Danica turned her attention elsewhere.

She refused to acknowledge the blood on his hands, the disorder in his appearance, or the way his sweat-soaked clothes transformed him into something dangerously distracting.

None of it was her business. None of it was worth the attention.

Instead, she directed her focus towards the sprawling cityscape beyond the floor-to-ceiling windows as though the skyline deserved more consideration than his existence ever would.

She didn't even spare a glance at me.

Not a single flicker of curiosity. Not a shred of concern.

Nothing.

It burned Paul alive from the inside out, turning his blood into molten lava that scorched its way through his veins. Every beat of his heart felt like a fresh act of self-destruction, leaving him raw, exposed, and painfully aware of the unholy hunger festering beneath his skin.

The need to be noticed.

To be acknowledged.

To matter.

The emotions swirled together into something monstrous, something dark and ravenous that clawed at the walls of his restraint. It pushed him closer and closer to the edge of an all-consuming desperation.

Nothing Paul did seemed capable of forcing her attention onto him.

Nothing he did seemed capable of making her want him in any shape or form.

Not now.

Not ever.

The realization crashed over like a knife between his ribs.

Because somewhere deep down, in the ugliest corners of himself, he knew that he could slice his entire skin into bloody ribbons and scatter them in front of her like a gift, and still she would step on it, crush it under her seven-inch heels, and walk away.

The fucking indifference. 

The fucking apathy.

A part of him wanted to spin her around, pin her against the nearest wall, lock her hands above, and force her to keep her eyes latched onto his while he pounded into her like a beast.

The other part wanted to beg on his knees, all naked, and let her shove two fingers in his mouth, choking him as he pleaded for her mercy. 

Leaving the title and crown of Phoenix was the dumbest decision you ever made.

Lee's words resurfaced with cruel timing, slithering back into Paul's mind when he could least afford the distraction.

He ignored them. Or at least, he tried to.

Instead, he anchored his attention to the black file in his hands. His fingers tightened around it until the edges dug into his skin, the folder becoming less of an object and more of a lifeline.

Something solid.

Something real.

Something that kept him tethered to sanity.

If I can't have her, I will make certain no one else does either. I will kill if I must just to keep her alive, breathing, and single as fuck in front of me like a porcelain doll. My doll.

Protected.

Preserved.

Fucking mine.

Paul's eyes darkened, the copper irises taking on a feverish, almost dangerous hue as hatred, desperation, and yearning collided inside him.

The emotions were too tangled to separate. Too powerful to suppress.

They churned beneath his skin like a living thing, feeding on one another until they became indistinguishable from madness, and through it all, he never blinked.

"What brings you here so early?" Danica asked, pushing herself out of her chair with effortless grace and walking towards the floor-to-ceiling windows behind her desk.

She stopped in front of the glass, her vision settling on the sprawling city beneath, offering him nothing more than her profile.

Paul remained silent, his jaw clenched tight so tightly it ached. His demons had him by the throat, forcing every word back down and gagging him beneath sentiments so overwhelming they threatened to tear him apart if he let them escape.

Slowly and silently, he choked on everything he couldn't say.

Danica added, sounding almost bored by the silence. "I assumed you knew what ten o'clock meant."

Swallowing down his fragile fantasies and the dangerous thoughts threatening to surface, Paul finally spoke.

"I have something for you," he said in a deep and controlled tone. "A complete dossier on Alfred Brown's insider operations."

Her eyebrows knitted together with sudden interest. Without another word, she turned around and headed straight for her desk.

"I thought," Paul added, placing the folder on the table, "you'd want to go through it before deciding what to do with him."

Finally, something worth looking at.

Danica grabbed the file and flipped it open. The pages rustled beneath her fingers as she turned them one after another, her movements growing almost frantic.

Her eyes swept across the black letters, hunting for weaknesses, for secrets, for anything she could use. She wanted leverage. She wanted blood.

And if fate was feeling generous, she would find enough in those pages to shatter the deal and bury Alfred Brown's legacy beside it.

Paul watched her with an unblinking stare, his eyes a touch wider than normal. The look on his face carried the unsettling confidence of a man who understood the precise color of terror and took pleasure in watching it unfold.

While Danica turned page after page, Paul remained transfixed by her.

He searched her face for the reaction he had anticipated: the inevitable fracture in her composure, a muttered curse, a flash of fury to darken her eyes, or a cold, seething order to have Alfred killed.

