I'll spoil myself in this life

Erica once believed she had married for love—until that love slowly revealed itself as something cruel and unrecognizable. Trapped in a violent and humiliating marriage, she endures years of abuse at the hands of a husband who strips away her dignity piece by piece, even turning her own home into a stage for her suffering. With no support from family and no escape in sight, the fragile hope she once held onto eventually dies, leaving behind only quiet resentment and a mind that begins to plan. When her husband brings home the one woman he truly loves—the one Erica could never replace—it becomes the final breaking point. Forced to watch the tenderness he never once showed her, Erica finally understands the truth of her existence: she was never more than a substitute. But instead of breaking, she chooses revenge. Seizing a rare moment alone with the woman, Erica sets a plan into motion—one designed to shatter her husband in the deepest way possible. Yet, in the midst of her calculated actions, she experiences something unexpected: a fleeting moment of genuine warmth and connection, something she had long believed was lost to her forever. That moment costs her everything. When her husband discovers them, his rage is absolute. The violence that follows ends Erica’s life—but not before she realizes that, even in her final moments, she had finally felt something real. As darkness consumes her, Erica expects the end. Instead, it is only the beginning. Awakening beyond death, with her memories intact and her regrets burning deeper than ever, Erica is given another chance—one where she will no longer be powerless, no longer be used, and no longer be denied the life she was robbed of. This time, she will take everything. She will spoil herself and not deny herself pleasure and anything she wanted.