But that moment never came.

Instead, Danica snapped the file shut and flashed him a languid smile.

"Thank you," she said, carelessly dropping the file onto the desk. "You've cleared away the fog that was clouding my mind."

"I am glad." He forced a practiced grin. "So when do we kill him?"

Danica arched a brow as she settled back into her chair and regarded him with mild curiosity. "Why would I want to kill him?"

Paul's skin itched with unease, alarm, and the savage pull of violence. Every impulse urged him to act, to question, to prepare for bloodshed. But he kept his face unreadable and his hands folded neatly behind his back.

"You took the trouble to document every last detail of his business empire, including everything that happens behind the scenes." Danica sounded far too pleased for Paul's liking. "Which means you already know there's nothing in there. No corruption. No fraud. Not even a stain dark enough to get him stabbed."

A vicious knot formed in Paul's stomach, locking every muscle in place. For a terrifying pulse, the world seemed to blur around the edges.

What the fuck was Danica saying?

That file wasn't clean. It couldn't be.

He was one hundred percent certain of every white lie he'd deliberately and meticulously planted in that damned document.

And none of them were flattering enough to explain the smile curving Danica's lips that made her look more inclined to shake Alfred's hand than put a bullet in him.

"Page number fifty-nine," Paul said, still processing the shit of information. "I'm assuming that's the page that got your attention because it says–"

"Alfred owns every pharmaceutical company listed there. Not through shell corporations, proxies, or offshore entities. But direct ownership."

His blood ran cold. Rage bloomed inside him like a crown of thorns, each spike driving deeper into flesh and bone. For one savage moment, all he could think about was Alfred and how much easier everything would be if the man simply ceased to exist.

Fucking impossible. Paul thought bitterly.

I'd clearly listed every corrupt method he'd used to acquire those companies. Every dirty deal and unethical maneuver. Not a fucking registry of multinational corporations under his umbrella.

The whole thing felt incredulous, borderline fictitious, and absurd to the point of insanity.

Somewhere deep down, he hoped he'd misheard her. Or maybe Danica was just toying with him. Playing some twisted joke at his expense.

But neither possibility felt likely.

They felt too distant. Too fucking distant.

Paul was still trying to make sense of the bullshit being thrown at him when he strode forward and seized the file with enough force to crumple the edges.

He flipped it open immediately; his red-rimmed, sleepless, and burning wide eyes raced across the pages.

One after another.

Again.

And again.

The room dissolved around him until there was only the file and the black ink dawdling across the white paper like a nest of parasites.

Every sentence felt wrong.

Every paragraph felt diseased.

As though some unseen hand had crawled into the document and rearranged its organs while he wasn't looking.

His pulse began hammering against his skull.

The more pages he turned, the darker his stare became. The copper of his irises hardened into something savage, something no longer entirely human, as though shards of frozen glass had replaced his eyes and were being driven deeper into their sockets with every passing second.

His grip on the file tightened until the pages crumpled beneath his fingers.

Then the realization hit him in violent, relentless waves, drowning him beneath a thousand ugly shades of understanding.

Every page was clean. 

The document contained the intricate anatomy of Alfred's empire: his influence, his mergers, his financial trails, his political connections, and the sprawling network of corporations under his control.

All of it was real.

Painfully real.

There were no fabricated scandals, no carefully planted lies, no poisoned half-truths hidden between the facts.

Only evidence. Mountains of it.

Official records.

Verified documents.

Signed acquisitions.

Financial statements.

Proof upon proof upon proof.

This is some fucked-up, diabolical shit. Paul could feel his sanity slipping through his fingers.

I know exactly what I put in this file. It was purely engineered to make fucking brown look like Satan dressed in Armani. The file had ninety-nine pages and cost me three sleepless nights of obsessive fucking work. The pages are the same. The page numbers are the same. But the fucking information isn't.

How is that possible?

HOW IN THE FUCKING WORLD IS THAT POSSIBLE?

There could only be one explanation for this clusterfuck.

Someone had switched the files.

They had to have.

No other explanation made any goddamn sense.

But who? Who the fuck would dare?

Who would be stupid enough or powerful enough to tamper with something I personally compiled?

The thought made his blood boil.

Fuck every fucking fucker responsible for this fucking mess.

If the files were exchanged this carefully, then it meant whoever did it knew exactly what they were doing.

They knew Paul's motives. They knew why he created the file, when he created it, and every fucking detail hidden inside it.

This wasn't random sabotage.

This was fucking personal.

Someone in this company was watching him.

Tracking his movements.

Monitoring his intentions.

Learning his habits.

Maybe they worked for Alfred.

Maybe they sat a few offices away from him.

Maybe they smiled at him every morning while dismantling his plans behind his back.

It was difficult to decipher when Paul's head was swollen thick with an overwhelming dose of hatred, fury, and toxic desperation that clogged his thoughts and dulled his judgments.

Whoever had done this had signed their own sentence.

He intended to find them, and when he did, he would butcher them in ninety-nine unimaginable ways. Making sure that it etched fear into their very soul. Not just for this lifetime, but for every life that might follow. No version of them would ever dare interfere with his plans ever again.

But now wasn't the time to indulge his demons.

Paul was supposed to be polite, charming, and harmless.

He had to wear the flesh of a good man and pretend it belonged to him.

After all, Danica was in the room: observing, expecting, and breathing. And in her vicinity, even the monsters residing in him lowered their heads.

"What's with that look?" Danica asked, sounding thoroughly unimpressed. Her gaze drifted to his white-knuckled grip on the page. "You're holding it like it's the only thing keeping your heart beating." 

Paul closed the file a little too quickly and turned to face her.

"I was verifying a few details." He replied.

Danica narrowed her eyes, studying him with unsettling precision. "Didn't you verify them before presenting the file to me?"

The question landed harder than it should have. However, Paul forced an easy smile onto his face with the detached efficiency of a man accustomed to taking hits he couldn't show.

"Of course I did." His voice came out steady, and unhurried. Giving absolutely nothing away. "But I'd rather be thorough than careless."

Skepticism flickered across Danica's face as she scrutinized him for one final flutter. Her intuition whispered that something was off, but the suspicion faded almost as quickly as it appeared.

She glanced at her newly painted nails, seemingly insouciant.

"Well," she said, "I have some good news."

Good news?

Paul's eyebrows nearly climbed into his hairline.

Danica and 'good news' rarely occupied the same sentence. She was many things: brilliant, lethal, charming, ruthless. But being optimistic wasn't one of them.

She preferred news involving hostile takeovers, broken reputations, shattered dreams, and occasionally dead bodies.

The phrase sounded so out of place coming from her that his brain briefly refused to process it.

Nevertheless, he kept his thoughts to himself and remained silent like the obedient subordinate he faked to be.

Danica's attention snapped toward him, and a faint smile tugged at her lips.

"We've gained a new business partner," she said. "A grand meet-and-greet is being arranged. This will be an opportunity for both sides to get acquainted before we begin working together."

New business partner?

What in the ever-loving fuck was happening today?

Alfred was already enough of a nightmare. The man had somehow embedded himself into every corner of Paul's life like a malignant disease. 

Then there was that bastard's subordinate, constantly watching him with the patient hunger of a predator waiting for weakness.

And now another business partner entered the equation.

Another stranger.

Another threat.

Another complication.

Paul dragged a hand through his hair, his thoughts grinding against one another like broken glass.

He needed something–anything–to distract himself while reality continued pelting him with fresh bullshit, one fucking brick at a time.

"Wow," he muttered, sounding as excited as a dead man being informed about the weather. "That's–"

"Going to be a surprise," Danica interrupted. She pointed a finger at him. "So you're not allowed to discuss it with anyone. The partnership remains confidential. However, you may inform the staff about the gathering itself, since Dominion Group is organizing it."

The last sentence hit him like fucking a hammer, and the room suddenly felt too small. A cold sensation creeped through his spine when the realization dawned on him in all gruesome shades of terror.

If the event was being hosted by Dominion Group, then that meant–

No motherfucking way, Paul thought.

No. No. No.

Absolutely fucking not.

And then, as if the universe had decided the day wasn't destructive enough, the cabin door creaked open once more.

Both Paul and Danica instinctively turned toward the sound.

A woman stepped inside.

She stood around five-foot-six, her presence commanding attention before she uttered a single word. Her rich brown skin glowed against the soft beige bodycon dress hugging her figure, the contrast so striking it was almost ungodly. Cascades of blackish-brown curls spilled over her shoulders and down the back in effortless waves, framing a face that seemed crafted with meticulous care.

Her lips, full and tinted a delicate shade of peach, curved naturally into something between certitude and prepossession. A small mole resting on her lower lip drew the eye with death-defying ease, becoming the final detail in an already captivating portrait.

For a last throb of life, the time seemed to pause around her arrival.

Paul swallowed the sudden dryness in his throat and watched her approach.

She moved with the quiet conviction of someone who already knew the effect she had on people and saw no reason to apologize for it. An all-knowing smile played on her lips, subtle and dangerous, as though she possessed secrets no one else in the room was privy to.

Every step she took seemed to stretch time thinner and thinner until seconds felt like entire minutes.

When she finally stopped beside him in front of Danica's desk, the world had narrowed to the scent of her perfume, the rustle of fabric, and the inexplicable tension tightening around his ribs.

It was suffocating, mind-numbing, and profoundly unsettling.

He couldn't stop looking at her. Not out of attraction. Nor out of admiration.

There was something else about her. Something that made the hairs at the back of his neck rise in warning.

She smiled at Danica, then shifted her attention toward him. The instant their gazes collided, he caught the glimmer of mischief dancing within her eyes. It was playful on the surface, yet beneath it there was something viciously primal. Something that watched him just as closely as he watched it.

For one strange, stifling moment, it felt as though they were measuring each other in complete silence, searching for weaknesses neither intended to reveal.

An eye for an eye. An intensity for an intensity

Nina Kaur.

The most ambitious, bull-headed, and relentlessly powerful businesswoman Paul had ever encountered. 

CEO of Kaur Luxe Events.

Danica Clarke's closest friend and perhaps the only person in the world reckless enough to challenge her without hesitation.

If Danica's presence drew him in like a moth drifting helplessly toward a flame, then Nina's had the opposite effect. She made every nerve inside him tighten and recoil. His skin scorched with a restless heat, warning him to put distance between them before she inevitably found a way beneath it.

One woman tempted his curiosity. The other threatened his peace.

Nina was notorious for her stubbornness in the business world. Obstinate didn't even begin to cover it.

Once she fixed her sights on something, she pursued it with a frightening level of determination, bulldozing through obstacles, competitors, and common sense alike. It was one of the many reasons Kaur Luxe Events dominated the global event industry.

It was also one of the many reasons Paul had never been able to get rid of her.

Nina Kaur did not understand the meaning of no.

She identified what she wanted, sank her claws into it, and refused to let go until it belonged to her.

Obsession ran through her veins as naturally as blood.

Unfortunately for Paul, he returned the sentiment with something equally powerful: hatred. 

Deep. Ancient. Persistent.

They stood there, locked in a silent war of gazes, each trying to carve through the other's defenses.

Warning simmered within Paul's copper eyes.

While something far more perilous glimmered within hers–attraction.

An unhealthy, excessive, and unholy amount of it.

Paul Williams. The man of controlled impulses, devilish looks, and enough ruthlessness to make lesser men lose sleep. What a catastrophic combination you are. Nina kept her eyes locked onto his, refusing to blink first. Refusing to surrender even an inch of ground.

There is something extraterrestrial about you. Something that doesn't belong in ordinary light. It's not monstrous. Not evil. Just... different. As though the universe made you from a darker blueprint than the rest of us.

Maybe that's what fascinates me. Maybe that's why I can't seem to look away.

Your darkness calls to something buried deep inside me. Something reckless. Something that should have remained locked away years ago.

Any sensible woman would see the caution blazing in your copper eyes and run. 

But damn me. I only find myself stepping closer. 

Because I know exactly what would happen if two people like us collided.

We wouldn't heal each other.

We wouldn't save each other.

We would ruin each other.

Magnificently, violently, and completely.

The kind people spend lifetimes trying to recover from.

And God help me, I want it anyway.

I want the arguments.

The chaos.

The war.

The inevitable destruction waiting at the end of this road.

Because every time you look at me with that cold hostility, every time your jaw tightens as though my existence personally assaults you, I find myself wanting more.

More attention. More resistance. More of you.

You think your hatred pushes me away.

The truth is far worse, my darling. It only makes me wonder how much longer you'll be able to hold that wall together before it finally cracks.

One day it will. 

One day, the sound of my name will leave your lips the way fate always intended it to: raw, inevitable, and impossible to take back.

And that day is closer than you think.

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